Chapter 21 - Succeed
I'm not for you LOVE
I'm really sorry if my story getting crapped..its just,...it will end soon,don't worry :)
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Its 4.40 pm now,5 minutes more,Chanyeol will send me to SM building.I'm quite nervous to meet Soo Man ahjushi because we've never meet each other before this.And i don't know his face either,this was so a troublesome.
Actually i've been taken by Baekhyun's words.What if Soo Man ahjushi will not..will never give his approovement for my task? What if i can't spend time with EXO? Oh God,pleSe just let Soo Man approove me.Just 3 days,not more than that.
By the way,why must he said something like that?I'm a bit dissappointed with his words,i do that for spending time with the members..and him.I'm ing miss him and i want to spend these 3 days with him.Just not only him,this time the members will included.Didn't he miss me?Didn't he want to spend time with me?
i just planning to get clear everything between us but he ruined everything...E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G.....everything.
"Sung Young-ie,palliwa.The members already waiting for you" i heard Chanyeol shouting outside my room.
"Ne...a little more" i answered.
"i'll be waiting in the car"
"arayo~~~~~"
i continued getting ready as Chanyeol heading to his car.EXO company car.The members decided to accompany me too,giving me encouraging me to asking the permission for EXO 3 days holiday.The members akl cheering around except this guy who starting to be cold,Baekhyun.
The members were still waiting in the car comfortably when i reach there.
EXO-M was in the other car,I'm with EXO-K's car.
Chanyeol take in driving,Suho sitting at passenger sit beside him.At the back,first row,Kai,D.O and Sehun sitting together.And..what the..-- i have to sit beside Baekhyun?but why? Aihhhhh~they must've planned all this things.I've no choice but just sit beside Baekhyun at the last row.Since only the two of us who sitting at the last row,so we keep a quite distance between each other.I look away,outside the window without bother to look at the man beside me who i don't know what he doing right now..
i'm still mad wit what he said,if what he said come true,I'll put the blame on him for saying that ing words.Dammit !
My mind was not there with them,but it goes to how should i say when i meet Soo Man ahjushi.
ahjushi can you give EXO 3 days holidays?
wooooo....no no no...he will not approove me if i asked that way and called him ahjushi.
Soo Man oppa~~~~give EXO 3 days holidays juseyooooo~
ohoooooo !!! Hell no ! No way man,its disgusting.Should i just call him like the members? Or should i use 'sir'? That will show how respect i am to him,thats probably will help.
Annyeong,i'm sorry,nega Park Sung Young imnida,Park Chan Yeol's twin.My purpose coming here to ask you,sir.If you could give EXO 3 days holiday,just three days,not more than that.
OHH YEAHHH !!! Thats it,perfect,respect,suitable words.Ahhhhh~if he still not approoving me,then i'll use my 'sickness' method to make him feel pity to me.Never mind,moreover my sickness is the main reason why i do that.
i will do everything...everything,whatever it is just to spend time with EXO for these 3 days.
i realised that i'm still in the car heading to SM building when i suddenly,UNPURPOSELY i caught Baekhyun was staring at me but look away as i turn my head to him.
"Did you just staring at me,Bakkie?" i asked.
He diesn't answer me and i could se his body froze by my question.With that,i making my hand slowly touch his shoulder which made him sturtle to dead.
"yah ! You scared me" he shouted at me.I'm really shocked with his suddenly action.Whats wrong with him?His face look red too.
"i-i'm s-sorry.....jagiya" i answered slowly.Prevent everyone heard what i said.I don't think everyone in the car was heard what i said but i'm sure Baekhyun was really heard it clearly.His face made me don't wanna continue this argue.As i said sorry,i just look away,outside the window again.
BAEKHYUN POV
That morning,i just came back from hospital.Sung Young left me not in good mood,now i start miss her.Suddenly,Kai called me to said that the members drop by to Sung Young's house.At first,i doubted to come along or not.But since i miss her so much,i follow them.
Once we reached there,Chanyeol welcome us with Sang Sang.I'm just quite while the others busy playing with the twins.I would like to,but i'm not in the mood.I'm thinking if Sung Young will really leave me,for real.I never can accept that,i don't want her to leave me.Without i realise it,the tears already flowing through my cheek.
As time moving on,i'm sobbing because i'm getting hard.The other members start noticing my condition when Luhan ask suddenly.
"Baekhyun-ah..waeyo? Why are you crying so sudden?"
I didn't answer his question but continue what i do,crying.
"hyung neo waeyo?" Kai asked.
"i don't think i have trolled him but...Baekhyun-ah why are you crying?" Chen followed,asking me.
I also don't know why i crying suddenly,so i just answered him "aniya...i just hurt..." after i said that,i continue being silent when i heard this words...which made me sturtle...
"....no i don't believe you,hyung.You will never crying this bad unless its about Sung Young's noona stuff..." i heard D.O said things that only now i know why i'm being like this....
i'm missing something...no,i missing someone....Sung Young was missing from my life....
I don't wanna continue this,i don't want suddenly Sung Young saw me crying.I don't want that."i want to go back home...now" i said.Thats the only way to avoid Sung Young to see me in this condition.I quickly stand up,ready for going back to my home,plus i felt tired with my life.I feel like i want to suicide so all the problem will solve.But i can't do that,Sung Young will angry and if i suicide,i'll never meet her again.
I starting my step to get out from Sung Young's house when my leg froze suddenly....
"hey guys,since when you're all being here?"
i know that voice....
"ouhhhh....Baekhyun-ah neo waeyo? Wae ureo?" she asked me.I didn't answered her,luckily i already wiped my tears away.
"We don't know either,he cried suddenly and when we asked him why,he just said that he was hurt.Do you know why he was hurt?"Xiumin asked.I didn't bother to stay there,so i start my step again when she voicing again.I remained there to hear what she want to say.
"errr...nega...molla~maybe he was really hurt.?" she answered.
i shocked with her answer? What? She didn't know why i'm being like this? Sung Young-ah i'm being like this because of you !! I screamed in my heart.So i just say ...
"she...she have nothing to do with my tears,so don't ing ask her...SHE KNOW NOTHING" thats the true,she know nothing about me.She don't know i'm hurt because of her,i'm crying because of her.
i feel relieved because i thought when i said that,she will realise that she was the one who made me like this.But my thought was wrong,she smiling like a mad girl after i said that.Driving my heart,riped into pieces.
"oppa-ga,take me to SM building now" Sung Young said to Chanyeol,i feel awkward in this situation.But wait...SM buliding? Why is she going there?Everyone show her what-do-you-want-to-do-there face including me.
"you all should thank me because i'm going to ask permissionfrom Soo Man sajjangnim to give EXO 3 days holidays!!" she continued cheerfully.I was shocked with what she said...she want to ask Soo Man to give us 3 days holidays? She must've planning to spending that 3 days with the members.Then how about me?
aihhh !!!! I really can't deny it that i'm getting jealous now !!! She promise to spend this one week with me,but now why it ended she speding time with the members??!
"Soo Man sajjangnim is not someone who will easily give us holidays,so better don't.He will definitely not approoving your suggestion"i said that in case she will stop with what she want to do.But it turn out unlike what i wanted.
"when Soo Man already approove it,don't you ever popped out wherever you are that time,in front of us...never ever you try to do it" Sung Young answered me coldly.She never been this way...so she will not stop isn't she?Aishhh !! Why i must said that? Soo Man sajjangnim someone who is kind in person,i bet he will approove it.But then,if he approove it,then i can't join them hanging out with Sung Young...arghhh !!, pabo me !!
As she answered me,she ran away heading to her room.And slammed the door hard.Is she angry with me?
"why are you saying like that? All of us know that Soo Man sajjangnim is a kind in person..now see what you've done" Chanyeol complained.
i didn't hear what he said,i just think about what i just did to my own girl.I'm still wondering if Sung Young was still my girl or not.I take my sit back on the couch,trying to calm my self.
"lets just accompany her too...don't tell her its my idea though" i said.
All the members aggreed with my idea."but what should we say if she ask why we bother around?" Chen asked me.I take time to think about it.
"lets just say,we encouraging her to meet Soo Man sajjangnim.Let her believe that Soo Man is just like i said" i recommended.
"not a bad one" Xiumin said.
i smile on my own idea.I don't know why i'm being too excited.
a few hours later.....
Chanyeol was inside the house,calling Sung Young who still getting ready for meet Soo Man sajjangnim.Lady always taking so much time to get ready.Suho asked me to sit alone at the last row,i was so confiused why he asked me to do that.
After a few minutes later,Sung Young finally came out from the house,heading to our car.As she looking at the sit,something popped out from my mind.WHAT THE HELL HYUNG !!!! So this is the reason why Suho hyung askedme to sit here alone? Aishhh!!! He knows that i still feel guilty with what i said just now.
Sung Young take her place with poker face created on her face.She sit far from me even there is more spaces between us.As the car start moving,i saw Sung Young just looking away through her windows,i just staring at her without her realise it.
i missed that face,if i could be the windows who she keep staring at.
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