Are You Ready?
A Reason to LiveI walked out on Junhong only because I didn't want him to see me cry. He tried to follow me but he just sat at the door until I was ready to come out. He left later that afternoon.
We did text a bit every night before I went to bed. He'd always make sure I was okay. I lied to him a lot saying I was fine. He didn't come over since that day. The week went by quickly, and then came the party Alex was dragging me to.
I asked my dad if I could go out and of course he said yes. So I put on the outfit I got and the heels I was pressured into buying. Alex came over and made sure I wore the heels. I went into my bathroom to change and Alex walked in when I didn't have my shirt on.
"Woah..." She stopped in her tracks.
"It's nothing." I said putting my shirt on quickly.
"You sure? Those looked pretty nasty."
"I'm fine."
"You have got to do something about that or I will."
"I'm planning on it." I said putting on my make up.
I put on winged eyeliner and some eyeshadow.
"So...you texted Zelo?" I asked.
"What do you mean?"
"He told me."
"Yeah.." She said looking uneasy.
"Why?"
"I have to admit I like him too. But I shouldn't have. You're my Bestfriend and you liked him before me so I threw those feelings away."
"You already have someone."
"Yeah...I do...it's just hard..."
"You're insecure" I said bluntly
"Only because you're so pretty and you don't even try..."
"You must be crazy."
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