Trente-Quatre
PlayboyEunji
"Baekhyun?" Eunji turned to look at her boyfriend as he stood by the register.
"Mhm?" He answered, turning his head to look at her with the most beautiful eyes.
The way he looked at her made her feel so unworthy. Baekhyun looked at Eunji as if she held the Earth, moon, Sun, and stars within her. He looked at her with such unadulterated adoration that lit up his eyes like the skyline of Seoul. Despite this, Eunji only felt self loathing when he looked at her. She secretly loved that look in his eyes, but she knew she could never return it. She could never look at him with that same gleam in her eyes, nor could she return the feelings that rested in that gleam.
"What is it, babe?" Baekhyun asked when Eunji didn't say anything.
"Oh, uh, I can't come over tonight," Eunji said, blinking away her thoughts.
"Why not?" Baekhyun asked with a childish pout that made her smile.
"I've got to drop by Sehun's place," Eunji replied slowly, waiting for Baekhyun's reaction.
"Why?" His eyes clouded over, but it didn't seem quite as intense as the day Sehun had dropped by the shop.
"He has some of my movies at his apartment, and I've been putting off picking them up," Eunji explained, "but Sunmi and I are having movie night this weekend and I need one of those movies."
"Do you want me to come with you?" Baekhyun asked, his brow furrowed.
"No, I don't want any confrontation." Eunji shook her head. "You're too on edge around Sehun, I don't want there to be a fist fight or anything."
"I'm sorry." Baekhyun looked down at his feet. "I didn't mean to create any tension. I was just so angry that he had the nerve to come back after hurting you so much."
"But he can't hurt me anymore," Eunji said, stepping forward to cup Baekhyun's cheek in her hand, "I have you."
"Thank you for telling me you were going to see him," Baekhyun whispered.
"Of course." Eunji smiled softly, though her heart hurt as Baekhyun stared at her with that unbearable look in his eyes.
Her hand hovered over the door in front of her, shaking slightly. Eunji had geared herself up for this moment, even gave herself a pep talk before leaving the shop, but she still couldn't bring herself to knock on Sehun's door. It was just a piece of wood in a frame of the same material, perhaps only half a meter taller th
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