SULLI

I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT MY NEXT STEP COULD BE.

Tell the truth to my parents, go to US to to be cured, wait for a heart donor, better yet, kill myself?

I called my mom who's busy working right now.

"Mom...are you busy?" I asked on the other line

"Yeah... I am currently working right now.. Why?"

"Uhh..Nothing.. What time are you going home?"

"I'll be coming home late... If you're hungry, just reheat the food at the fridge, alright?"

"Okay." I hung up.

I try to call my dad but he's not answering his phone. He's really busy. My parents are fighting since we moved here in Seoul and my dad often stays at office thaat home because h doesn't want to argue with my mom.

Hopeless.

I put my cellphone away. I am not able to use it for more than three hours. My bad.

Suddenly, I hear a doorbell from the outside.

I wen out to open the gate.

It's Taemin.

"What are you doing here?" I asked.

He smiled widely. "Are you free today?" he asked.

"Yes... But no.. I am tired and I wanna rest."

He pouted. "Are you still not okay?"

Yes. I am not and I won't be okay.

"I'm fine but I need to rest." I answered.

I see in his face that he is upset.

"Is that so? Okay... I just wanna ask you to go out." he turns away.

Haaaaa how could I not say Yes to this guy.

"Ok, I'll free my time for you." I say.

He turns back to see me with a happy face.

We went to see a movie. It's the movie he loves. I am not a fan of cinemas, I am just a simple girl who can go on without seeing a movie. I only read books, that because of Luhan.

Anyway, the movie he wanted to see, I've already read it in a book. It's of no thrill. I almost forgot the floe of the story.

I yawn as the movie goes along.

"Do you not like the movie?" he asked. He noticed my yawning

I shook my head. "No... It just don't appear realistic compared t