I uncovered the concealer stick and carefully applied an enough amount under my eyes. Dark bags under my eyes appeared plus my eyes were also swollen from last night.

I sighed from the thought. I had cried a bucket of tears again last night. I cried myself to sleep and now I have swollen eyes. I was like a crazy person yesterday because I have been blaming myself for not telling Seunghyun what I really felt while I was also blaming him for doing the same.

“Argh!” I whispered to myself as I slammed the concealer on my dresser in annoyance.“It’s mine and Seunghyun’s fault.” I sighed. “Maybe I should clear things out…but maybe when everything’s in place already. I’ll let him have space to think things over at the same time have mine.”

I finished putting on a slight make up just enough to cover everything that needs to be hidden and headed to Jiyong’s house.

Inhale. Exhale. Inhale. Exhale. Inhale. Exhale. Inhale. Ex – Mental Panic!

“Ugh!” I whispered to myself as I buried my face in my hands.

I’m outside Jiyong’s house now and was here like 10 minutes ago yet I still wasn’t inside.

I’m a nervous wreck again and I’m not yet really ready to go in after what happened yesterday between Seunghyun and me. I know that he doesn’t know something about it but still. My conscience is eating me alive. And even if I don’t want to show myself to Jiyong, I should. He would just be worried and would insist to come over to my house and everything is just the same.

I inhaled a large amount of air and exhaled heavily as I gather all my strength and I finally knock on his door. I waited for a while but there was no response. I knocked again. “Ji, it’s me, Sujin.”

I jumped a bit as I heard a door slam shut and running footsteps. “Uh, Ji? Are you alright? Why—“

“Ah, Sujin! I’m alright! Swear! Just a minute okay?” he shouted from inside.

“Uh, yeah, sure.” I put on a confused look and I continued to hear sounds inside especially running water. Is he taking a bath, washing