Oppa~

            When you read this, I might be on the plane. It depends on how fast you find out about me. My lovely Taekwoonie oppa, please don't be mad at me and just read the letter.

            Sorry I had to say goodbye to you this way. It's just, I didn't have the courage to say goodbye to you face to face. I'm a coward and I know it. Thousand million times, I'm sorry.  

            To tell the truth, I hated you first. I couldn't stand next to you. I like people who reply to me when I talk to them. But you, you just got on my nerves. But... when we went on that trip, I realized that you used actions more than words to show how you feel about things. And, you have no idea how happy I was when I saw you smile. Don't hide it; one of the reasons I fell in love with you was because of that beautiful smile of yours. And, every time you think of me, please please smile. That way I know that you still think about me even when I'm not next to you...

            Secondly, congratulations! I heard tonight was supposed to the day President Kim announces to everyone about your and eonnie's marriage. (Mrs. Kim told me.) Right now I'm writing that word with tears in my eyes but someday I'll really wish you with all my heart. I'm good at letting go of things - though I don't know if I'll ever be able to do that to you.

            Oppa, if you get married to eonnie, please take care of her the way you did to me. There is no one in th