A/N: THOUGHTS ARE IN ITALICS

Jaejoong POV

Please don’t pick up.

Please don’t pick up.

Please don’t pick up.

“Yobuseyo”

Darn it! He picked up the call!

“Yobuseyo, who is this?”

“Hyung?” I hesitantly responded

“Jaejoong?!”

“Neh..”

“YAH! WHERE THE BLOODY HELL ARE YOU?!”

“India..”

“I KNOW THAT!”

I cleared my throat. Now that I’ve called him, might as well have the talk I have been procrastinating so long.

“I’m on the way to South India to a place called-”

“WHAT?!”

My shoulders fell. My manager was beyond pissed off and I was surely fuelling his anger more.

I pulled the phone from my ear and covered the microphone with my other hand. “Amara, my manager is furious” I informed

“Go, if he wants you to come”

I shot her a glare. Obviously she’ll not side me!

Fueled by the sudden anger towards her attitude, I got back to the call.

“I’m on my way to Chennai to get my girlfriend’s passport. So – Please hyung, listen to me!” I cut him off before he could breathe a word of protest, “I’ve fallen in love and I’m not leaving India without her”

“So you want to take her with you?! ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND KIM JAEJOONG?!”

I had to stay calm.

Coming to see, I might need his help in case I need a backup plan, so I had to pacify with him.

“YOU STIR UP ENOUGH TROUBLE AND NOW WANT TO BRING HER WITH YOU?!”

“No! You think I’m crazy?!”

“YES!”

“Hyung please listen to me! Jaebal!”

There was a moment of silence from both ends. I didn’t dare to speak another word until he calms down.

And when he did speak did I begin to breathe again.

“You know that trouble has stirred at home right?”

“Yes”

“We can’t take her with us Jaejoong”

“I know”

“Then why all this madness?”

“She is in trouble”

“So are you, you ” He greeted his teeth.

“I have to save her”

“Save yourself first”

“Please. I’m in love with her!” I pleaded

“Aigoo, what’s with you Jaejoong-ah? Why?”

I puffed my cheeks not knowing how to convince him.

“Please…” Was all that I could say

“Oh you have gone CRAZY Jaejoong!”

“I know… No wonder they say that love is crazy, right hyung?”

Words spilled out of his mouth that had to be censored but since I deserved it I kept quiet. Amara found her way towards me and sat by me. I looked at her and smiled, understanding that she was quite concerned although she was the one to put me in this situation. I wanted to hold her hand but held back, staring at my free hand instead.

Her eyes fell on my hand and looked at me. I knew she wouldn’t initiate any form of touch and as much it drives me mad I respect her self-control. All I know is that I’ve fallen for an amazing woman and that I will hold onto her by using any means.

And that brought a smile over my face.

The sound of my manager signing snapped me from my reverie.

“So where are you now Jaejoong?”

“On my way to Chennai hyung”

“Where?”

“Madras” Amara shockingly spoke forcing me to look at her, “It’s also called as Madras”

“Is that her?” My manager snapped me back

“Ah yes hyung”

“So she knows?”

“Yes… Actually she is the one who made me call you”