Myunghee POV

"So what news is present from your search for Jongin on palace grounds?" Luhan sighed as he pulled Scholar Zhou aside.

"As far as we know now he has left palace grounds, your majesty" Scholar Zhou informed as he smiled "I believe the royal family can proceed with your upcoming events"

"Are you sure?" I sighed as I joined Luhan at his side "This envolves my family, I need to be sure no harm will come to them"

"As your servant I am positive your majesties family will be safe." he smiled reassuringly but it couldn't put any ease to my heart. My family is my life whether they are new like Luhan and the rest of the chinese royal family or my existing family like Gaeul. I don't believe Jongin would ever bring direct harm to them but knowing him and his persistent ways doesn't mean he wouldn't convince others to help him get what he wants. Myself, that is what Jongin wants and I knew very well of that. I was the reason he was imprisoned in the first place anyways. After all that he's been through you would begin to wonder why he didn't hate me. I fell out of love with him, enslaved him, and now i'm scared of him.

"You may take your leave" Luhan ran his fingers through his hair as Scholar Zhou walked away and pulled me into his embrace. "It will be fine" his voice was hushed and soothing as he held me.

"I hope so" I mumbled feeling my eyes beginning to water but blinked it away. There was so much I have to tell him.

"I must go speak with Zitao." he released me as cupped my cheek "You should go rest" he sighed pressing a small kiss on my fore head before I nodded.

"I will" I smiled as he nodded and rubbed my cheek with his thumb.

"You better" he chuckled as he pulled his hand away "I'll take my leave". I stood there for a few minutes after he left the throne hall. It's been two weeks. Two weeks since I suspected my pregnancy and I could barely even find the courage to mention it to him. The only person I've told was Xiaolian and even then it was a struggle to actually get the words out. When Jongin escaped I could help but panic. Not only about the fact that I just found out that I am able to conceive life after my first child but the fact that if I told Luhan about it during this time it would only make him more worried and anxious. Knowing Jongin if he also caught wind of this news it would only infuriate him more and heaven forbid what he would do to this child.

"Myunghee?" I looked up to see Xiaolian popping her head into the throne room as she spotted me and entered the room.

"Yes" I let a small smile slip onto my lips and she took my hand.

"You have told Luhan haven't you?" her lips turned into a a frown as she shot me a worried look.

"No" I sighed brushing a few strands of hair aways from my eyes.

"You need to tell him. Myunghee, what if something happens to you and he never know of his child?" she became very panicked as she held my hand tighter.

"Xiaolian, nothing is going to happen to me or this baby" I tired to reassure her but she was still very persistent in me telling him.

"Jongin scares me" her eyes began to fill with tears "You are like the sis