The snow on the ground began to melt and the soft but vibrant colors of spring had set in. My body was fully healed and I was able to walk again, I started walking and take the bus everywhere I went. Instead of being outside and doing things other people would enjoy doing this time of year I spent my time sitting in a hospital. Day after day I would make my way to the hospital and sit next to Junhong. 
Just like mine his body seemed to have healed pretty well but that's just from what I could see I didn't know if he was in pain or not, maybe he could feel it but I hope he wouldn't. I have fallen into a routine and I spent most my days at the hospital and when I wasn't there I would be at home locked away in my room not wanting to come out. I couldn't handle looking into Junhong's room so I had closed the door and locked it. 
I kept everything the way it was in there, just how he had left it. I couldn't bare to enter his room because it would only make me hurt more than I already did. I would like to say I don't know how long is had been since the accident but I know exactly how long it has been. I have been having nightmares lately about the accident, everything was coming back and I was remembering it all. I would wake up screaming some nights but what was the worst is remember trying to find Junhong after I hit my head and him not being there. But what really hurt me is when I wake up in the morning, I wake up in an empty bed, empty house. 
My life as it is had been going in a downward spiral, I was back to having nothing. I had lost everything I loved in one night. I know giving one person everything is the most dangerous thing one can do, but I never knew what I was doing....I never knew what I had until it was so quickly whisked away from me in a blink of an eye. 
I have started to lose all hope of him waking up but I didn't want my mind to wander to that, I felt like I was creating some delusion that he would wake up any day now but then again there was a part of me telling me be real about everything, that I should just give up on him and move on. But I know that I would never be able to let myself let go of someone who was hanging on by just a thread, so it seemed. 

“Violet, we need to talk.” Alex said catching me leaving the house. 
“I can't right now Alex. I have to go see Junhong.” I said blankly trying to move past her.
“No, I'm not letting you leave until we talk.” She said holding my arm. 
“Fine, ten minutes.” I said. 
Alex lead me inside and into the living room. When we got in there Eric and my dad where there. 
“What's going on?” I said looking around. 
“Violet we need to talk.” My dad said standing up. 
“About what?” 
“we're worried about your well being.” Eric commented. 
“What do you mean?” she asked. 
“You seem to be spending a lot of time at the hospital and when you aren't there you just lock yourself in your room.” My dad said. 
“You never have time for any of your friends.” Alex added from behind me. 
“What are you guys saying? That I shouldn't see Zelo anymore? That I have to just give up on him?” I argued. 
“We aren't saying any of that, we're just saying you should get out of this little routine you have going on.” Eric said. 
“None of you are going to stop me from seeing Zelo.” I said turning to leave but Alex stood in my way. 
“We're not saying you have to stop seeing him, I'm just asking that you at least spend a day out with us.”
“Just a day?” I said looking at everyone. 
Not seeing Junhong today wasn't something I planned on, but I guess it was something that I had to do because I don't think they would of let me out of the house otherwise. It shouldn't be too bad but I know that I would miss him a lot. 
“We're taking this one day at a time.” My dad said putting his