It rained that night as his heart which was bleeding with pain. Hyukjae sat there on his isolated place near the high till where he used to go to release his stress since he was younger. He sat staring at the far end, not really staring at anything specific.

He was confused, the feeling overwhelmed him to the extent he cannot think of anything right. ‘what to do? What to say? Which road he should take?’ all was s confusing and more, it was scary. It scared him that if he chose the wrong choice than he might e the one to lose. But also he thought, maybe he deserve to lose.. after all, he knew all about it but he never told anyone…

He was scared.. just like when he was 10 years ago, when he decided to shut his mouth and not to tell anyone about what happened, about the things he heard… just like 10 years ago when he heard everything and cried all night and day for being the cause of his best friend misery…

Just like 10 years ago, a child who had to endure it and put up a smile on his face to not lose his friend, he now is a scared to lose the same friend again but this time, he couldn’t put up a smile and act like nothing happened, this time it’s different..

He’s grown enough to do something regarding it, to do something meaningful and not to just fake a smile…

“Okay, I’ll do it…” Hyukjae said as soon as he interrupted his father in his own office without knocking on the door or announcing that he’s coming.

Hyukjae made up his plans to agree with what his father wanted from him, he would go with it, he would agree for the sake of Donghae’s safety..

“Oh, son..” his father surprised sai