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CHAPTER 10: THE LOST STAR

 

Jeonghan and Ye Jun went out for their own personal reunion. The boys allowed it given his circumstances.

 

COFFEE SHOP_AFTERNOON.

 

Inside a café, Ye Jun was worried that people might rushed towards them because he’s with a celebrity, so he was acting weird like a dad being over protective to a daughter. Jeonghan noticed and as usual, he teased.

 

“Are you my father? What are you doing?”

 

“People are staring over here… at you.” Answered the older, frowning his brows.

 

“You are absurd. If they are carats, they’d probably back off and respect our privacy. Cheol is good at managing the whole kingdom.” Jeonghan giggled cutely being proud of their Kingdom. That made Ye Jun giggle as well.

 

“You are still cute, Jeonghan. You never grow old. Except that your tease gets too annoying as you age. Geez!”

 

“Thank you for coming and for the gifts.”

 

“I came because I miss you so much. I would also like to make sure they’re doing just as fine as you are.”

 

“I miss you too.”

 

“You still love me so much, don’t you?” teased Ye Jun.

 

“My love will never fade for you. Thank you for everything. I know I’ve forgotten you for several times already and I am grateful that you are always staying by my side. That means a lot to me.”

 

Ye Jun smiled proudly “That’s nothing. Compared to what you did to me. You stayed by my side first. I almost give up, you know, but you stayed. I cannot give up on you too, Jeonghanie.”

 

“You love me that much?”

 

“Yeah. So much. I love you sooooooo much.” As the older smiled gently.

 

Jeonghan gave Ye Jun an unexpected fan service with a finger heart and a wink.

 

“Ya. What are you doing?” Ye Jun being bedazzled on what Jeonghan had just did. He was not on trends, that’s why.

 

“Enchanting you?” Jeonghan teased and added with a thick face “I should be your bias in Seventeen.”

 

“No need for that. You are always my favorite. But I got to tell you that, I would consider Joshua and Chan my potential Bias… uh- wrecker? Is that how it should be said?”

 

Jeonghan laughed.

 

“Yeah. You are learning fast, geezer.”

 

“Seungcheol is quite a strong candidate too. I guess there’s a charm in every one of you.”

 

“Yeah. You are right.”

 

“Are you happy?”

 

“Yeah. Very much. Thank you. How about you?”

 

“Very much.” Looking at Jeonghan with endearment. “Let’s not give up Jeonghanie.”

 

“I didn’t.”

 

“You almost. It worries me.”

 

“Sorry about that.”

 

“I’ll visit as much as I can.”

 

“I’d love that.”

 

They stayed there for quite a while but not too long since Ye Jun needed to ride the last train to their hometown.

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SEVENTEEN’S DORM 2_NIGHT.

 

Back inside Seventeen’s dorm no. 2, the boys meet at the dining table. However, most of it was about praises on Jeonghan’s childhood friend by describing how cool and awesome and handsome and smooth their new hyung could be. Jeonghan saw them in circles and joined in. He thanked each members and gave a small piece of paper to each of them in different colors.

 

“No one should peek.” Jeonghan instructed the others while looking at Hoshi “Hoshi, are you ready for tomorrow?”

 

“Yeah.” Soon Young answered attentively as always “Where?” while busy opening the small piece of paper.

 

“To somewhere. Make sure you follow the theme for tomorrow.”

 

Guess they all must be ready for the anticipated dates. They’ve been thinking a lot of where to bring Jeonghan all along. Nothing seemed perfect, so it took them too much time. Moreover, they had to ask Jeonghan if he’s available or if their schedule allows it. However, Jeonghan won’t let them work things out for their dates this time. He told them that they shouldn’t worry because he’d be setting the date for himself since he was the one invited them out.

 

Jeonghan didn’t exert too much effort for the dates. He just found interesting places in the internet so it would be less hassle. Nonetheless, he made sure they’d both enjoy the day together.

 

HOSHI’S THEME: ALICE IN WONDERLAND

 

Hoshi’s eyes enlarged. The theme was making it hard but Hoshi took it as a challenge. A beautiful challenge. And for that, he couldn’t sleep well. He tossed and turn thinking of what to wear and what to do.

 

On the contrary, Jeonghan managed to sleep so well. He even had a dream about Soon Young as he kept on thinking about him. There’s cute things happening and a sad memory, unfortunately. So when he woke up early in the morning, he went inside Hoshi’s room just to stare at him until he wakes up.

 

“My Prince, are you sad? Sorry for making you sad.” caressing his dongsaeng’s cheeks gently. “You are so adorable, Hwangjangnim~ Handsome and cute.”

 

Jeonghan appreciated every adorable details Soon Young has while he’s deep asleep. While waiting, Jeonghan remembered the sad which he believed a genuine memory from the past, he kept on hearing Hoshi’s sad, shaking and weak voice. It was so surreal. He wanted to believe that he wasn’t the one to cause that kind of sadness to Hoshi because he’s so precious and his smile is so priceless.

 

With the circling motion of Jeonghan’s point finger playing around Hoshi’s soft skin on the cheeks, the boy thought of an insect disturbing him on his sleep, so he woke up feeling disturbed in a good dream he’s having. He tried to shove the hand away whom he assumed a bad insect, Hoshi moved with annoyance on his face. Jeonghan was surprised but he giggled after realizing that what he has been doing was somehow irritating on Soon Young’s soft and fluffy skin. Unfortubately, since the time was ticking and they needed to prepare to their date, Jeonghan couldn’t wait any longer and called Hoshi sweetly and softly through his ears.

 

“Hoshi-ya. Hoshi-ya.  Let’s go and have a date. I’m so excited. I can’t wait to give my gifts to you.”

 

Hoshi, that time, was regaining his consciousness back in to the real world. It took him time as he looked around before he noticed that a much more good dream would come into reality. He saw Jeonghan right in front of him with a sweet smile. From there, Soon Young gave Jeonghan a smile back like a cute baby.

 

“My Angel.” Soon Young whispered softly.

 

“You are as ever cute, my darling Soon Youngie~ Get up now and prepare for a trip.”

 

It took a while before Hoshi finally come to his senses. He even panicked and rushed to the bathroom to brush his teeth and take a bath. Finally changing, he saw Jeonghan wearing a pair of light blue checkered pants and a plain white shirt with Alice on it. Then, his problem was solved. He matched it with checkered as well, though he didn’t mind if it’s too much. As a result, Hoshi was a walking picnic mat. He dressed himself with checkered and plaid from head to toe.

 

It wasn’t bad if it’s Hoshi who’s wearing it. Seeing Hoshi done with dressing himself up, Jeonghan took out a cute brooch and put it on Hoshi’s chest. It was a bob cat with heart eyes stuffed brooch pinned near his heart.

 

“Done! Perfect!”

 

Looking so pleased on how he’s done the final touch to complete his date’s look at the moment. “You look wonderful, Soon Youngie~”

 

Soon Young smiled. His eyes twinkled while looking sweetly at his partner’s beautiful face. He loved the attention and bet he’d be loving it all the way.

 

“Let’s go!” signaled Soon Young’s angel.

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Soon Young had no idea where Jeonghan would take him. The roads were unfamiliar. Then, after a while, he saw a sweet looking restaurant near a theatre house. It’s lovely and he’d never thought it exist. His eyes were in awe on how relaxing and fancy the restaurant was. It wasn’t that expensive looking but it’s fascinating enough for the young man to examine each and every design of the restaurant.

 

Jeonghan, on the other hand, was glad that Soon Young was kind of interested to the restaurant he chose for their lunch.

 

Alice in Wonderland RESTAURANT_NOON.

 

Sitting across each other near a good area. Both were facing each other. Hoshi was kind of uneasy, but he’d get used to it if the food comes. So, they’ve waited for the food and Soon Young had nothing to do but to stare happily at Jeonghan. He even forgot to take a photo of them together because he’s too busy looking at Jeonghan’s pretty face.

 

Jeonghan giggled the moment he noticed that Soon Young’s eyes was fixed nowhere but him. “Are you alright, Soon Youngie?”

 

“Yeah.” Soon Young answered with a cute smile that never fades away on his lovely face.

 

“How lovely is my view right now, Soon Youngie?” said Jeonghan looking at Soon Young’s adorable face.

 

“Same here, hyung.” Acting shy because it’s their first time- again- together after Jeonghan left for London.

 

“Let’s take a photo later with the food and send it to the others.”

 

“Of course.”

 

Food came. They ate and chatter.

 

“Hyung, how did you know this place?”

 

“I just searched for it through the internet.”

 

“I see. This place is really nice.”

 

“Glad you like this place.”

 

Time to pay for the bill. When the bill came, Soon Young jumped out of his place and stole the receipt to see how much he’d pay. Jeonghan was surprised with his ninja moves, but he won’t let Soon Young pay for the bill.

 

“Give me that, Soon Young-ah.”

 

Jeonghan was now clutching, trying to steal, the bill from Soon Young’s strong grip. On the other hand, Soon Young won’t let his hyung pay.

 

“Gimme that, Soon Young-ah.” Jeonghan let out his first warning.

 

“No.” said Soon Young, trying to enlarge his eyes for his first warning as well.

 

It wasn’t effective on Jeonghan as his eyes were much bigger and more intimidating unlike Hoshi’s small one, even though, he’s trying his best to open it wide as possible.

 

“No, Soon Youngie. I set up this date. I should pay. I told you, I’m in charge… That’s a rule.”

 

Jeonghan was strong too despite his gentle appearance and laziness. He was grabbing the bill on it’s leather cupboard while Hoshi was struggling. It was shown in his lips that were tightly clasping together.

 

“No, hyung. I will take this.”

 

“Don’t be so naughty, my dear. Let me have it.”

 

It was an endless exchange of taking the responsibility until both of them got tired of the cute fight. The waiter left them first to attend to another customer. Jeonghan got this idea. He left the bill on the table and made sure that Hoshi was going to take the trap as planned. Since it was futile to fight for the one who’s going to pay for the bill, Jeonghan let Soon Young hold it. From there, he ran towards the counter and pay with his credit card as fast as lightning.

 

Soon Young fell on Jeonghan’s trap and it’s too late to save it. Soon Young pouted as he followed Jeonghan walking back to his seat.

 

“It should be me, hyung.”

 

Jeonghan giggled as he found his dongsaeng cute at all times. He remembered that he’s claiming that he’s a tiger and laughed at it when he realized that he’s still seeing him as a cute hamster. If not, if he really like to be called a tiger, maybe he’s a baby cub.

 

“Soon Young-ah, thank you for the meal.”

 

“No. I should pay, but yoooou… Tsk! I will never win against you, hyung.” Soon Young sighed.

 

Jeonghan giggled.

 

Soon Young stood up and thought they were about to head home after spending a few hours with his hyung. He’s satisfied anyway.

OUTSIDE THE RESTAURANT_AFTERNOON.

 

Stepping out of the restaurant, Soon Young took his phone, get a grab going back to their house. Jeonghan saw it and stopped Soon Young. “Soon Young-ah, do you want to go home now?”

 

Soon Young was surprised.

 

“We’re not going home?” Looking confused.

 

“Are you tired?” the older looking concerned.

 

“No. You?”

 

“I want to go somewhere else with you.”

 

Soon Young’s face lightened up. “We aren’t going home yet?” said with a glowing facial expression.

 

“We aren’t.” Jeonghan assured.

 

Soon Young was excited about their next adventure. What could it be? It’s been a rare chance to be with Jeonghan the whole day. Now, it’s coming true. Soon Young wished for it since forever. And now, a happy day of being with Jeonghan alone, was granted.

 

“Where are we going next?” Soon Young asked excitedly.

 

Jeonghan smiled and said “Well…I hope you’ll like it there.”

 

Jeonghan was a little nervous because he’s never done that to anyone and he wasn’t sure if Soon Young would love going to the next place he assigned to be their next dating location.

 

“I will enjoy anywhere with you.” The boy said willingly.

 

Jeonghan took out 2 tickets from his handbag. The tickets were passes to a theatre show called Cirque Du Soleil. It’s a circus act. Not to be surprised on where they would watch it with that tall looking dome just a few blocks away from the restaurant. No wonder why they travelled all the way to that place just to eat. Surprisingly, it has something else.

 

Soon Young was thrilled. He followed Jeonghan to wherever he’d lead him. He’s become more obedient.

 

GREAT DOME_NIGHT.

 

Jeonghan and Soon Young were anticipating the show since it’s their first time seeing it. Jeonghan got curious of the performance that’s why he end up picking up that kind of show for Hoshi because he believed that it might help him get inspired in making choreographies. Well, they were seated in a nice seat beside each other.

 

As the curtains open, people came towards the stage with fancy costumes dancing in different and fascinating ways. The stunts were breath-taking. Moreover, the props and the fire were just so wild. Jeonghan and Soon Young, although having fun, their faces were frowning because of the dangerous acts they show each time. Especially when two people presented the trapeze part. Their jaws almost fall off their faces. One time, they found themselves holding hands tightly. Jeonghan was the one who leaned towards the boy with his mouth open wide. The next time they see each other was they were clinging so tight that even air couldn’t pass through. Though, Soon Young felt greatly pleasured seeing Jeonghan clinging onto him with eyes half close just to lessen the intensity of the act- hoping so.

 

By the end of the show, they thought that the acts were great. Soon Young was greatly in awe with his widest eyes, while Jeonghan wore a smile after looking at Soon Young’s adorable face.

 

“That was fun!” Soon Young exclaimed.

 

Jeonghan giggled and for a while he thought that Soon Young looked like a two year old boy with his cheeks so fluffy yet firm in his smile. “I know. It is my first time attending this kind of show. I never thought it would be this intense. “

 

“Ah, hyung… is there any place we’d go to after this?”

 

Soon Young asked after noticing that it wasn’t that late yet, and he kind of wanted to roam around for a while at least before going home.

 

“Hmmm… Actually, there’s none, but if you’d like to suggest some place I’d gladly go with you.”

 

“You sure?”

 

Jeonghan nodded.

 

“I am not familiar with this place though. Maybe we could eat somewhere before going home. That show left me hungry again.”

 

“Not a bad idea.”

 

They both went inside a café to finalize their plans before going home. Since Jeonghan wanted to go to a park, same with Soon Young because that’s what they normally do before. So, as planned, the ound a cool park while browsing the internet, and as soon as they knew how, they immediately go there. Maybe they could eat there with some finger foods or those that they could eat comfortably without a table. There’s a park near the Han River, so they pinned it right away. They went there through grab, see a nice spot with a good view while deciding what to eat.

 

“You know, I dreamt of you last time. I think it’s similar with this set-up. I think I’m having a dejavu.”

 

“Really?”

 

“It’s like a real thing.”

 

Well, Soon Young had brought Jeonghan near a river with their date before. It’s near the bridge and it had an awkward ending, nevertheless, aside from how they ended that day it was perfect for Soon Young. Hoping that it was perfect for Jeonghan too.

 

“We’ve been here. Together. Alone.” Soon Young admitted with a smile.

 

“What did we do here?”

 

“A date like this. We- I mean, each members has a day with you before. I think that happened 2 times already. Now is the third time.”

 

Jeonghan giggled.

 

“Really? Did you enjoy it? Did I also prepare for the outing?”

 

“Oh, yes! I enjoyed it a lot. Before, since we were asking, we are the one to prepare things.”

 

“I see. 2 dates and I had nothing to prepare. That’s so not good.”

 

“Not really. We insisted it, even though, you need to rest.”

 

“But I definitely know that I’d love to go with you.”

 

“That’s what we are hoping for. I hope you enjoy everything we prepare. Actually, the preparation was simple. Unlike what you’ve done today.  I felt embarrassed because I only prepared simple things for you before.”

 

“That’s not a problem. Besides, I had many debts to you.”

 

“Nah! Besides, when you came back, I was relieved.”

 

“Thank goodness. I think I’ve given you lot of troubles.”

 

“Not at all. It’s just that we miss you a lot.”

 

Jeonghan smiled. “Thank you.” After a while “Soon Youngie~ why don’t we get a street food instead? I want jokbal and softdrinks. Eomuk and tteokbokki is perfect too, don’t you think?”

 

“I’ll get them for us. Wait for me here.”

 

“I want to go with you.”

 

“Save our spot hyung. Don’t move and don’t show your beautiful face to anyone, alright. I’ll be fast.”

 

“Sure. I’ll wait for you.”

 

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After a while, Jeonghan felt that his head was starting to ache and his vision was getting darker. He became a little anxious because he’s alone. But since, he believed he’s strong, he closed his eyes instead and laid his body to relax on the grass with his cap on top of his face.

 

“Not now. Not now please.” Jeonghan was trying to convince himself. “I can’t let you ruin this beautiful day, Jeonghan.”

 

Actually, his chant didn’t work. Though, it was a relief that he only goes blind and nothing more. He heard Soon Young’s loud voice from a far. He tried to stand up, so that Soon Young wouldn’t worry too much because there’s nothing to worry anyway. He stood up but he stumble a little. Just a little because the ground was slightly inclining.  Anyway, he eventually stood up but his head ached a little. He curved but recovered as fast as he could.

 

On the other hand, Soon Young was worried and ran hurriedly to his hyung.

 

“Hyung. Hyung! You okay?”

 

Soon Young reached for Jeonghan as soon as he’s near. Jeonghan didn’t answer, so Soon Young assumed that he couldn’t hear once again. And maybe, he couldn’t see since they always comes together more often. So, he relaxed himself first before anything else. Then, he assisted Jeonghan straight up so he could aid him with an embrace if he needed it.

 

Meanwhile, in his current head ache, memories were flashing in his mind.

 

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Jeonghan was in all gear up inside the hospital fighting for his life again. He was about to be brought to London for cure, so the boys took a few minutes to have a moment with Jeonghan before he leave.

 

When Soon Young’s time came in, he held Jeonghan’s hand as he automatically well up, crying his heart out. Soon Young wasn’t in a good condition either- both in heart and mind. He was even physically  drained because of work and too much heartaches.

 

Soon Young held Jeonghan’s hand so tight as he cried himself out.

“Hyung. I know this is too selfish of me again. I want you to wake up…

… For us.

… For me.

I need you. Now.

No… Always.

I mean-

Forever.

I haven’t really showed you my love yet.

I don’t have any chance.

When will give that to me?

I will keep on waiting.

I know you have lots on your plate right now.

I don’t have the right to be jealous but I am feeling jealous.”

Soon Young sighed with his tears falling down his eyes.

“It’s not that I deserve a right for your attention, but I am desperate.

I love you and I’ll stay by your side.

Just give me a chance.

Wake up. Stay alive.

I promise I won’t force myself to you anymore.

I’m happy to be by your side anyways, so I’m fine with it.

I know you love someone else.

But no worries, loving you is the most beautiful thing I could ever have.

So, I’m begging you, stay alive for me and for us.

I love you.”

 

Soon Young ended his words with a gentle kiss on Jeonghan’s forehead.

 

_END OF FLASHBACK>>>

 

Jeonghan recalled the last statement he heard from Soon Young and thought his story must be sad and lonely. He felt his heart break from how Soon Young honestly shout what’s in his purest of heart. Soon Young is gentle and kind person, most often shy, but with shouting about how he feels he’s not afraid to do so.

 

Soon Young can be sensitive with affection too like everyone else. He’s cute. He even wears smile every time you look at him. The young man never gets tired. His energy is overflowing, and he’s giving it generously despite his shy character sometimes. However, he had quiet times too. In fact, there are days he’d stay quiet, but still wearing those beautiful and adorable smile with his curved eyes.

 

Jeonghan knew that he might have lack some things especially when they have too many members. On the top of that, they all have different characters that couldn’t be changed. Just a matter of respect and love, that’s why they are still together.

 

That moment, Jeonghan stood up for Soon Young. Of course, he’s feeling better and that’s true. Maybe the headache was just for that flashback, so he could remember who Soon Young was in his life. That flashback just made him think what kind of a person he was before. Soon Young’s message was kind of ambiguous. His tone and message were not in the same rhythm as he thought he could understand from a small piece of memory that he recovered. He couldn’t get it much. But one thing was sure, that he made Soon Young feel like he was being left alone.

 

Soon Young was as sweet as honey. Jeonghan knew that right after he looked at his smile and on how he shows his affection to him and to the others. He cares. He loves everyone and he wanted to protect people he cares for. Now, it’s time for Jeonghan to protect the young man.

 

“Soon Young-ah.” Jeonghan called as he showed that he was looking straight to Soon Young’s face in order to cover up his blindness at first, so Soon Young wouldn’t worry.

 

“You okay? “

 

“Yeah. Don’t worry. I am fine. I hope this isn’t making our date awful.”

 

“What do you mean? I am having fun the whole day.” He giggled “You sure there’s nothing to worry about?”

 

“Nah! I’ll be fine. The only problem with this is I cannot see your wonderful face for a while… and-” Jeonghan felt that his eyesight was getting better, moreover, as clear as his regular eyes could see with his glasses on. That’s when he saw Soon Young forcing his smile with his tears on his eyes. He’s crying. That’s bad of him making Soon Young cry. He just promised himself not to make the boy cry, but there he goes again. He discovered Soon Young’s heart that night. His heart that’s long hidden and wearing a mask with a very beautiful smile.

 

Jeonghan thought to himself. “I must be so bad to you, Soon Young-ah. Please forgive me.”

 

When Soon Young noticed that Jeonghan stopped speaking, he thought that he could see him crying like a stupid person. He wiped his tears immediately. “You can see me now?”

 

The younger got a little worried because he would feel so embarrassed if Jeonghan could see him like that.

 

Meanwhile, since the boy needed a little break, Jeonghan believed that pretending not to see would be good sometimes. “Not yet, but… I am shy to ask you about this.”

 

Like as Jeonghan suspected, he saw Soon Young became relieved. Jeonghan could hear his sigh from a short distance.

 

“What is it, hyung?”

 

“I can’t eat by myself.” To prove his acting was good to get an award.

 

Soon Young’s cheeks pushed up once again. He became excited for their next activity. Seeing Soon Young wear a smile again, Jeonghan couldn’t contain his happiness and showed a little smile on his face. But of course, it had to be natural otherwise his acting would be exposed, so he followed up.

 

“Would it be okay if you feed me?”

 

Soon Young smiled cutely “My pleasure, hyung.”

 

“But before that-“ Jeonghan cutting his words made the younger anticipate more. “I need a hug. Gimme a hug, please.” He requested.

 

Soon Young easily gave up with that kind of request. Soon Young dropped their food carefully. Then, he moved forward with a very delighted face. Took the first step to embrace the beautiful human in front of him. Soon Young slid his arms on Jeonghan’s waist, pulled the other closer until the gap disappeared. The young man embraced Jeonghan so tight and caring and warm. Jeonghan could feel it. He could feel the love, the longingness. That’s why, he returned back. He now remembered the feeling he was longing for despite the memory lost badly from his disease. He wanted to feel the beauty of love again. One moment Jeonghan decided to lift his arms and put it on the top of Soon Young’s, now, broad shoulders. He did it kind of carefully to make sure, he’s feeling the person in front of him in details. Jeonghan put his chin comfortably on Soon Young’s shoulders as his hands slowly crawling on Soon Young’s upper chest and slid it affectionately until it wrapped securely to the other’s nape.

 

“This feels really good, Soon Youngie~”

 

“Yeah. I feels so much better. I like doing this.” Soon Young agreed.

 

“I agree. You should give me a hug everyday, Soon Young-ah. I will miss this every time of the day.”

 

“I can do this every hour, hyung.”

 

Jeonghan took that wonderful chance to know more about Soon Young. Based on how he remembered from his little memory with him, he wasn’t the young man who’d feel so much mature like his embrace- right now. His scent was sweet like a baby surrounding with summer flowers with a touch of exoticness on it, and that scent just adds up to his iness. He’s a grown man now, that’s why. Soon Young’s scent was relaxing.

 

“Can I stay like this for a while?”

 

“I will allow you forever, hyung. As long as you want.” Tightening his embrace as he buried his head deep on Jeonghan’s shoulders. “I love you, hyung. Thank you for coming back home.”

 

“I love you too, Soon Youngie~ I would gladly go back especially when beautiful people are waiting for me inside our houses.” Jeonghan giggled.

 

“I know.” The other giggled sweetly as well.

 

“Soon Young-ah?”

 

“Hm?”

 

“Whenever you feel alone… come by and ask me out. Talk to me.”

 

“No. just call me whenever you feel like it. I don’t want you to kill me for being noisy.” Soon Young laughed.

 

“Am I that grumpy?” the beauty was surprised to learn that side of him towards other people.

 

“Not really. But you like serenity. And I am not gonna be like that when I am with you. I’m loud and you know that. I mean you’ve already noticed it.”

 

“Oh! Then, maybe let’s make an arrangement.”

 

“I know you’re gonna say that. And I am going to tell you that I cannot comply to it fully.” Sweet laughter was spreading all over the place.

 

“Then, maybe I’ll go to you.”

 

Soon Young got quiet. He chose to be quiet about it. Jeonghan could sense that Soon Young wasn’t expecting too much with that promise. Jeonghan, again, felt guilty and afraid for not fulfilling it himself.

 

“Soon Youngie?”

 

“Yes?”

 

“Have you ever felt bad or angry towards me?”

 

“I can be a super jealous person. So, if you’d ask me the reason. It’s because of that attitude of mine.

I get easily jealous.”

“I see. What a brave man to say that. Sorry for making you jealous. Let’s work things out, Soon Young-ah.”

 

“Sure!”

 

“I don’t want to feel any farther from you, guys. So please do talk to me.”

 

“Mn.” The younger responded with the seriousness in his tone. “Hyung? Would you like to eat now?

I feel my stomach already.”

 

Jeonghan pulled himself out gently, looked at Soon Young closely.

 

“You look so handsome Soon Youngie~”

 

“You are okay now?”

 

“Yup. Thank you. Time to eat now.”

 

“I bought pizza.”

 

Jeonghan became surprised “There’s pizza there?”

 

“Yeah. A new pizza parlor. They have discounts so I gave it a try. But I also bought some food we initially planned to buy.”

 

Jeonghan smiled.

 

“Time to eat!”

 

Hello guys! Sorry I’m late. Got a little busy lately. Huhu. Hope you enjoy Soon Young’s date with Jeonghan… so the upcoming dates of Jeonghan with Seventeen is approaching, you might check out your biases (because I know you have more than one. Haha! I have a lot myself) on the list.

The order is:

1.Soon Young 2.Jihoon 3.Minghao 4.Mingyu 5.Jun 6.Chan 7.DK 8.Seungkwan 9.Seungcheol 10.Joshua 11.Vernon 12.Wonwoo

 

So, we are currently done with 1 in our checklist. Haha. I’m sorry, you guys have to run all through this. Please be patient… I know you have your own favorite couple but don’t worry, I will make sure I’ll insert small moments for each member as the story continues.

 

And, I have to talk about one more thing. I hope this application won’t disappoint you… I should not be telling you this in the middle of the crisis around the world and I hope you are all safe and healthy out there, but I want to hear your opinion about this.  As you noticed, there’s a ‘Crowd Funded’ label on the top part of the page, it means that this story can accept donations from the readers. Will have to run through all of the details once I read everything. Haven’t done anything yet with the application except by clicking the ‘Apply’ button and got approved. It happened so fast. Haha! And accidentally clicked on the activate part because I was reading through my phone. Will probably set up for next month.

 

But again, I am not requiring you all for some donations since I made it for all of us. But if you are willing and interested to fund this work and be my sponsors, of course, I would be very very thankful for the love and support. And for that, the sponsors are entitled for a week advance chapter before I release it for everyone (that’s based on how I understood from the quick scan before I panicked that I clicked the activate button) the rest, I will let you know soon. And if time comes we have sponsor/s, my release of every chapter will be scheduled. I need to get organized. Hahaha. Also, I thought of giving our sponsor/s a little token after the series is done.

 

Hope I didn’t bother you for this long message. But, I really hope you enjoy this episode. Just let me know your thoughts about this matter. Thank you. Have a nice day, lovelies~ Stay safe and be healthy. See yah! ;D