We stood outside of my apartment and as I was unlocking the door, it was opened on the other side abruptly. I almost fell inside and Montana screamed and hid behind Lay. I looked up and glared at Xiumin.

 

"Xiumin-ah! You can't do that!"

 

"I was taking my shoes off so I was trying to be nice when I heard you unlocking the door." He sighed.

 

"Xiumin, just go inside.." I sighed.

 

"Alright." He shrugged and started to head inside before I called for him again.

 

"Wait Xiumin! Is Sehun here?" I asked.

 

Upon hearing Sehun's name Montana let out a whiny, "Nooooo...." Behind me.

 

"Yeah Sehun's here, Sehun's always here." He looked at me oddly.

 

"Okay, what are we having for dinner?" I asked.

 

"I don't know, Kyungsoo and Luhan are cooking right now."

 

"Alright, thanks."

 

Xiumin shrugs again and walks off into the apartment.

 

Montana's voice startled me as I walked in, "KYUNGSOO!!!! WHAT ARE WE EATING?!" She began walking past me, "I need sustenance, I demand it now!" She stormed into the kitchen as I laughed by the door. Montana stopped when she noticed everyone in the living room looking at her oddly, "Uhh uh hey." She then turned back to the kitchen, "KYUNGSOO!"

 

Kyungsoo was laughing pretty hard but then smiled at her, "We are having stir fry."

 

"OOHHH YAY!" Montana cheered, "When shall it be ready?"

 

"Uh it takes thirty minutes."

 

"Uhhh!" She dropped a little.

 

"Montana calm down! You just ate some finger sandwiches."

 

"I am displeased!" She whined.

 

"Go sit in the living room with the guys!" I growled as I walked into the kitchen.

 

I watched her walk over and lay across one of the couches, shamelessly putting her feet on Chanyeol's lap. He looked around as if to ask "what am I supposed to do?" Montana noticed this look and stared at him.

 

"Leave it." She grumbled, "Don't touch it, you don't want to anger the beast!"

 

"Montana!" I yelled.

 

"Whhhhaaaaatttt?!" She whined back.

 

"Sehun!"

 

"Oh no!" Montana spoke in a silly tone that made me laugh too hard to breath.

 

"Sehun, Montana and I will need to talk to you later." I spoke to him and he nodded.

 

"Don't drag me into this!" She gasped and hissed, "I'm not part of your evil plot."

 

"What?" He asked.

 

"We'll talk to you later, just know that we need to speak with you at some point."

 

"Oh, Okay." He nodded.

 

I looked over and saw Kai sitting on the floor with his legs crossed and I smiled at him. I walked over and sat in his lap, leaning against his torso in a comforting manner as he set his head on my shoulder.

 

"What's happening? Something's happening and I don't know what's happening." Montana stared at the two of us with wide eyes.

 

My left arm went around Kai's head and rested on Baekhyun's lap. Every time I moved Montana whispered my name. I began twirling my wrist and cracking my fingers on Baekhyun's lap. My other hand wrapped around my other side and rested on Chen's knee.

 

"Montana... I'm tired."

 

"Maybe you should go to bed." She spoke in a fearful voice.

 

I looked over at her in confusion, "What's wrong?"

 

Montana pointed at her hand, then her crotch and made about an inch with her finger and thumb. I tilted my head in confusion and moved my hand, making Baekhyun giggle a little.

 

I turned up and looked at him with a smile, "Hey Baekhyun."

 

"Rachel!" Montana whined with big eyes.

 

"What Montana?" I asked, looking at her again.

 

"Your. Hand. Very. Close. To. Crotch!" She growled slowly.

 

"What one?"

 

"Bacon... BACON!" She shouted.

 

"Which one?" I asked again, not realizing what hand was where.

 

Montana looked at her hands and then back to me in confusion before giving me an answer, "The left! The left one!"

 

"This one?" I moved my hand and heard Baekhyun give out a girly squeal.

 

I took off my hat and tilted my head all the way back, looking at Baekhyun. He was staring at me with shock in his eyes.

 

"Oh, I'm sorry Baekhyun, but I'm leaving my hand there, just letting you know that." I nodded and sat back up. I slipped my hat back on and made a peace sign with one of my hands, "Peace."

 

As I sat there Kai began wiggling under my weight.

 

"Rachel.." He mumbled.

 

"What?" I mumbled back.

 

He let out a weird groan and I turned my head, which caused my nose to be pressed against his cheek. I back up slightly and sighed, "What do you want Kai?"

 

"Uhhh you're ummmm sitting on my ummm..." He mumbled and he said 'umm' at the wrong time.

 

"Do you have a ing right now?!" I asked in disbelief.

 

Montana began laughing and everyone in the living room began cackling intensely.

 

"Wait Rachel! Explain this to me right now! What is going on over there?! Why does he have a ?!" She yelled.

 

"Montana hold on, I'm trying to figure this out myself." I turned back to Kai, "Why do you have a ing right now?! You ert!"

 

"You're killing the poor man!" Montana yelled.

 

I removed my hand from Baek and slapped the back of Kai's head, "You little ert!"

 

"No! No! No!" He complained.

 

"You liiiaaaarrrr!" I hissed.

 

"Can you feel it?" Montana asked from the couch.

 

I suddenly feel an uncomfortable bump under my , "Is that it?! Can I feel it?!" I shouted in disgust and looked at him, "There's something down there, what's down there?!"

 

"That might just be... him." Montana spoke up.

 

"Kai, what am I sitting on?" I asked as fear gripped me for his answer.

 

"My hand! It's stuck down there!" He whined.

 

I started laughing and everyone began laughing but Montana.

 

"Does he have a ? Does he have a ?!" Montana called in fear.

 

"No it's his hand!" I laughed to her.

 

"Why is his hand down there?! Rachel what is happening?" She asked in horror.

 

As I'm laughing a thought strikes me and I freeze, whipping my head toward Montana, "Montana..."

 

"What?"

 

"What if the conversation we had at the cafe... what if they think that way... to us?"

 

"My butts not safe anymore!" She whined and covered her with her hands.

 

"Kai... Can you remove your hand... without touching my ?" I asked.

 

"Wait, is it palm up or palm down?" Montana asked and I looked at Kai expectantly.

 

"Up."

 

"No!" She complained, "Oh my god! They're going to have a conversation about this! Was it firm? Yes it was, very delightful. I enjoyed it very much!" Then Montana turned and pointed at Kris dramatically, "He can speak English! He ruins everything for me!"

 

"Kai... Don't move your fingers!" I yelled at him and he flinched, causing his fingers to twitch and touch my , "Kai!!"

 

"What?" He asks.

 

"You're touching my man! I don't like this!"

 

He has a little boy smirk on his face and I realized that Montana was right, he was enjoying this moment.

 

"I see that smirk! That's a bad smirk Rachel don't move!" Montana calls.

 

"Montana, if I pelvic slightly do you think he could move his hand out fast enough?" I asked.

 

"You're in a room full of 12 other guys... and me.... It's going to get awkward after this." She shook her head, "If you do this, when you land, go gently because you might wapoom, BOING." She demonstrated with her finger popping up, "Gentle, gentle is the key!"

 

"Gentle is key?" I chuckled at her.

 

"Slow and steady wins the race." She nodded.

 

"K."

 

"K?"

 

"K."

 

"I'm going to watch you do this, I'm going to watch his reaction."

 

"Kai..." I turned to him.

 

"Rachel... your friend is threatening me." He glanced at Montana's staring face shyly.

 

"Kai, I'm going to do something real quick. I need you to remove your hand from my as fast as you can." I spoke seriously.

 

"What?" He looked at me in shock.

 

"Kai, I'm going to pelvic okay?"

 

"You're going to what?" His voice cracked.

 

"I'm going to pelvic and you're going to remove that hand!"

 

"A-Alright!" He nodded in fear.

 

Everyone in the room had their eyes on our situation. Everyone was wondering what the hell I was doing thinking of pelvic ing in the room of guys, it was clear on their faces.

 

"Guys..." I addressed all the men, "If you don't want to be scared for life, don't watch." I warned.

 

Suho was the only one to cover his eyes.

 

"Suho, you're a good soul I love you." Montana smiled from the couch.

 

"Okay here we go..." I placed my hands on Baekhyun's knees to get up.

 

"D-Don't push too hard."Baekhyun whined slightly.

 

I lifted and Kai removed his hands and I was in the clear, until my feet began sliding on the carpet, and fast.

 

"Montana!" I called in fear.

 

"Stand up!!" She yelled, "SLOW AND STEADY!!!"

 

"I can't!" I whined, "Kai, whatever you do don't put your hand back and don't make any noise to let me know what happens!" My feet slid further and faster.

 

"What?" His voice echoed right before I fell onto his lap with an uncomfortable thump.

 

Kai let a grunt escape his lips before silence enveloped us all. My hurt from hitting Kai and I obviously had hurt him in places unknown.

 

"I think you hurt the poor man!" Montana mumbled, "He's very emotionless right now... Rachel, Rachel, hehe run." She joked.

 

"My knees kinda hurt a little bit."

 

"You sissy." I chuckled.

 

Everyone in the room began teasing and laughing at Baekhyun, ignoring the silent Kai.

 

"Uh... ummmm..." Kai mumbled in my ear.

 

I turned to him, "What is it this time?"

 

"I uhh I kinda need to pee..." He mumbled with pink cheeks.

 

"Was that because of me?" I asked in surprise.

 

"No! Actually I was going to get up to go when you sat down." He slurred out quickly.

 

"Likely story..."I sighed and then smiled, "Alright, alright, I'll get up."

 

I looked over to Sehun, who sat next to Kai with his legs crossed as well.

 

"Can I get up to pee now?" Kai whined a little.

 

"Yeah hold on," I turned to Sehun, "Hey Sehun, lift your hand like you're going on a roller coaster."

 

He lifted his arms straight up, "Hm?"

 

I nodded and used my arms to pick my off Kai's lap and move into Sehun's lap.

 

"Why can't you just sit on the floor?" Montana sighed.

 

I ignored her and grabbed a pillow off the couch and held it against my stomach in comfort. Sehun placed his chin on my left shoulder as I leaned against him and I breathed in his familiar sweet scent.

 

"Rachel!" Montana called and I looked at her, "The !" She gave a goofy look.

 

We both began laughing and then Montana and I shared a wink back and forth before Kris spoke up, "Who's we talking about here?"

 

Montana slowly turned her head his way in surprise, "Don't worry about it." She hissed to him, "I know you speak English, just pretend you don't."

 

"Shush Kris." I shook my head.

 

"You ruin the fun." Montana whined.

 

Kris suddenly looks at me, "Wait..."

 

"What?" I asked to his odd stare.

 

"Are you gonna do what I think you're gonna do?" He whispered.

 

"Depends on what you think I'm going to do."

 

"What do you think we're going to do?" Montana asked.

 

My hands that rested on Sehun's knees tightened slightly as Kris leaned down toward me.

 

"Ummm..." I mumbled.

 

"Kris I will come AT you!" Montana threatened, "I will get up from this couch... and I will come at you. You will not see it coming like!" She slapped her hands together.

 

Everyone in the room quietly conversed with their eyes on us.

 

"Are you going to grab Sehun's ?" He whispered.

 

Montana and I both exchanged looks of fear and horror. How did Kris find out our plan so soon into the game?! All we wanted to do was touch his tooshy....

 

"No." Montana shook her head with wide eyes.

 

My voice cracked, "The thought n-never crossed my mind...."

 

"Not even once." Montana nodded.

 

I turned to Montana and mouthed out, "OH HE KNOWS!"

 

"WHAT DO WE DO?!" She mouthed back.

 

Kris just rolled his eyes and addressed me, "If you're going to grab his , do it now."

 

"You know? And you're OKAY with this?" I asked in surprise.

 

"I don't care you're a girl." He shook his head.

 

"Does that mean I can touch yours?" Montana giggled, "Oh wait that sounded creepy..." We both laughed, "Well you know I've never looked at Kris' , turn around Kris." Montana ordered and spun her finger in a circle.

 

"Oh my god..." I giggled.

 

"Let me examine your bottom." Montana spoke in all seriousness.

 

I rolled my eyes and readressed Kris, "Kris, you're okay with us touching the youngest ?"

 

"The ." Montana emphasized.

 

"You're girls, besides the ummm frontal area, this is what you guys think about, right?" He nods.

 

"Well I don't want to admit to it." Montana mumbled and looked down, "It's not all day everyday twenty four seven, but it does cross my mind once in a while..." She shrugged.

 

"Yeah." I nod.

 

"I don't have pictures of guys butts on my phone." She tried to prove her point before stopping, "Oh wait that's a lie..."

 

I began laughing when Kris spoke, "It's the same thing about guys, guys only think about girls butts half the time."

 

Montana and I both turned to him with the new information thrown into the open. I placed my hands near my and Montana did the same.

 

"I don't feel safe getting up anymore..." She looked at me.

 

"Kris.. Have you... have you.... This?" I pointed to myself. I lifted my one leg high up in the air and pointed to my half hidden by Sehun's leg, "This?"

 

Montana patted her , "This?" Kris covers his mouth and gulps. "Don't lie to me now." Montana threatened.

 

"Kris I won't judge you, just tell me the truth." I shrugged like it was nothing.

 

"Y-Yeah..." He nodded.

 

"To both?" Montana asked, "Cus I'm here too, I think my butts pretty nice."

 

"Be specific if it's just one and to who's one it is." I nod.

 

"Yeah, cus you can't leave us hangin." Montana shook her head.

 

"You can't do this to girls because girls want to know." I smiled at him.

 

"Because I might flaunt it... a little bit..." Montana giggled.

 

"I might flaunt it a little more now that I know you feel that way." I smirked.

 

"If I have a pair of tight pants, I might be considering wearing them." Montana giggled before turning to Kris, "Your answers might just be the thing to solve all my problems."

 

"Such a long explanation for just tell me the damn answer!" I laughed.

 

"Umm... I've uhh... I don't think I can talk about this..." He chuckled shyly.

 

"No! You've brought yourself into this conversation!" I pointed at him.

 

"I will SIT ON YOUR LAP!" Montana yelled, "And I will not move until you answer me."

 

"Okay okay okay!" He sighed. Montana let out a successful creepy laugh. "Okay I've thought about both of them okay?" He whined out.

 

"That's acceptable." Montana and I both nod in unison.

 

"Wait..." I furrowed my brows, "How often do you...?" I asked.

 

Montana and I exchanged an "uh oh" glance before looking back at the man being interrogated.

 

"How how how often what?" He stuttered.

 

"THINK ." Montana said straight up.

 

"How often do you think of our butts?" I asked.

 

"Ummm..." His cheeks began to tint pink.

 

"Hold on, let me rephrase that, when was the last time you thought about our butts?" I smirked.

 

Teasing Kris is actually really fun.

 

"When was it?" Montana gave him her fierce stare.

 

"Well you want me to be honest right?" He looked at us sadly.

 

"Well YEAH!" Montana gave him a 'of course' look.

 

"Yes we would like you to be blatantly honest, please." I gave him a dumb look.

 

"You are the only guy that can understand English and the only other guy that can do it is in the kitchen." Montana explained randomly.

 

"Lay knows the word '' and 'grab' and 'Sehun'." I nodded.

 

"What?" Kris looked at us in shock.

 

"Okay we may have been talking about it in front of Lay when we thought he was sleeping."

 

"Not our fault, he's a very good actor." Montana nodded.

 

"Wait." Kris tried to stop us.

 

"And we had hand motions and it just wasn't good from then on." Montana sighed.

 

"Wait, were you guys in a public area?" Kris asked softly.

 

"We were in a cafe." I nodded.

 

"You were talking about his ?!" Kris hollered in Korean on accident.

 

"I know what that means! NO! I SAY NO SIR!" Montana yelled at him, "NO!" Montana stood from the couch and pointed at him, "NOOO!! BAD KRIS!"

 

His eyes widened as he realized what fault he just did. Everyone's eyes were now on us as we spoke.

 

"Wait, who's were they talking about?" Chen asked.

 

"NO ONE! NO ONE!" Montana yelled as she waved her arms in a flagging down a plane motion, "NO!"

 

"KRIS YOU STILL HAVE NOT ANSWERED OUR QUESTION!" I yelled at him.

 

"YEAH!" Montana turned to him.

 

"Karma." I smirked at Montana.

 

"Do it!" She smirked back.

 

"So uh Kris, how often do you think about our asses?" I smirked in Korean.

 

His eyes were huge, "Uh...

 

Montana snapped her fingers, "Boom ." She smirked like we had just one a fierce battle.

 

"Kris..." Chanyeol looked at us in confusion, "What are you guys talking about in English?"

 

Montana turned to the wide eyed male, "Butts." To add a point she slapped her own behind, "Rachel how do you say in Korean?" She turned to me.

 

"." I told her.

 

"!" She smiled proudly.

 

"Uhh..." Baekhyun just looked flustered at this.

 

Everyone was staring at Kris in confusion and shock.

 

Montana chuckled and incorporated a southern accent, "You brought this upon yourself boy." She began spinning and singing, "KARMA~!"

 

"Just answer the question already." I growled to him.

 

"Okay, the last time it crossed my mind...." He cleared his throat, "Is when you just walked in." He looked down, as if ashamed of himself.

 

"Oh. My. God." Montana just sat down in surprise.

 

"That was so recent!" I exclaimed.

 

"And uh when you fell on Kai too." He covered his face, "About a minute ago... When he went up to go to the bathroom... uh... that part... yeah..."

 

"Wait, may I ask what exactly you were thinking when I was on Kai?" I ask with narrowed eyes.

 

"We're getting so specific." Montana giggled.

 

"Can I not?" Kris exclaimed.

 

"YOU HAVE TO ANSWER THE QUESTION." Montana pointed at him, "You are in court!"

 

"Either you answer the question or I tell everyone in Korean that you were just thinking about my ." I smirked.

 

"I will come at you... in the middle of the night." Montana threatened.

 

"I will let Montana into your apartment in the middle of the night and she will find you."

 

Montana began laughing like a mad women. Kris let out a frustrated sigh.

 

"Okay fine! I was wondering what it would feel like for you to be sitting on my lap like that! OKAY?! Can we please stop now?!" He whined.

 

"What about Montana?" I asked, pointing at my friend.

 

"Okay I imagined myself being the couch for a sec, can we not? Please?!" He growled out.

 

"Wait... I wasn't even sitting with my on the couch!" Montana looked at me in fear.

 

I began laughing hysterically and Sehun wrapped his arms around me, securing my laughing figure.

 

"Kris she never sat on the couch!" I laughed.

 

"What?"

 

"She laid on the couch!"

 

"I laid on the couch with my chest and crotch." Montana spoke like she was a queen.

 

"I-I-I-I di-di-did n-n-not think of th-that in a-anyway, th-that is n-n-not what I meant-" He stuttered harshly.

 

"Do not be ashamed boy." Montana kept her royal accent.

 

I lean forward with Sehun leaning with me and Montana and I high fived with derpy smiles. When I brought my arm back I accidentally hit Sehun in the chest, earning a grunt from him.

 

"That's what you get for having a nice ." Montana giggled.

 

Kris started laughing, "You are so lucky they basically don't know English."

 

"I will sit on you!" Montana pointed at him and laughed, "Oh wait no, you'll enjoy that!"

 

"Kris... What mean?" Chen asked with a tilted head.

 

"My poor child, you've been tainted." Montana gasped.

 

"Kris I will sit on your face." I growled.

 

"I will SIT ON YOU!" Montana hissed.

 

"Did we not just establish the fact that I want you to sit on me? Oh ." He covered his mouth. Montana and I both gasped and covered our mouths. This just keeps getting better and better. "I didn't mean I wanted you to sit on me-" Kris covered his mouth as Korean slipped through.

 

"Oh !" I hollered.

 

"Kris..." Montana looks completely appalled, "Not only did you want me to lay on you, but you want us to sit on you... You sick freak!" She yelled with a small laugh.

 

"I really really really didn't meant to say that!" Kris leaned back in his seat.

 

"Wait, why do you want them to sit on you?" Baekhyun asked.

 

"Wait! I want know what mean!" Chen whined.

 

"Sweetie you don't need to know what means." Montana spoke quietly from the couch, "It's a dirty word, don't use that."

 

"Chen that's a dirty word in English, you don't need to use that ever." I turned to him.

 

"Wait... as in or as in but?" Chen asked.

 

"What?" I looked at him weirdly.

 

"But as in sentence." He explains.

 

"Haha there's a in the sentence." Montana laughed.

 

"Chen what are you trying to ask me exactly?" I sighed.

 

"I want to know what ummm.... What does..." He tried to figure out what to ask.

 

"We're talking about this sweetie." Montana patted her .

 

Chen eyes lit up and widened when he realized what we were talking about, "Kris! You were talking about their asses?!"

 

"Chen, just for once in your life just shut up." Kris growled.

 

Montana gasped, "I don't know what that means but don't say that to my baby."

 

Chen grabbed his shirt over his heart, "I am so hurt right now!"

 

"Kris... you want us to sit on you?" I asked.

 

"Do you want us to sit on you?" Montana mumbled.

 

"Yeah, just to get your mind out of the gutter-"

 

Montana cut me off, "If we offered to sit on you right now, would you accept?"

 

"Would you actually want us to sit on you?" I questioned him with thinning eyes.

 

"Would you be like 'come here ladies'?" Montana said slightly sensually.

 

"If I asked would you even do it?" Kris asked with his cheeks turning pinker.

 

"Uhh... Maybe." Montana and I said in unison.

 

"Hmmm I don't know if we should completely answer this question..."

 

"I don't know how much English everyone knows now..." Montana whined, "I don't know if they know the word 'yes'... OH WAIT CRAP!!" She covered .

 

I began laughing hysterically while Montana covered her blushing cheeks.

 

"Wait..." Chanyeol called out.

 

"What?" I tuned to him.

 

"Kris ask you sit on him... I ask yes?" He tilted his head.

 

"Do you want me to sit on your lap too?!" Montana cried out.

 

"Chanyeol can you tell me in Korean?" I asked.

 

"No, everyone else would understand." He shook his head.

 

"Kris still understands either way." I pointed out.

 

"Oh..." He looked down.

 

"Come whisper it in our ears." I smiled.

 

Chanyeol nodded and ran over to me with a giddy smile on his face. As he leaned down to whisper in my ear I felt Sehun pull back with a grumble in his throat. I rolled my eyes and leaned my ear toward Chanyeol, waiting for him to tell me what his cryptic words meant.

 

"If I asked, just like Kris did, would you guys sit on me?" Chanyeol asked.

 

"Chanyeol, do you want us to? Is that what's going on?" I asked with wide eyes.

 

"Well I just thought that this was what we were talking about, what if we wanted you to sit on us?" He mumbled.

 

"Would yes be such a bad answer?!" Montana sighed and leaned back on the couch. She stared at Kris in pure anger, "This is all your fault..."

 

"Can I talk to you two about this afterward?" He grumbled, "Just the three of us?"

 

"Why can't you talk now?!" Montana hissed, obviously becoming fed up with the whole situation.

 

"Kris if we talk about this later are you going to ask us to sit on you?" I sighed, also becoming fed up with this.

 

"I'm not gonna lie, I don't know what the answer is going to be by then." Montana yawned.

 

"No..." Kris looked off.

 

"You little ing liar you are SO gonna ask." I chuckled.

 

"Okay, maybe I am, maybe I'm not. What's the big deal?" He sighed.

 

"Oh my god Kris you're so stupid.." I whispered to myself.

 

A flustered voice soon filled the air, "Can you stop talking about each other asses and come eat dinner?" Kyungsoo called.

 

"WHAT." Montana flipped on the couch to face the kitchen, "KYUNGSOO YOU KNOW!!"

 

"Yeah, I've been listening the whole time." He nodded as he stared at her, "And translating to Luhan."

 

"Luhan no!" Montana whined, "The baby deer!"

 

Luhan laughed and winked at her, earning a squeal from her. Kyungsoo positioned himself behind the couch which Montana was sprawled upon. He turned to me with sad eyes.

 

"If you want to grab Sehun's just ask, I'm sure he let you." He sighed with a frown.

 

"I wanna do it too!" Montana cried out, "I'm not gonna lie! I'm sick and tired..." She tried to come up with something, but obviously came up blank, "I want to."

 

Kyungsoo and I stared at her in wonder.

 

"Alright, if you want to, just ask him." Kyungsoo nodded.

 

"Oh... I don't know if I can do that." She shook her head.

 

"Montana, if I were to ask him right now, would you feel awkward at dinner?" I asked.

 

"Well yeah, I wouldn't be able to look him in the eye, but hey let's do it." She bit her lip in thought.

 

"Do you want me to ask him?"

 

"Yes." She nodded.

 

I looked at Kyungsoo a moment and saw an almost pleading look in his eyes. It was like he was begging for me not to go through with my plans.

 

I pushed aside my aching heart and turned to Sehun, "Sehun..."

 

"The moment of truth!" Montana mumbled from the couch.

 

"What?" He emotionlessly turns his head toward me.

 

"I have to ask you something."

 

"What?"

 

"This question is very important for Montana and I and don't feel obligated to say yes." I smiled at him.

 

"You're not going to ask to have with me or something... right?" He looked at me cautiously.

 

"Sehun you little ert! No!" I slapped his arm playfully.

 

"Oh." He looked off.

 

"Okay, lend me your ear." I nodded.

 

"Uh... okay." He leaned his ear closer to me, my lips almost touching the soft skin.

 

Before I could say anything I heard Montana yell, "Baekhyun!"

 

"What?" He jumped.

 

I turned and saw him leaned forward, eavesdropping.

 

"Back it up, back it up." Montana shooed him with her hands.

 

"Sehun." I turned back to him.

 

"What?" He snapped.

 

"Would you feel awkward about Montana and I asking to touch your ?" I asked straight up.

 

"What?" His eyes widened and he looked at me like he hadn't heard me right.

 

"Sehun, I really don't want to repeat this again, may we touch your ?" I sighed.

 

"Why? Why you? Why you want? Why?" Sehun stuttered in English.

 

"BECAUSE IT'S BEAUTIFUL!!" Montana exclaimed making me laugh, "Why not?"

 

"Can we or can we not?" I asked with burning cheeks.

 

"Yes or no?!" Montana added.

 

"Uhh yes?" He spoke in an unsure manner and Montana gasped in hope, "Uh not now... later... uhh this awkward.." He mumbled with red cheeks.

 

"You're telling me." Montana nodded with sass.

 

"Okay, after dinner, talk to us." I nodded to him.

 

"Oh ok." He nodded.

 

"Kris, don't think we've forgotten about this." Montana pointed at Kris.

 

"I don't want to..." He groaned.

 

"Yeah and you're sitting next to me at dinner!" Montana smirked.

 

"Yeah, you're sitting between us." I chortled.

 

Montana stood from the couch and pointed to Kris, "Come here lover."

 

"Let's go Mr. Butthurt." I chuckled as I stood as well.

 

"Don't get all hurt now!" Montana giggled.

 

"God you guys are idiots." Kyungsoo shook his head.

 

"Love you D.O!" Montana made a heart with her hands.

 

Kyungsoo turned to me, "Do you really have to touch his ?"

 

"Do you really have to ask us that question?" Montana faked being offended.

 

"Kyungsoo, Sehun has the of all asses." I sighed.

 

"Have you ever looked at his while he walked away or danced?" Montana asked him.

 

"Um no, he's my friend, my band mate." He shook his head in slight disgust.

 

"Do it sometime, you will not be disappointed." Montana pointed at him with a smirk.

 

"Guys let's just go eat." I sighed and pushed Montana along.

 

Dinner was exceptionally delicious and filled with an awkward atmosphere. As usual Kyungsoo sat on my one side with our elbows nearly pressed against each other. Kris was squeezed between Montana and I and Tao was on Montana's other side. After dinner there were many dishes to do and the only way we got done in this household was rock, paper, scissors. Montana and I didn't participate, arms crossed and smiles gracing our lips as we watched the boys whine.

 

"I am your guest, treat your guest with respect! I ain't doin no chores!" Montana chuckled.

 

"Rock paper scissors for it!" Kai hollered.

 

Everyone became pumped as the tournament began.

 

"Wait, D.O and Luhan should be exempt from it because they cooked." Montana announced.

 

"Wait, why are you two not involved?" Kris pointed at Montana and I.

 

"Montana's a guest, this is my house." I opened my arms like a boss.

 

"Boom!" Montana backed me up.

 

First round, Kris and Sehun cleared and didn't have to continue. As time went on and the game became more intense, the two remaining people glared each other down. On one side we had the man who offered the game, Kai.

 

"God I hate my life..." Kai grumbled.

 

On the other side we had the derpy offender, Baekhyun.

 

"Is Kris's new name Mr. Butthurt?" He asked no one in particular.

 

The dishes pile was higher than Chanyeol, that was too much for one person to do.

 

"Hey, both of you do them." I called out.

 

They both turned to me with cracking voices, "What?!"

 

"It'll go faster you idiots." I hissed.

 

"I don't want to do the dishes!" Baekhyun whined.

 

"No one does!" Xiumin growled.

 

"Just do them." Suho sighed.

 

"Don't give me no attitude, sass master!" Montana pointed at Baekhyun as the two of them began doing the dishes.

 

The two of them sighed and started the tedious work of cleaning the food stained glass. The rest of the men decided to watch TV in the living room.

 

"Kris, Sehun, come with us." I called.

 

We headed up to my living space and entered the brightly lit room. Kris and Sehun stood in front of my bed and Montana took a seat in my desk chair, watching me close and locking the door. I sighed and turned to the two men.

 

I can't believe we're doing this...

 

"Kris I'm going to explain this to Sehun." I informed him.

 

"I really don't want to do this..." He groaned.

 

"Hey you brought this upon yourself!" I hissed.

 

"You're the one that wanted us to sit on you." Montana pointed out.

 

He let out a long sigh, "I know... I don't regret this but I just don't want to do it because I won't be able to look at you the same anymore."

 

"It's okay, It's okay." Montana nodded with her arms crossed, "I can't blame you, we do have nice butts."

 

With another deep and heavy sigh Kris took a seat on my bed and gave us a tired look before he laid back on my bed and began rubbing his temples.

 

"Montana, go sit next to Kris." I pointed at him.

 

"Oh, okay." She shrugged and did as I said, sitting on the bed next to the groaning man.

 

"Sehun, I need to tell you something." I smiled at him.

 

"Uh if it's something besides you wanting to touch my ... I don't think I'm ready for this..." He looked at me oddly.

 

"If you don't want us to touch your just say so." I sighed.

 

"No, I don't have a problem with it, it's not like I don't want you to touch it," I raised my eyebrows to his words, "It's a strange request." He looked at me oddly.

 

"I know it's strange, just live with it." I shook my head, "Okay, we have a desire to touch your ."

 

"Ooookkkaaaayyyyy." He nodded along.

 

"You should know by now that many fangirls have this same desire." I pointed out.

 

"Yeah I know." He looked down shyly.

 

"There's probably somewhere a YouTube channel dedicated to your ." Montana put her words in even though she didn't know what we were talking about.

 

"There are many videos dedicated to your and I know because... I've been on YouTube... and I went to a dark place once and I'm not gonna lie, it was while we were dating... we're just not gonna go there!" I looked down at my feet.

 

"It was while we were dating?" He asked softly while he grabbed me hand.

 

"Shhhhh!" I hissed and shook my head.

 

"Okay... What's this thing you have to tell me?" He let me go and took a step back.

 

"I'm going to tell you what's going on between Kris and us." I nodded toward said man.

 

"You're not dating Kris now are you?" He looked disappointed.

 

"Hell no I'm not dating Kris!" I shook my head vehemently.

 

"Why do I feel offended?" Kris grumbled from the bed.

 

"It's okay Kris, it's okay." Montana pat his arm comfortingly.

 

"No, I'm not dating Kris. Kris over there, just as we have a desire to touch your , he has a desire for our butts to touch him." I explained, watching Sehun take it all in.

 

I glanced at Montana to see her thinking hard about something, "Kris," She addressed the man next to her, "Do you want to touch our butts or do you want us to sit on you?"

 

His head popped up, "Can I choose?"

 

"Uh Y-Yeah." Montana nodded suspiciously.

 

"Like different? For both of you?" He asked.

 

"Yeah." I nodded.

 

"Like if I wanted one of you to sit on me and the other for me to touch their can I do it like that?" He asked in an upbeat tone.

 

"Uh yeah, that's acceptable." Montana nodded.

 

"Yeah that's fine." I nodded.

 

"Alright." He nodded, satisfied.

 

"Uh Rachel... Keep explaining." Montana pointed an open hand at Sehun.

 

"Sehun, whatever happens between Kris and us is also a secret to be kept."I gave him a motherly look as I pressed a thin finger to his lips in a hushing manner.

 

With large eyes he nodded, "A-Alright."

 

"What happens in this room, stays in this room." Montana got the hint from my hushing finger.

 

"Alright, so Kris has the option for us to either sit on him, or for him to touch our butts. We're touching your -"

 

"I get nothing out of this?" He asked dumbly.

 

"Do you want something with this?" The suspicion was clear in my tone.

 

"What's going on?" Montana asked.

 

"I think he might want the same deal as Kris." I mumbled back.

 

Montana leaned on her side to show off her , "Do you want some of this?" At that Sehun looked at anything but us, "Man I wore good pants today."

 

"M-Maybe..." He grumbled in broken English.

 

"Don't be ashamed of your answer." Montana smiled.

 

"Don't be ashamed about it, you're a man!" I patted his shoulder.

 

"It is natural to have these thoughts." Montana pointed out, "As us women have these thoughts."

 

"Wait... You have these thought?" Sehun asked me.

 

"Well yeah, we talked about Lay's earlier." I nodded then froze, "That does not leave the room by the way."

 

"You want touch Lay ?" He asked.

 

"Well I wouldn't have a problem with- Wait. Stop, Rachel finish explaining." Montana shook her head as we were getting off topic.

 

"Ok, Kris has the option and we're just going to do this okay?" I exclaimed.

 

"No I want part of this." Sehun whined.

 

"Fine! You can have part of this! Just choose who you want and let's get this over with!" I whined in irritation.

 

"Is something wrong?" Montana asked.

 

"We're going first and Sehun also got the option as well." I sighed.

 

"Alright, we go first." She nodded.

 

"Wait, I don't want my touched first!" Sehun complained.

 

"Sehun you little kid, you stand your up now." I growled out.

 

He stood with a frown, "O-Okay..."

 

I turned to my friend, "Are you doing one hand or two?" I asked with a tilted head.

 

"What do you want to do? Do you want to do it at the same time?" She asked.

 

"No, let's do it at different times. Get our own little special moment." I smirked.

 

"Alright, why don't you go first? I'd feel less awkward if you went first." She gestured to Sehun.

 

"Okay, I'll go first."

 

"Okay, after you my lady." She bowed with a giggle as I approached Sehun's behind.

 

"Sehun." I bowed and gave him a smirk.

 

"Be gentle..." He whined.

 

"Assume the position." Montana chuckled.

 

"Sehun, which way is your firmer? When you're bending over or when you're standing up?" I asked in all honesty.

 

"What?" He looked at me.

 

"Which way is it firmer?" I asked.

 

"Bend over." He mumbled back.

 

"Assume the position." I nodded.

 

Montana began giggling ferociously behind me. Sehun let out some fake crying sounds as he bent over and raised his for all to see. I glanced Montana with a smile before placing both of my hands on his . My fingers barely wrapped around the vast space that his bottom covered. I squeezed my hands and widened my eyes in surprise. It was better than I thought!

 

"Montana..." I turned to her with a large smile, "You're gonna like this!"

 

I began poking it and curiously squeezing it.

 

"My turn!" She cheered.

 

I slapped his and leaned over by his face, "You've got a nice ." I kissed his cheek and then stood back to observe Montana.

 

"Was it really that good?" She asked as she had her hands at the ready.

 

"Mhm yeah, I'm proud that I did that. I'm proud to call him my friend." I nodded with a smile.

 

"Oh my god just stop talking." Sehun whined, "I don't even know her that well and she's touching my , I don't know if I feel comfortable with this..."

 

"Sehun, you're going to deal with it whether you like it or not." I hissed.

 

He looked at me with pleading eyes before looking back down, "Just get it over with."

 

She very quickly squeezed his but then froze, "Woah..." She then did it again and held on and looked at me with pure shock, "That's the of God." She whispered dramatically.

 

I smiled at her before tapping his arm and helping him straighten. Sehun looked at me with slightly confused eyes.

 

"I feel violate." He mumbled.

 

"Well you are going to do the same thing to us in a minute." Montana reasoned.

 

"Kris is going to as well, this is not even fair." I voiced.

 

"Yeah, do we get to touch Kris's ?" Montana asked loudly, "If he gets to do it to us do we get to do it to him?"

 

"What?" Kris popped his head up and his eyes were bewildered.

 

"I want to touch your Kris!" Montana pointed at him.

 

"When did my get involved in this when did-" Kris spoke quickly before Montana interrupted him.

 

"Because you're touching our butts!"

 

"Ok... Wait does that mean I have to go first?" He asked softly.

 

"No... Sehun still has to do his thing... right?" Montana asked softly.

 

"Yeah, Sehun it's your turn." I sighed.

 

Sehun looked at us with wide eyes. It was clear in his eyes that he wasn't expecting to get his wishes. He wasn't expecting to be able to touch us at all. We both stood in front of him with our arms crossed, a gesture of our nerves.

 

"Which is it? Touch or sit?" I asked.

 

"What?"

 

"Which one of us do you want to touch or sit?" I rephrased my question.

 

His eyes flashed over both of us for a moment as he took a seat on my bed. Montana's eyes stayed glued to the floor and my foot tapped anxiously as he looked between us.

 

"Uhh Montana-ssi..." She whined in response, "Sit."

 

"Oh thank god." She gave a voice of relief before she clapped a hand on my shoulder, "Freedom! Good luck buddy."

 

I knew what option that left for me. I gave her a horrified look that said everything. I knew that my was going to be grabbed. It was obvious that my fate with literally in the hands of Oh Sehun. Sehun's legs were pressed together tightly as Montana approached him. Even though her option was better than the grabbing, it was still awkward in its own way. She slowly lowered herself to sit on his lap sideways and stiffen the moment her bottom contacted his legs.

 

"Do I move or sit still or what?" Montana whispered as she look at his emotionless face. After a moment she spoke again, "Are you okay?" She poked his cheek.

 

His eyes opened, "I fine, you can get up."

 

"Okay." She nodded and rose with worry in her features, "Rachel I don't know if that was good or bad... I feel bad now. I feel like my butts inferior."

 

"Montana it's okay, you have a very nice ." I comforted her.

 

"You do too." She gave me a fake crying face.

 

I could see the strange looks from the two men.

 

I turned to Sehun, "You made her feel bad about her ."

 

"What? No, there's nothing wrong with her ." He shook his head.

 

"Then why'd you close your eyes?" I asked.

 

"I was enjoying the moment!" He rose his hands in the air before slamming them back onto his legs.

 

"Well then..." I rolled my eyes, "Didn't need to raise your voice."

 

"Sorry..."

 

"Okay lover boy, what is it for me?" I asked and I only groaned when he put his hands forward in an obvious motion, "I hate you so much!"

 

"Rachel you can do it!" Montana tried to encourage me.

 

"Montana, don't look at me, this is a weak moment in my life and I don't want you to see this!" I cried out.

 

"Okay, I'll respect your wishes." She nodded sadly.

 

She turned and faced Kris, her eyes glued on him.

 

"Can you not look at me?" He asked.

 

"You started this." She hissed.

 

"This whole thing started because of you." I spoke.

 

"Hm." She nodded, her red hair bouncing on her shoulders.

 

"Sehun just get it over with." I whined out.

 

I felt his hands wrap around my and grab and push it around. I closed my eyes tightly as it felt awkward.

 

"This is firmer than I thought it was going to be!" Sehun exclaimed happily.

 

"Sehun, please don't poke my like that." I hissed as his finger poked me all over.

 

"I don't know what's happening but it sounds wrong." Montana whimpered.

 

"Stop. Stop. Stop. Stop. Stop. Stop." I growled with each poke.

 

"Oh sorry..." He stopped.

 

Something crossed my mind and I turned, looking at him in surprise, "Wait... You got both with me."

 

"What?" He asked with his heavy accent.

 

"I sat on you earlier!"

 

Montana gasped, "That you did!! FOR SHAMEEEEE!!!!!"

 

"I was hoping you wouldn't remember that..." He grumbled.

 

"You little ." I grumbled back.

 

"I sorry... I not resist." He sighed.

 

"I am forever ruined by you." I whined, "Because of this I get to touch your whenever I want!"

 

"What!" He jumped to his feet.

 

"Yep!" I growled.

 

I pushed Sehun back on the bed and Montana and I turned to Kris, "Kris."

 

"The moment of truth." Montana chuckled.

 

"Do you have to go first? Can't I go first?" He pleaded slightly.

 

"We can do one cheek each." Montana offered.

 

"What?" He scoffed in embarrassment.

 

"One cheek each! It just seems like you're uncomfortable with this, so boom."

 

"We won't grab your like we did with Sehun." I smiled.

 

"What?! That no fair!" Sehun pouted.

 

"Sehun, you're an ." I growled.

 

"I have one." He chuckled.

 

"No." I sighed and pinched my nose.

 

"No, this isn't anatomy class." Montana pointed out dumbly.

 

Sehun laughed like a little kid as he rolled on my bed.

 

"Idiot."

 

"Okay Kris, do your worst." Montana nodded proudly.

 

"Alright, Rachel, since Sehun asked Montana first, I'll ask you first." He gulped.

 

"Okay." I nodded.

 

"Sit." He patted his legs.

 

"Rachel..." Montana gave me a look that I could only assume matched mine from earlier, "You're in the clear!"

 

I went and took a casual seat on Kris, sighing as I sat there. Kris was emotionless and only gulped in response. I raised an eyebrow and stared at him.

 

"Is there something wrong with my ?" I asked.

 

"No, it's actually really nice." He shook his head as he pursed his lips inward.

 

"Rachel! Your is perfectly fine!" Montana gave me two thumbs up.

 

I sat there a moment longer and stared at Kris oddly as he hummed out "ummm"'s and "uhhhh"'s.

 

"Kris what is wrong?" I hissed.

 

"I don't think I should say what I want to right now." He shook his head.

 

"Is it something bad?" I asked.

 

"No it's nothing bad."

 

"Then just say it!"

 

"Can you do this more often?" He asked with his cheeks pinking.

 

"Wha- Ex- What?" My voice hit another octave in surprise.

 

"You always sit on Kai and Sehun and the other members. I'm always left out on these type of things!" He whined.

 

"I don't sit on Kyungsoo." I pointed out.

 

"That's different!"

 

I sighed, "Kris I'll sit on you more often if you want me to."

 

Who knew that me sitting on him would be such a thing for him to fuss over.

 

With a pout he nodded, "Okay." He let out a small smile that he didn't share with the world too often.

 

"K, I'm going to get up now okay?" I looked at him.

 

"Okay."

 

I stood and sat down on the bed, leaning on Sehun as he sat there quietly, observing everything.

 

"Montana." Kris turned to her.

 

"Oh no." She gasped.

 

His cheeks turned a bright red as he tried to fumble out his words, "Can I uhhh you know uhhh...."

 

"Oh my god no." Montana gasped even louder.

 

"Montana you gotta go through with it." I shook my head at her.

 

All hope of escaping this was lost.

 

"I know I do."

 

"I'll only do one okay?" Kris tried to reassure her that it wasn't going to be as bad as she thought.

 

"You can do both if you want, just get it over with!" She whined and turned away from him.

 

It was almost too quick to see. He reached out, grabbed it for a second and then let go.

 

"Done." He told her.

 

"Thank you, thank you." She gave him a sad yet proud face.

 

"Okay, Kris, bend over." I gave no mercy as I ordered him around.

 

"What?" His eyes widened.

 

"Assume the position boy." Montana drawled out.

 

Kris grumbled but stood and bent over, his arms resting on my bed as he waited.

 

"One cheek each?" I asked.

 

"Let's go one cheek each." She nodded, "Let's go easy on him."

 

Both of us grabbed a cheek and tilted our heads back and forth as we judged the before us. It wasn't as nice as Sehun's but it was a worthy of EXO.

 

"This is not as firm as I thought it was going to be." I mumbled out.

 

"I think it's actually pretty nice."

 

"Are you saying my butts fat?" Kris asked me.

 

"No, I'm just saying you've got a lot of skin here Kris." I gave him a pointed look.

 

"Are you calling his but saggy?" Montana giggled, "Kris your is perfectly fine."

 

"Kris your is nicer then what my was when I joined the company." I informed him.

 

"Not as good as my though!" Montana cheered.

 

"Oh... Alright..." He mumbled.

 

"Kris your is fine, get over it." I scoffed.

 

We were officially done with our exploration and both boys stared at us in slight embarrassment. The atmosphere in the room was an explanation in itself.

 

"Anything that happened in this room, stays in this room and you guys do NOT talk about our butts." I hissed.

 

"And if I find out anyone tells anyone else anything, unless you know I have a good then I'm okay with that but, you know what's going to happen." She slammed her fist into her palm.

 

"I have the keys to all of your apartments." I smirked devilishly, "Yep... This is not going to end well for you... If you tell anybody about this."

 

"Okay." They both nodded quickly in unison.

 

With our threats over and our bodies dragging us around sleepily, we headed back into the company of our friends downstairs. Kai and Baekhyun were done with the dishes and were leaning against the counters with exhaustion clear on their faces. The counters were spotless and the dishes were not only clean, but dried and put away as well. I was very proud of the two idiots.

 

"You did good work men, you did good work." Montana gave them two thumbs up.

 

"Where were the four of you?!" Baekhyun whined.

 

"We had a discussion." I shrugged.

 

"What were you talking about?" Kai asked.

 

"We... were..." I gulped under the stares of everyone in the apartment, "talking about what movie we should watch tonight if you guys are up for one." I smirked to my brilliant excuse.

 

"Boom! Good job!" Montana high fived me.

 

I looked over at the couch and saw D.O staring at me with a knowing look. He knows what we were doing and it seemed like he was going to respect the fact that we weren't telling anyone about our mischief.

 

"What movie did you want to watch?" Tao asked.

 

"..." I turned to Montana.

 

"KING KONG!" Montana yelled under pressure.

 

I looked at her in anger, "You little ." I growled.

 

King Kong was the one movie that gave me nightmares ever since I was a kid. I hated that movie. I felt betrayed by my best friend when she offered it up.

 

"I love King Kong." She smiled.

 

"Yeah... King Kong..." I gave the group a shaky smile.

 

"Rachel I thought you were scared of that movie?" Kyungsoo asked suspiciously.

 

Kyungsoo and Kai were the only ones that knew of my movie lists. They knew which ones scared me and which ones didn't.

 

"Go cuddle up to Kyungsoo." Montana nudged me.

 

"Umm Yeah that movie does scare me a little bit..." I nodded.

 

I looked around the living room and watched Kris and Sehun take up the seats next to Luhan and Chen. I saw room next to either Kyungsoo or Tao's feet. I smiled and nudged Montana.

 

"Go sit by Tao's feet." I smiled because I knew she loved Tao the most.

 

"Okay!" She giggled and ran to him, sitting at his feet.

 

He smiled brightly and offered her a drink of his water, which she shyly took. I took a seat next to D.O and saw everyone but Montana turn to me with a smirk. I rolled my eyes and leaned the opposite way, laying against the arm rest of the couch. The boys ordered the movie and the Korean subtitles popped up as usual.

 

"I don't know... if this is going to distract me or not..." Montana whispered in shock, "I don't know if I can handle this."

 

"Montana I think you're gonna be ok." I chuckled.

 

The movie continued and my stomach churned with each moment. Suddenly I watched as several people got caught in a ditch with large insects swirling around them. I felt ready to cry at any moment. I looked at Kyungsoo and saw him watching the movie with a stoic, expressionless face. He was perfectly fine with the movie and its contents. I scooted a little closer to the point where our legs were almost touching. I grabbed the blanket off the back of the couch and wrapped around myself tightly. I felt a little better until a loud scream erupted from the film. In fear I quickly buried my face into his abdomen, curling into him for safety. As I was against him I could feel how fast his breathing was.

 

Wow, he must be scared too!

 

I felt my body tense as I realized who I was really laying on. I was on Kyungsoo, the guy I was in love with. I gasped a little and was about to pull back when another scream echoed through the apartment. Nope, I buried myself even further. I felt an arm wrap around me and rub my back in a comforting manner.

 

"Tao." I heard Kyungsoo mumble.

 

"Hm?"

 

"Rachel's scared, I'm going to take her upstairs to her room."

 

"What? No don't take her in the middle of the movie." Tao whispered loudly.

 

"No, she's really scared, I don't like seeing her like this." Kyungsoo whined as he wrapped his arms around me tighter.

 

"What?" I heard Montana mumble.

 

"Ok, tell everyone that she's going up." Tao told Kyungsoo.

 

I peeked out from under the blanket and watched Kyungsoo lean over to Suho who was eating popcorn with Baekhyun, "Suho, get everyone's attention really quietly but keep the movie going." He whispered.

 

Suho nodded and called out, "Everyone."

 

Everybody looked over at us as Kyungsoo picked me up bridal style, "I'm taking her upstairs."

 

"Goodnight Rachel!" They all called in unison.

 

I whined into Kyungsoo and felt his arms tighten. I felt each step as he took me upstairs quickly. I kept the couch blanket wrapped tightly around my head, keeping myself somewhat calm as I was laid on a bed. My scared side started to come out and I regretted anything Kyungsoo heard.

 

"I'm never leaving this happy place~!" I sang out.

 

"Rachel..." I felt Kyungsoo nudge me a little and I jumped to the movement, "Rachel..."

 

"Kyungsoo... What are you doing in my happy place?" I whispered like it was secret.

 

"What?" He mumbled.

 

"My happy place... What are you doing in it?" I asked again.

 

"Ummm we're in your room." He told me.

 

"Wait," I threw the blanket off my head, "Is the movie over?"

 

He scratched the back of his neck, "No, I brought you upstairs in the middle of it."

 

"Why'd you do that?" I tilted my head in question.

 

"Because you were scared." His cheeks flushed a bright red.

 

I whined out, "Umm yeah I was pretty scared... But you must have been enjoying the movie so you didn't need to bring me up." I shook my head with a frown.

 

"No, I decided to bring you up, I personally don't care for the movie that much either." He chuckled.

 

"Ah, I see." I smiled shyly.

 

Kyungsoo and I rarely had any moments alone and to ourselves. This made my stomach flip and do all sorts of turns. I was overjoyed that he was at my side.

 

"Would you like me to sit up here with you until the movie is over?" He asked softly.

 

YESSSS!!

 

"I might fall asleep..." I smiled.

 

"That's okay, I'll wait with you here until you fall asleep." He smiled his charming smile and took a seat on my bed next to me.

 

After a while he laid down along my legs, smiling at me sweetly. Kyung and Kai journeyed up onto the bed and curled around me, bringing warmth to my cold body. I felt so at ease with the man of my dreams laying at my side and the warmth of my kids wrapping around me. Life couldn't get better than this.

 

 

 

 

Montana P.O.V

I watched as Kyungsoo carried Rachel upstairs in a very caring and loving way and I questioned what Rachel wasn't telling me. Sure she just told me about Sehun but I need answers, and I need them now! I turned to Kris, who was engrossed in the ending of the film.

 

"Kris what's going on between those two?" I pointed to the room, "They act like they like each other or something."

 

"Because they do." He gave a quick nod.

 

I gasped loudly and dramatically put a hand to my lips, "That didn't tell me.." I mumbled to myself, "That's who she was talking about at lunch today!" The realization dawned on me like a pile of bricks.

 

At that everyone stopped watching the movie, "What?" They all asked.

 

"No, no, no!" I whined and held up my hands. If they asked more than the thing would resurface. "I will touch your !" I threatened with a giggle.

 

They all rolled their eyes and went back as the film ended.

 

Serves them es right.

 

"Hey Montana." Tao whispered in my ear and I jumped.

 

"Woah there big boy, don't do that." I chuckled.

 

"Sorry."

 

"It's no problem." I smiled.

 

"Can I ask favor?" He tilted his head like a puppy.

 

"Awww of course you can!" I would let him have whatever he wanted.

 

"Can I stay sleep with you?" He asked softly.

 

Before any dirty thoughts could enter my mind I nodded blankly.

 

Well this is different...

 

I walked upstairs with Tao at my side, his smile making me giggle like a schoolgirl. He was so sweet that I just couldn't say no. As I walked he would poke my side and make me giggle even more. He was just so cute! I opened Rachel's bedroom door and peeked in. The sight I saw was a cute one. Rachel had the two cats curled up against her and Kyungsoo was laid about the bed by her legs.

 

"Rachel you still awake?" I smirked.

 

"Barely." She grumbled out.

 

"Oh, well the movies over.." I glanced at the pretty boy by my side, "And I had a question..."

 

"What?" She grumbled out without opening her eyes.

 

"Tao wants to spend the night..." I mumbled out, not sure of what she would say.

 

"Okay, is he going to spend the night downstairs with Kai and Kyungsoo or is he staying up here? Or on the couch? Or what? What's going on?" She reasoned in a mutual tone that actually surprised me.

 

"He kinda wanted to stay up here..." I mumbled again.

 

I didn't know how long this laid back, easy going, Rachel was going to last. I had to make use of it while I could.

 

Hmm.. Let's test this out!

 

"Would that be wrong...?" I asked softly.

 

"Montana." She grumbled and sat up, looking at me dumbly.

 

"What?"

 

"He's a grown man, you're asking if it's wrong if he stays up here with two women." She pointed out and I gulped.

 

In a panic I pointed to the cute man at her feet, "Kyungsoo can stay up here too!"

 

"What?" Kyungsoo looked up.

 

"I did not just say that." I bit my lip.

 

Tao looked at me with a smirk and leaned in to my ear, "Good think."

 

I giggled as I caught the drift of his meaning. I smirked and gave Tao a sly high five behind our backs.

 

"Montana, I don't think Kyungsoo would want to stay." She glanced at the male that I knew the secret of.

 

"Did you ask him?" I asked dramatically.

 

I watched her look at him shyly and I couldn't help but smile. This wasn't the Rachel I was used to seeing, but I sure did like her. She was cute.

 

"Kyungsoo do you want to stay the night?" She asked softly.

 

"Well I'd have to ask Kai if he okay sleeping alone." He shrugged with pink ears.

 

"He's a grown man I'm pretty sure he's fine sleeping by himself." She chuckled.

 

"He IS fine." I nod with a pleased smile.

 

Everyone turned and looked at me oddly before Rachel just shook her head to Tao, "Tao, downstairs Kai and ask him if okay sleeping himself." Was all I could make out of her passionate mumbling.

 

Tao just nodded with a derpy smile and left the room and the only thing we heard was "Kai! You ok sleep alone?!"

 

A loud and laughing "What?" Was heard from the bronze male downstairs.

 

"Kyungsoo and me stay up here with girls, are you sleep alone or you going be a man?!" Tao yelled back making us all laugh.

 

"What?" Kai asked again, the amusement in his voice gone.

 

"Tao that sentence made no sense." Rachel called.

 

"Oh sorry, I wrong..." He apologized, "Are you going...." There was a pause as he thought, "Are you make Kyungsoo sleep with you or you be man?!" He yelled proudly.

 

"There you go sweetie." I smiled.

 

"There you go Tao!" Rachel cheered.

 

The three of us began clapping as the gorgeous man re-entered the room. He bowed and nodded with a derpy smirk as he did so. Soon the bronze dancer entered the room  and made me feel short as he stood next to me.

 

"I sleep alone." He nodded, "I be man."

 

"Okay." Kyungsoo nodded to the smiling man.

 

"Then settled." Tao nodded.

 

"What? Like this is actually happening? Like you're actually sleeping up here?" Rachel asked in wonder.

 

What else did she think we were doing? We didn't just bring all this up for fun. Sometimes my friend can be really dumb...

 

"Yeah." Tao and Kyungsoo nodded as Kai left the room, "Is there problem?"

 

"No... I guess not..." Her eyes flickered to mine and I jerked my head back in surprise, "Montana."

 

"What?"

 

"Come lay down." She pleaded slightly.

 

"I need to go change into my PJ's." I chuckled.

 

"Okay, I'll stay here..." She looked off, looking slightly dejected.

 

Rachel was always one to wish for company, when sleeping, awake, or especially in awkward situations. She never liked handling things alone. I smiled and thanked the lord that she hadn't changed at all.

 

 

 

 

 

Rachel P.O.V

Montana left the room to change into her pajamas and I was left in the room with the two boys, who stared at me. After about two minutes I glared at them slightly.

 

"What?" I hissed.

 

"How are we supposed to sleep in here?" Tao asked innocently.

 

An image of the four of us squeezing onto my bed, bodies against bodies, made me shiver. I couldn't even handle the thought that Kyungsoo could be laying with me. My stomach clenched and my throat seized.

 

"I don't know, you guys figure it out." I mumbled.

 

"Oh! What happened to that extra bed that Jack slept on?" Kyungsoo asked.

 

I stared at him blankly before nodding backwards, "It's in the back room."

 

"We'll just pull that out and set it up next to your bed to sleep on." Tao smiled.

 

"Okay." I nodded.

 

I watched as their muscles worked and showed off as they pulled Jack's old bed out and set it up. Not only Tao, but Kyungsoo worked hard to use all his strength to make the bed just right. For a moment the two of them argued about the space between my bed and theirs. Tao didn't want any space and Kyungsoo wanted to give us space so we could get out if we needed to.

 

"We're going to go get dressed and then come back up." Kyungsoo smiled at me and my stomach bubbled in anticipation.

 

"Alright." I nodded.

 

The two of them left and five minutes later Montana entered in her pajamas and her earlier clothes were held tightly against her chest. I watched her gently set her clothes down and jump when she turned to me.

 

"Woah... What happened to our plans? What happened to our men?" She asked blankly.

 

"They went to go get in their pajamas." I nodded to her.

 

"Oh, ok."

 

She climbed into bed with me and curled up under the warmth of the blankets. We both curled up and smiled and began discussing the wonders of today's events. Before we could even get into any details about grabbing the two boys rejoined our presence in the room.

 

"Damn..." Montana and I both mumbled out at the same time.

 

Tao was the first to capture our attention. He sported plaid pajama pants and a wifes beater that was too small for his form. It hugged him to the point of showing off his defining muscles.

 

"I need a good night hug..." Montana mumbled quietly.

 

Kyungsoo entered wearing plaid pajama pants as well and a grey t-shirt that made him look slimmer then he already was. He looked damn fine.

 

"Damn..." I coughed out under my breath.

 

Tao fidgeted on the spot with the small shirt, "I had to borrow some of Kyungsoo's clothes... They're kinda small on me."

 

Kyungsoo slapped him on the back harshly, "Shut up."

 

The two of them journeyed over to the bed and climbed in. Kyungsoo was the closest to me, Tao laying on his other side. In order to see us, Tao laid practically on top of the small wide eyed man, who got annoyed pretty quickly.

 

"I don't know what to do..." I whispered to Montana.

 

"I'm all lonely on this side..." She mumbled before laying on me just as Tao did to D.O, "Don't hog all the men Rachel."

 

For a long period of time we just sat there, looking at each other, looking at the space between the beds, snuggling further under the blankets, and looking around. Soon, Montana was dead asleep on top of me and a grunt of annoyance left my lips.

 

I'll deal with it...

 

I glanced at the boys and saw that Tao was also asleep, his body draped limply over Kyungsoo. I noticed D.O blankly staring up at the ceiling and I couldn't stop myself from calling out to him.

 

"Kyungsoo..." I whispered.

 

"What?" He whispered back and I felt like a little girl secretly talking to the boy she liked while they were supposed to be asleep.

 

"They're both sleeping the same." I pointed out dumbly.

 

Really? This once in a lifetime opportunity and that's what I say? Genius.

 

"What?" He looked at me.

 

"Look."

 

Suddenly a chuckle erupted in the darkness, "Yeah, I guess they are."

 

There was another long pause before I mumbled out, "I'm sorry they talked you into sleeping up here."

 

I watched him glance over to me, "It's alright, you remember when I used to do it when you first debuted?"

 

"Oh yeah..." I nodded, remembering the days when he used to lay in my bed while I sang through my songs. "Well I'm going to try and go to sleep now, okay?" I mumbled with a warm face from the memories.

 

"Okay, see you in the morning." He mumbled back.

 

Silence ensued us and I gulped, thinking of many things all at once. One thought stuck out to me more than any other.

 

What will it feel like waking up next to Kyungsoo?

 

I blinked a couple times until suddenly my blinking stopped and my eyes didn't open again.

 

*          *          *

I could hear the familiar ringtone of my phone by my pillow and I waved it off.

 

"Here, I'll get it." Montana leaned over and grabbed it, answering sweetly with a "Hello~!"

 

I could hear the voice on the phone, "Umm hello?"

 

"Who is this?" Montana asked as she looked at her nails.

 

"Ummm Yoongi... ummm Rachel there?" He asked and I felt my heart race.

 

Is he calling because of this morning?! Oh my god if he is then I need to clear up the misunderstanding!

 

"Yeah, hold on a sec." Montana leaned back up on the bed and handed me the phone.

 

Before I could put the phone to my ear Kris barged into my room.

 

"WHO DID YOU GO SEE LAST NIGHT?!" He yelled in English.

 

With the phone pressed to my ear I looked up, "Excuse me?"

 

"Who the hell did you go and sleep with last night?!" Kris hollered.

 

"Rachel! You had a cipade?! I'm so upset you didn't tell me..." Montana whined.

 

"I didn't sleep with anyone per say." I grumbled at him.

 

"Rachel... What's going on over there?" Yoongi's voice echoed in my ear.

 

"Per say?! What the is that supposed to mean?! Well you better straighten this up!" Kris threw a newspaper at me.

 

"What the hell Kris!" I hissed as I grabbed the paper, "What is-" My eyes scanned the front of the paper and I gasped, nearly dropping my phone.

 

On the front of the newspaper is a picture of Jimin and I from the night we kissed in the park and then there was a picture of Yoongi and I heading into their apartment and me leaving alone at 6 this morning.

 

"Rachel? What does this say...? OH MY GOD! IS THAT YOU?!" Montana screamed, pointing at the picture of Jimin and I.

 

"It says that she's selling herself out to men. They don't know who they are, but they are saying that they aren't the same people in those photographs." Kris hisses.

 

"Yo Kris, stop yelling." Xiumin walks upstairs before seeing the paper in my hands, "What's that?" He asked before taking the paper from my shaking hands.

 

"Yoongi-ah... Get BTS over here... now..." I spoke into the phone.

 

"What's going on?" Yoongi asked.

 

"Cover your faces and get your asses over  here, we need to have a meeting with our managers." I hissed into the phone.

 

"A-Alright... listen, about this morning..."

 

"We can talk about that later, also, have Jimin call me, I need to talk to him." I sighed before hanging up.

 

I carefully set my coffee down as I watched Xiumin roll up the newspaper and face me with fierce eyes, "What that ?!" He started hitting me with the newspaper.

 

"It was a weak moment! Kyungsoo made me cry!" I screamed and soon found myself cowering on the floor with Kai, Kyungsoo and Luhan pulling Xiumin off me.

 

"I made you cry?" Kyungsoo asked.

 

I was crying now because I couldn't stand to look at them, I couldn't look at them and spill that I kissed Jimin out of lust before I felt like it was revenge on Kyungsoo, or how Yoongi and I slept next to each other while talking about love.

 

"You said you were going to give it your all! You said you were going to pursue your true feelings!" Xiumin screamed.

 

"Well he never liked me so forget it!" I hissed and stood, looking Xiumin with tears in my eyes.

 

"You're so ing stupid! HE IS IN LOVE WITH YOU!!" Xiumin hollered.

 

"YOU'RE A LIAR!!!" I screeched and snatched the newspaper from him.

 

"What is that?" Kai asked, reaching for the paper.

 

"Don't you dare touch it. Anything on this paper is a lie." I hissed, staring at Xiumin with pure hate.

 

"Guys, what's going on up here?!"Chanyeol and Tao barreled into the room.

 

"Tao, get Montana out of here, this has nothing to do with her." I growled.

 

Tao nodded and ran over to Montana, grabbing her hand, "Come here me, you no need see this." He cooed at her and pulled her out of the room.

 

"Kyungsoo... I want you to read that paper and tell me what you think." Xiumin pointed an angry finger at the wrinkled paper in my hand.

 

Kyungsoo looked between us and stepped toward me.

 

"Don't read it." I nearly pleaded.

 

"Read it." Xiumin ordered.

 

Kai snatched it from me and handed it to Kyungsoo. We all watched him read through it and begin shaking. I watched him in wonder.

 

Why is he shaking?

 

I saw hot tears pool down his face and I swallowed whatever anger I had and the next thing I knew I crying all over again.

 

"The stupid paparazzi! I kissed him once!" I cried out.

 

"What were you doing with Yoongi?" Kris asked calmly.

 

"We talked! I was going there to talk to Jimin about it! Jimin was sleeping and I fell asleep talking to Yoongi! Then I accidentally...." I cried, covering up the last part of my sentence.

 

"Then you what?" Kai asked.

 

Before I could respond I heard Baekhyun yell upstairs, "Tao took Montana to a cafe and BTS are here for you!"

 

At his words everyone turned to the door and began running. I rushed after them desperately.

 

"Don't hurt them!" I screamed and ran to where Kyungsoo had Jimin pinned against the wall by his collar.

 

Jin, Rap Mon, and Jungkook were pulling him off.

 

"How DARE you let her cry!" Kyungsoo screamed at him.

 

"How dare me?! How dare you!!!" He screamed.

 

"What are you talking about?!" Kyungsoo yelled as he was ripped away by Jimin's other members.

 

"She came to me and kissed me because of you!! You little !" Jimin hissed and lunged at Kyungsoo before Chanyeol, Suho, and Sehun pulled him off.

 

I felt hot tears because of the two of them, I looked over and made eye contact with Yoongi. He gave me a concerned look and I nodded. I walked in between them and stopped in front of Jimin, looking at him with tears running down my face.

 

"I can't do that again... I was weak... You know that... don't you?" I asked around rough cries of pain.

 

Jimin's head hung low, "I know... You came for comfort and I took advantage of it... I'm sorry." He apologized.

 

"It's alright... The only way you can do that again now is if I dated you, but I'm not going to go through that pain again." I placed my hand on his cheek.

 

He nodded, "I know..."

 

"I'll give you one last one... but not here." I shook my head.

 

"Alright..." He nodded.

 

I turned to Yoongi and V, "I apologize for my actions this morning, I was in a panic and you are my family, I shouldn't have done that." I bowed deeply.

 

I finally turned to Kyungsoo, "I don't even know what to say to you..." I looked away.

 

"Tell me the truth." He pleaded.

 

I looked up at him with a heavy heart, "The whole truth?"

 

"Everything! I just want to understand why something like this even had to happen in the first place!" He cried out to me.

 

"Guys, release the two of them." I mumbled.

 

*          *          *

I awoke from that dream shaking. Tears stung my eyes and I gasped for air. That was purely a nightmare. I sat up and gasped as sweat started to trickle coldly down my back. I grabbed my hair in fist full's and pulled my knees against my chest, trying to calm my racing breaths. Montana didn't stir to my small panic and I was grateful. I don't know how I'd explain this one...

 

"Rachel?" A groggy voice made me shake even more.

 

I shook my head, trying to say no to the person calling for me. I didn't want to explain my nightmare to anyone. This was my secret and I knew that whatever was going on between Jimin and I needed to stop.

 

I can't let that dream come true.

 

"Rachel... Are you okay?" I recognized the voice as Kyungsoo, "Are you crying?"

 

"Leave me alone." I cried.

 

I felt hands wrap around my wrists and drag me out of bed. I limply walked behind this person and covered my face with my arms, trying to cover my tears. My feet slapped the floor roughly as I walked like I hadn't in years. I let out coughing cries as I was pushed onto a couch. I opened my eyes and saw Kyungsoo hovering over me. His hands pinned mine above my head and his knee was between my two legs. My heart raced to the provocative thoughts that swamed through me.

 

"If I don't do this you won't answer me." He whispered.

 

My body tensed and I started breathing heavily to his weight pressing into mine. The position was a little too for me but Kyungsoo was right. It made me stop crying and listen to him. All from the shock of his touch.

 

I gulped and let out a couple more coughing sobs, "Kyungsoo... I had a nightmare."

 

He let out a sigh and released one of my hands, placing it on my face. He gently caressed my cheek and moved my fringe from my eyes.

 

"Do you want to talk about it?" He asked gently.

 

What is going on...

 

"No." I shook my head harshly.

 

"I'm sure whatever it was about it's fine." He whispered and for some reason it sounded sensual.

 

Before I could respond I heard a light gasp. I whipped my head to the side to see Kai standing there with wide eyes. He stayed glued to the spot as he observed our actions.

 

"Kai..." I cried out.

 

Kyungsoo removed himself from me and walked over to his friend.

 

"Hyung... You can't do that out here! Take it to a room!" Kai warned.

 

"Kai it's not like that." Kyungsoo shook his head.

 

"I'm going back to bed."I cried out.

 

"Why is she crying?"Kai asked.

 

"She had a nightmare."

 

"Well I don't think doing the deed would fix that."Kai hissed.

 

"I wasn't going to! I needed her to look at me, that was how I did it." Kyungsoo growled.

 

"It sure looked like to me."

 

"It wasn't."

 

"But it looked like it."

 

"But it wasn't."

 

The two of them bickered as I climbed the stairs.

 

"Don't do that in public when you get married." Kai grumbled.

 

"Who said anything about getting married?" I asked.

 

"Well, when two people like each other-" Kai began.

 

"Leave it, I'm going to bed, come on Kyungsoo." I whipped away my tears and went back into the room.

 

I froze when I found Tao moved into my bed, his body pressed against Montana's. They were holding each other gently and I felt like I had just walked in on something. Kyungsoo walked in behind me and gulped loudly when he saw what I did.

 

"What are they doing?" He grumbled.

 

"Sleeping... That's what they're doing." I coughed.

 

I awkwardly walked over and tried to move Tao, but he wouldn't budge.

 

"He's not going to move, just sleep in the other bed." Kyungsoo directed me to the other bed with a small hand to my lower back.

 

"We can't sleep together." I mumbled shyly.

 

I wanted to sleep next to him, but my mind was telling me otherwise. I didn't want to stir my feelings anymore than they already were.

 

"What's so wrong with sleeping together?" He asked.

 

I looked at him with wide eyes, "Kyungsoo... We are two adults. We aren't children anymore, sleeping together could give not only others but each other wrong signals."

 

"The signals won't be wrong." He stared at me daringly.

 

Excuse me?

 

"Kyungsoo-"

 

"Don't argue with me please, just come lay down." He smiled sleepily and pulled back the covers for me to climb in.

 

I didn't argue any longer as I climbed into the bed and closed my eyes, trying not to think of the fact that he was barely two inches away. I was still shaking a little from the nightmare and I gulped, hoping I could actually fall asleep. I could smell Kyungsoo's delicious scent and it was intoxicating. My eyes crossed under my lids and I felt my skin get cold. It felt so right and wrong at the same time. As I tried to sleep I suddenly heard my phone quietly start ringing. My eyes popped open to the song playing. I looked up and saw the wide eyes of D.O. Wider than usual. My ringtone echoing gently through the room like a lullaby was preset for Leeteuk from SJ. I gulped and hurried out of the bed, rushing to the device. The song was "Birthday " by Jeremiah. I answered the phone and heard a grumbling voice.

 

"I can't sleep~!" Leeteuk whined to me.

 

"Leetuek-ah... Don't call me so late." I scolded him.

 

"But Rachel..."

 

I hung up and set my phone back down. I started to head back to bed when a different ringtone went off. "Bed Rock" by Young Money started playing for Siwon.

 

"Siwon."I growled as I answered.

 

"Come on!" It was Siwon, but Leetuek was whining in the background.

 

"What do you want? I was just about to fall asleep." I grumbled and walked over to the bed, sitting on it.

 

"We can't sleep and everyone else is sleeping..." He mumbled.

 

I pulled my phone back and saw that it was 12am, "Probably because we all have to do when we wake up."

 

"Don't act like that."Siwon pleaded.

 

"Who is it?" Kyungsoo asked, sitting up.

 

"Is that Kyungsoo?" Siwon asked in shock.

 

"It's Siwon."I told Kyungsoo before laying down, "Yes that was D.O, why?"

 

"Are you sleeping with him?" Siwon yelled.

 

"Tao took my bed, of course I'm sleeping with him."

 

"You are both clothed right?" He asked in worry.

 

"No, we're , goodnight." I spoke seriously before hanging up.

 

I was about to silence my phone when someone else called me.

 

REALLY?!

 

"Pretty Boy Swag" by Soulja Boy Tell'Em started singing and I chuckled. It was Suga.

 

"Hey pretty boy swag." I smiled into the phone.

 

"Sup rainbow sugar ice tea?" He laughed.

 

"About to sleep." I giggled.

 

"Oh sorry, I'll let you go." He sighed.

 

I hadn't heard that tone in a while, I sat up and Kyungsoo surprised me by wrapping an arm around my waist and trying to pull me down. I gasped to his sudden touch and fire burned through me. My breath caught in my throat and I couldn't believe he was doing something I could only dream of.

 

"S-Suga are you o-okay?" I stuttered.

 

The pressure of Kyungsoo against me made me stutter and gasp as if he was cutting off my air.

 

"Are YOU okay?" He asked.

 

"I-I'm fine..." I whined out as D.O started to pull on my arm that held the phone.

 

It was like he was being a needy boyfriend or a small child. I gulped and tried to pull away from him.

 

"Alright..." He didn't sound convinced, "I'm going to bed, talk to you later." He hung up.

 

"Wait! Swag master!" I yelled out his nickname before letting a long sigh escape my lips.

 

There was something wrong with Yoongi and I needed to figure it out. But right now the only thing I needed to figure out was why Kyungsoo was touching me so intimately.

 

"Kyungsoo?" I asked delicately.

 

"Yes?" His voice rang in my ears like a gentle bell.

 

"Hmm... Why are you so close to me tonight?" I gulped.

 

I didn't want him to let me go, but I wanted to know the answer to my question. I wanted to know if my love really was only one sided. I was questioning everything that I had previously thought about D.O. For once I was listening to Xiumin and Suho and I was observing Kyungsoo, I was seeing how he truly felt.

 

"Because I want to." He mumbled lowly.

 

What kind of answer is that? That won't satisfy my young heart!!

 

"Kyungsoo, come on, there must be a reason why you're wrapping around me like this." I cooed.

 

"Not really." He shook his head.

 

"Are you jealous because of the people calling me?" I tested the waters.

 

There was long pause as if he had to think about it, "No."

 

I laid down and felt him pull me tightly into his embrace. My face was in the crook of his neck. We had never been this close before and it made me anxious and excited all the same.

 

"Liar." I smiled and grabbed his shirt, pulling him closer.

 

Now that I had this moment, I didn't want to let it go. I didn't want to let go of the love that I felt coming off him in waves. I wanted to keep all of this close and to never let anyone interrupt it. I wanted be with him for the rest of my life, never leaving each other's side and forever holding each other close. I loved Kyungsoo more than I could ever love anyone else.