Give her some space and bring her a water bottle"GaIn screamed approaching me.
Jays arms layed me carefully on a chair but he didn't let go of my hand wich was still shaking.
"Are you hurt?" she asked
"No,I don't think so. Jay catched me on time" I replied with a shaky voice
" Here" Taemin said giving me a water bottle." If you don't like it we also bought flavoured one.We got all the flavours since we weren't sure wich one you would prefer" he looked at me with a concerned almost a sorrow look.
"Are you okay?" Kai whispered softly
"Yeah I'm just shocked" I replied  with a tender smile."Thank you.Thank you for catching me"I looked at Jay
"Oh that was nothing really no need to thank me.After all that's what a partner is for" he ensured softly.
"Hey even if your fine you should go out and get  some fresh air. You can choose someone to go with you if you want" GaIn said. My eyes met Hyorins at the speed of light.
"I'll go with Hyorin"
"Ok. Don't worry about the rest of the class. Just relax.If you need anything don't hesitate and just ask."
"Thank you. And about our evaluation it was my mistake that caused me to fall not Jays"I said trying not to prejudice him
She stared at me with a clueless look."Oh Myungsoo don't think about it you both got the highest mark. Your work was flawless you just need to practise that lift.But not today of course" I felt relieved as I  listened.
"Shall we go?" Hyorin asked and I nodded

---- SDA gardens-----

As soon as we stepped outside SDA building Hyorin opened her arms and involved me in a tight hug.Eventhough I was surprised I hugged her back."God Myungsoo you scared the hell out of me. Don't ever do that again"she comforted me.
Old memories started flourishing and my eyes became teary again. This was so unlike me I never cry.Never.
"Oh baby it's all right now" she said thingthning the hug.
"This reminds me when I was little..." I started stopping right after" I'm sorry you probably don't want to listen
"Of course I do."She replied"Tell me about it"she leaded me to a stone bench
"Well  as you know I am adopted, actually I was never really because Ms Yoon wasn't able to fill the paper work. She did the tests but they told her she wasn't suitable to be a mother so she was never able to actually adopt me. But she remained as my tutor so it was almost the same since I spent my life at StepAhead. It was all going smoothly until the orphanat started giving me foster parents Ms Yoon tried to stop them but she didn't have the means or ways. I remember ones in particular the Kim family. I really started liking them, you know. The husband was a sculpture and the wife was a painter.They were both artist so they letted me be free or so I thought. The house were we lived had a small wood with enormous trees. On one of them Mr Kim had a tree house I used to believe he had built it just for me (later I found out it was actually a tool box and it was rotting from inside out).One day I was playing and one of the wood  VIGAs broke.It was enough for the whole house to crumble. I fell from approximately 2 meters.Luckily I passed away so I don't remember 
the pain what I do remember was waking up 2 hours later with a broken leg and a lot of bruises at the exact same place. I screamed 
and cried for hours but no one came. I'm never gonna forget the dirt on my hair and the  wet mug on my face.I screamed on top of my lungs and no one came. Neither of them cared for me and didn't even notice I had gone missing the only ones that came to find me where Bona Hilyuk and Ms Yoon that noticed something was weird when I didn't show up for class. That's why I hate weights because there's always a fall that follows and generally no ones there to catch you." I mumble between the tears
"Oh Myung I'm so sorry. No one should have gone though that.But we're here now and we'll definitely catch you." she comforted me 
"Thank you.Thank you very much" was all I could responded in between the hiccups.
"Our break should be starting soon want to go and see the guys? They were really worried. Lay froze but you should have seen Kais expression : his face turned white for a moment same with Taemin. As you can see we care and we'll make sure to catch you every time so feel free to fall from now on. They just texted me asking if you were okay"
I shove the tears away and cleaned my face
"Yes we should go." I said getting up.When I did I noticed how this talk had affected me: I could count on them, usually I just counted on 3 people that I only saw in the afternoon now I saw them all day long and it felt nice for a change."Let's go" I said as we headed inside SDA.