Kyung Soo's POV
"good night my sweet little angel." I smiled at the phone and said. "Kyung Soo hyung!" I looked up an saw chanyeol "yea?" I answered " sorry I forgot about getting stuff for you this afternoon, well here are all the things you need." he passed me a bag "thanks"
"Kyung Soo hyung, what's up with you and Si Yui?
I shook my head "we're not together, I know that she doesn't love me in that way, she just doesn't want to hurt me." I get a little bit upset whenever I think about it. "that's not true, kyung Soo hyung. If she doesn't like you why is she acting like this?" he said "Chanyeol ah, you don't understand, I am like a brother to her and I have known her for five years it's really not a big deal that she is treating me like this." I stare at my fingers and said "last time I kissed her and she told me that she can't, SHE SAID SHE CAN'T! AND I ALREADY KNOW IT. SHE NEVER LOVE ME THE WAY I DO. IT'S TIME FOR ME TO FACE THE TRUTH,I WILL NEVER BE WITH HER. THE ONE SHE LOVES IS JACOB. THE ONE SHE LOVES IS KRIS. IT COULD BE ANYONE. BUT NOT ME.BECAUSE I CAN'T BE AS SWEET AS THEM AND I KNOW THAT AM NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR HER.I WILL NEVER BE! " I yelled and threw my pillow on the floor. "DO KYUNG SOO." he yelled and it scared me..... "kyung Soo hyung yah... I still think that I am right. Perhaps you couldn't realize it but I really know that she loves you. It's kind of late now. I will see you tomorrow, good night. " he picked up the pillow and put it on my bed then he left the room.
I stare at his back while I still have no idea how to react. In fact, I have already gave up on the thought of being with her. Because I know that it is not possible. All I want to do Is protect her and see her being happy, then I will be happy too but... When Kris came between us. I realized I do not want to let her go I realized I don't want her to get hurt by any guy anymore after her being with Jacob....
I don't want to think about it anymore. Because after all I just want you to be happy. I closed my eyes and try to fall asleep.
  Next day
I woke up at 6 I didn't sleep well yesterday and now I am wide awake, I painfully got up and cleaned myself up. I the television and saw TVXQ's music video I sighed, I wish my father would listen to me and let me become a singer.

7:00 I turned off the tv and started day dreaming. "Kyung Soo!" I looked up and I saw her, she gave me a warm smile and I don't know what to do except for smiling back at her. " don't you have school?" I said " yea but I want to visit you first!" "stupid girl. Don't blame me if your late!" I joked "I'm not stupid. HEY! Speaking of stupid. You called me an idiot yesterday then you left!" she said I feel weird saying this but she even looks good when she is raging... "well you missed me?" I asked "No! You told me that you were bored and you were the first one who found me to chat with you then you left the chat!!! Do Kyung Soo rude much?" she pouted and said I couldn't help but left "sorry Si Yui but I haven't take an actual rest for such a long time." "Ah?What do you mean?" she asked.. she looks so innocent.. "Cause I was worrying about you when you're in the hospital." I felt kind of awkward telling her this but yeah I did "Kyung Soo! I'm sorry!! You are the sweetest guy ever, but don't worry I won't die cause cool kids will never die." she smiled and hugged me, I love her smile it's so beautiful... Okay Kyung Soo you are being a creeper. "Sure, cool kids.You." I teased "shut up and have your breakfast already!" She passed me a box. She is just so sweet I smiled at her and nodded. "Kyung Soo, I got to go now, I will come and visit you when classes are over okay?" she smiled and said "You are the only one who cares about me.." I mumbled "Kyung Soo.. lots of people do care about you. What about imo?" I laughed " Omma and Appa never care about me, they're too busy to do that." I used to care bout this a lot but I don't anymore, doesn't worth it. "Kyung Soo... if that's what you think then just know that I will always care about you and think for you, I will never be too busy for that!" she hugged me tight and said I hugged back and I smiled to myself, I hope this moment lasts forever."Okay go now Si Yui, you're late to school." I patted her head and said "Oh! Ah! Right!" she kissed my cheek and ran away "BYE KYUNG SOO!!" She yelled from the hallway "SHHHHH!!!" The nurses are asking her to keep her voice down, I couldn't help but laugh. 

2 weeks later 

"The nurse said you're getting better now, you can leave the hospital in anytime you wish! YAY!!" She clapped and said "Idiot!" I ruffled her hair. "I'll leave this place now." I said...

1 hour later 

"Yay!! Kyung Soo you are finally out!" she smiled and held my hand, and that moment I don't even know what to say I'm too happy to even say a word. All I did is smiling like a retard. "Si Yui, why are you so nice to me?" I suddenly said I didn't even think of it but i just said it... "Cause Kyung Soo.. You saved me." she said and my heart sank.. She's nice to me just because I've saved her... Kyung Soo, what else  Do you really think that she would love you? Dream on.