I felt awkward...why can't I just be cool around him like before? He gets my heart racing. I wish I never started feeling like this for someone...I don't like any of this. So confusing!
After I changed into my pajamas I went downstairs for a late dinner with my dad and Junhong. 
I sat down next to Junhong, stay calm....
My dad seemed to like Junhong, so that's a good sign right? If we ever end up together....I'm so delusional....but still, I can't help but just get so caught up in how amazing Junhong is. 
I just want to kiss him...but wait...I've never had my first kiss...I'm sure he has, so...what if I'm bad at it? He won't like that! I need to practice...but with who? I want Junhong to be the first person I kiss. Ahhh this is hard!!! 
"Violet are you okay?" My dad said snapping me back to reality. 
"What? Yeah, I'm fine!" I said quickly. 
"You don't seem fine..." He eyed me. 
"What? Me? Nooo. I was just...just thinking is all." I laughed nervously. 
I blushed terribly.
"Alright. What ever you say Violet." He said sarcastically. 
I rolled my eyes and he left it alone...for now at least. 
Junhong finished his dinner first and went upstairs to shower. 
"It's like he lives here." I chuckled. 
"He's a nice kid. I wonder where he lives." 
"He...he lives on the other side of town..." I said lightly. 
"Doesn't look like it. Or act like it."
"Dad....just because people aren't very...financially stable, doesn't mean they're all animals." I said a little angered. 
"I know, I just would of never guessed." He said 
"Yeah what ever. Just don't see him differently now that you know." I said