Today is Big Bang’s first concert to kick off their world tour. It is being held at the Olympic Stadium in Seoul. It holds 72,000 people. They told me that this is one of the biggest concerts they have ever played since they debuted in 2006. I can’t believe I am going to be with them to experience this.

            They send me to the stadium early so that no one see’s me walking in with them. People are already lined up outside the building. No one suspects me even though I walk into the building with special access. They probably assume I am a make up artist or something.

            I am guided through several hallways until they show me into a dressing room. It’s huge and the walls are covered in huge mirrors, each having an individual set of theatre lights wrapped out them with small counters. I flip one of the switches on and look at myself in the mirror. The lights are so bright that my eyes sparkle. These mirrors could make anyone look pretty.

            I fluff my hair and kick back on one of the couches and turn on one of the TV’s they have in here. As if irony wanted to visit me itself, a commericail was playing for “BIG BANG WORLD TOUR 2014!” Pow , shang, pow, zip, zop, zaahhhzzzz, flashing lights, bloopbloop skippitybopzop! The advertisement was so flashy I almost threw up, but it did seem pretty epic. They used footage from a mock concert they did they did about a week ago and some stock footage from their last world tour they did.

I almost started to fan girl a little bit until I remembered I wasn’t necessarily a fan. I haven’t been left alone for a second to load up any music videos on my computer or phone. When I would find time, Seunghyun would come into my room to make sure I wasn’t watching any. I would find it to be annoying as crap if his eyes weren’t so endearing.

Wait! I am here for at least another hour before any of them get here. I take out my phone and went straight to YouTube. “BIG BANG KOREAN” I type and then click search. Immediately my feed is filled with still frames of music videos and live shows they have done. What to click first? Oh, I feel like a kid in a candy store. Which icon looked most appealing?

Monster looks pretty intense. I click it. It opens up with bombs exploding and it is being filmed in the first person. This is interesting. Is this even a music video? Oh! There’s the music. It’s a nice piano line.

Oh my God they are all so attractive. I act as if I don’t seem them every day. Don’t get me wrong, I know they are attractive, good looking people, but when I see them made up like this it just takes it to a whole new level. Even Oppa-I mean…Youngbae. Wait-THAT HAT! Seunghyun! Oh my gosh what is this outfit?

Then he opens his mouth. Where has this been my entire life? I almost start crying when he actually begins to sing. I thought he rapped. The inflection he is using is driving my ears insane in such a good way. I want him to start singing to me in person-all of them really.

Oh Youngbae no. What is that hair style? It’s like he has two Pillsbury biscuit rolls on top of his head before you pull them apart. Oh my gosh. Who designed his appearance for this? I am so embarrassed. I really like it when they change it back to a Mohawk though. Wow.

They all have amazing bodies as well. I guess when you are an idol you really need to keep up with your appearance. No one seemed to c