SULLI

Blankly staring nothing walking throughout the corridor from the school clinic, there is Luhan outside.

"Are you okay?" He asked.

Why is Luhan here? I wanted that to ask but before I did, a voice behind barged in.

"Sulli-yah! Wait!!" Taemin shouted behind.

I don't know if I will turn my back. But the urge that he has called my name, I involuntary turned my back.
He approached me.
"Can we talk first?" He seriously said.

"About what?" I asked trying to avoid the fact that I am about to discover today.
"About what you heard..." He briefly answered.

I gazed at Luhan.
I turned my gaze again to Taemin.
"Sorry, he's waiting for me. Whatever it is that you need to say,save it next time." I eased a force a smile and headed my way to Luhan.

"Why are you here?" I asked Luhan.
He just shrugged. He looked at Taemin who's far from us already. "He told me so." He answered.

Did Taemin just asks someone again to lead me home? Geez, Luhan is not just someone. He's ------------ my life saver.

Luhan walks me home. 

"Are you sure you're okay?" He again asked me. I don't think he can read minds and heart.

I simply nod.

"It's getting late. You should go in now." He said as he waved his hands on me.

But Luhan, Why did Taemin asked you to come? I want to ask that but the more I want to know the 'truth' behind every actions, I just can't because I am afraid that knowing the truth can be as painful as Icould ever imagine.

He is about to go when he looked back again to me.
"By the way, I am going to Gwangju next weekend, let's go together." He said

"Why?"
He shrugged.
"I'm going to visit my parents and have a short vacation." He briefly answered.

"Why do you want me to come?" I asked.  First of all, I know he likes me, too. But I don't hold too much right to ruin his vacation and his moments with his family.

He again shrugged. "I just want you to come." He smiled.

I find no reason to reject him, anyway, I miss that place too. Eventhough, I had a lots of bad memories at my old school.

I suddenly nod and he gave me a wide smile made from heaven.

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I throw myself to bed. Thinking things over and over.

Is Victoria really pregnant? Is it Taemin's? How? Is that the reason why Minho broke up with her? because he find out that Vic is pregnant with someone else's child? Maldo Andwae. 
And what could be the reason why Na Eun went to Taemin's house the other night?

And do I really like Luhan? Yes, I have liked him.... but... it seems that my heart's beat for him already pass out. Why am I being like this? I have always wished for him to look at me atleast once and now that he's amost near me, he's at reach from me, I think, it's not being ME. It seems that I already explored my world outside. There is Taemin to think about. It's undeniable that I am hurt right now. 

Luhan is right there, willing to ease the pain as I can see it, I am not stupid not to feel that I am just nothing to Taemin. Whatever that is that confuses me about Luhan, I will let it pass, I know from the beginning, it was him whom I wish to like me, too. So be it.

I put my iPod on play.....Now playing... No Love by MBLAQ
It seems that the lyrics speaks right through me.. it says..
 

Oneuldo nan utgo inneun gamyeoneul sseugo
Georiro naga amureochi anheun cheokhaeyo
But I wanna run to you
Neurin balgeoreumeul dollyeo georeoga

Simjangeun meongi deulgo
Onmomi buseojyeodo
Nan niga inneun goseuro
Kkeuteobsi sarangeul chajaga
We can’t see the love
Sarangeul irke mandeun dokhan virus
Nae nuni meoreodo I can’t never ever
Heuteojin gieogeul ttara
I can’t feel the love
Eodumi naerin nae maeumeun silent
Nae kkeuteul irheodo waiting for my love
I can find love nae mameul chaja my love

Again today, I wear a smiling mask,
Go outside, and pretend nothing’s wrong
But I wanna run to you
But I walk with slow steps

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