Hi....its been a while  or maybe more than a year or more? I'm so sorry guys...to those readers....im so sorry...is not that i don't want to update this story...i just can't continue it. I lose my tracks in writing...i lose my inspiration...I'm not that person before...people can changed so do I. 

Honestly, i was online all the time reading others work thought can get any inspirations but i can't even think what should i write on my own story. I've lose the one that i love hopefully that person have a new life and i should move on by now which is hard for me to do. I can't stop thinking about that person...just because to make me stop from thinking too much i become workaholic person till i unconscious sometimes at workplace...it was so embarrassing of course. But now...im telling myself to stay strong...but it turns out family problem makes me so stress and so on. I even thinking to end my life...almost but i did stopped myself to think about it. Even my friends concerned about me....im so lucky got my friends behind me. 

Get somebody to talk about your problem can ease your sadness and bring you joy sometime and its true. Even im wearing happy face they still can fill it was fake. So guys...i know some of you might hate me because i have been neglecting  this story. Im trying now to get back as soon as i can. Im not giving up like that! If the others can do why i cant? 

Although some of you un-subcribe this story...im still be thankful because you guys have read my story (not worth mybe?) But there's other readers still my fan and waiting for me to come back right? Fighting! I know i can do it one day. I won't delete this story till i finish it. 

So readers??? Uhmmm.....should i say hi?🤔 actually....i cant even remember what is my story line? Hahaha😂 so i re- read all through the chapters to understand it...i even reading it twice or more....hahaha well i need to flashback though. Haha

If any of you guys have some ideas please tell me yeah? I really need it. I miss you guys leave a comment. Seriously i really need help with my story. Please do leave some comments please....at least i know somebody is still there waiting for me. I hate been ignored I've lose someone atleast i don't want my readers leave me too. 😣 i will be back for sure. Please do have a faith in me. Im trying my best as i can to prove it someday.