LUHAN

Sulli had finally made her mind. But her decision wouldn't make me less worried. I don't know if she's mad, if she will hate me for what I did.

Next thing I know, She'll be flying to US the next week and eventhough it only means parting ways with her, I'm kind of relieved. I know, she'll be cured the way she should. She's a strong girl and she will come back here safe and sound.

As to Taemin's impulse reaction, or I don't know if it's impulsive or not, he remained silent. He remained unseen for days which I believed, made Sulli feel easy to do things. That's because she has nothing to think about. She is more relieved. She becomes fine and I know she'll fight for her sickness because she has reasons to.

I wanted to talk to her but something deep within is hindering me. I wanna be there for her until the end but I am afraid I am not the one she needed.

Argument about visitin