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1. Song :Secret - Empty Space (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MoO5YCMms30)

2. Name : Kim Chaerin (13) - Choi Sungmin (15)

3. Settings : Well, I dunno. Make ur own. Maybe school, bedroom, park

 5. Genre : Angst, Tears

6. Summary :
It almost 2 years Sungmin left Chaerin alone. She just can cry all day. Until she finds out that she almost forgot about Sungmin. When she remembers about him, the tears start to fall. She knows that she misses him, and all the pain that she got, she cannot stand it. She cries like a fool because of him, and after that, she always think to go suicide.


7. Title : Empty Space / Please Stay Here

8. Extra : Just make Sungmin died here. And then, I have brother, Kim Myungsoo (L Infinite) and he always tries to comfort me when I start to cry and had a nightmare.

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Song for story: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MoO5YCMms30

Chaerin's POV~

 "Ok you can open your eyes now." Sungmin said and took his hands away from my eyes. I looked around me and we were standing at the top of a hill over looking the park we first met in..

"It's beautiful Sungmin! How'd you find it?" I ask amazed at him. He was slightly blushing and the wind blowing from the coast was adding to his charm.

"I was just wondering around and came stumbling upon it. That's all. Plus I know how much you like looking at natural sceneries." I gave him a knowing smile and couldn't help but hug him.

"Thank you so much Sungmin!" i said into his shoulder and I felt him wrapping his warm hands around me.

"You're welcome Chaerin." He kissed my lips so gently it felt like only a feather grazed by it. Yet, it was my perfect first kiss.

"Happy Birthday." He told me in such a sweet voice I could melt. I was about to tell him something but the ground beneath us started to shake violently.

"Sungmin! Sungmin!" I called out to him. he was hanging off of a cliff with raging waters below him.

"Sungmin! Hold on!" I yelled and ran toward him, yet everything seemed to be moving in slow motion. I could barely move my legs that felt like lead. Sungmin gave me a sad and pleading look before I saw him plunging to his death at the park's lake.

"Sungmin!" I yell waking up from my nightmare. I was covered with a cold layer of sweat and covered my face with my hands.

"Why do you haunt me." I said to no one in particular. I heard my door open and I already knew it was my brother. He's the one who always comforts me when I have these moments.

Myungsoo's POV~

I cradled her in my arms like I did before when she was little. When she calmed down a little I asked her calmly,

"Did you have a nightmare?" She nodded in my arms and I asked,

"About what?" Yet I somehow knew the answer already.

"Sungmin." She said in a defeated tone of voice. I pat her head gently and she pours out her heart to me.

"It's been nearly 2 years Myungsoo. And do you know the worst part?" She asks me.

"What is it?" I ask.

"I almost forgot about him Myungsoo! I almost forgot about the memories and everything involving him. I just now remembered him after my dream." I continued to comfort her until her sobs turn into deep shallow breaths and I know she fell back asleep.

Chaerin's POV~

I was so lost in my thoughts when I heard the school bell ring.

"Chaerin?" My old friend said in a timid voice gently budging my arm. I looked up at her with blank eyes and she said,

"Some of my friends and I are gonna get some ice cream. Did you wanna tag along?" I shook my head and she nodded pretending to understand me. yet, I knew only one person in the world understood me completely and he's long gone. I looked at the clock and saw that it was still too early to go home. I knew if I was left alone I might...

"Don't do it Chaerin." I mumbled to myself and slowly took my hands away from my throat. I knew I shouldn't even think about suicide, yet Sungmin haunts me. As if waiting for me to join him.

"I need to put an end to these thoughts." I said and grabbed my stuff, heading to the nearby park filled with so many memories.

I was stopped by a warning sign that's been up for almost 2 years now. It warned of slippery rocks and things yet I completely ignored them. I went past the line and saw the view I had in my dream last night. I was on top of the hill over looking the park from below and I saw the nearby creek/ lake behind it. Why did things have to end like that?

I gently touched the stones surrounding the lake and couldn't help but wonder how Sungmin would've felt if he had a choice to die that way. The water rose so high that day and the current was so strong that I couldn't save Sungmin even if I wanted to. I heard a sickening crack and I saw his body floating in the lake.

I shuddered at the thought and knew I had lost my mind when I saw a transparent version of Sungmin at the top of the hill.

"Sungmin?" I said barely above a whisper. He gave me his crooked smiles I missed so much and nodded. He looked below and saw some sharp rocks at the bottom of a cliff.

"Where are you going Sungmin?" I ask. He turned around and headed down toward the cliff.

"Please stay here! I can't climb down that steep cliff." I said pleading. I saw his lips saying the words; try. I gently leaned over the hill and slowly climbed downwards until my foot hit a slimy rock and I felt my hand slip away from the edge. I guess I'll be joining Sungmin like I wanted to after all. I would have if only Myungsoo didn't save me. Just like he saved my life on the day when I tried to save Sungmin.