11:11

Nobody

-I like it today. I saw mom. To be honest, it feels real now. Unlike before. I felt like total strangers before, but now.. It feels like we were close for real.

One day I will tell her how much she means to me. Because if I tell her now, it will sound ridiculous. Nothing has a meaning right now.-

It was late already so I decided to sleep. 11:11... Is this a good time for a wish?

I wish.. ... What would a girl like me wish for? Love? Money? Happiness?

For money.. I think I have enough? Well, it seems so. My mother seems like a wealthy person, even tho, she doesn't live with dad. I don't know if I want to go there yet, dad's house. And I don't know if I want to get to know my parents better. Maybe if I stay like this and if I don't care about the kind of relationship they have, it will be better. The only thing I want to know..

A sudden knock on the door of my room cut my thoughts off.

"Who is it?" My voice seemed .. Weak? Well it was like this for few hours already.

"It's Sehun.. Can I come in?"

.....

Do I know him? Gosh... How should I describe my feeling? Confusion? That's not enough of a description, but right now even words have gone from my mind.

"Come in"

I put my diary on the table next to me and tried to look... Not so confused. The guy who entered was .. Oh..

He was blond. And really tall. Pretty too.. He wore a long black coat, and a warm sweater underneath it. Jeans too. Don't tell me a ... Did I have a boyfriend?

Love? Money? Happiness?

Did I have a boyfriend? My head will burst.. If he was my boyfriend then how should I act? He was smiling a bit, I wasn't sure of my expression tho. What if he was my boyfriend.. How can I tell him I don't have any feelings for him?

Love was not an option now.. It can't be my wish. Not even happiness. I think I had enough happiness now. If the fact I'm still alive can be called happiness. I think I can call it like that. Costful happiness? I'm alive, that's right, I'm happy.. I'm happy even if I don't know my own name.

So I don't need to wish for more happiness. Nor money or love. I need to know ...

"When I heard you woke up, I came immediately." Still smiling he my hair. Unexplainably, his touch made me warm but also scared.. I don't know of what.

"How are you... Oppa?"

The one called Sehun laughed.

"You finally decided to call me oppa?"

OK, seems like we weren't that close? Or he wanted us to b