I feel used, betrayed and stupid.

I lazily slumped myself on my comfy bed and buried my face into one of my pillows. Everything Sunny told me made sense. I am a stupid person circled by a dozen of users. Even my bestfriend me. I groaned in annoyance when my phone vibrated on my pocket. Reaching over and staring at it for a good five seconds or so. It was from an unknown number... I answered it, and regretted it immediately when I heard a familiar voice from the other line.

"I'm sorry." Her voice was hoarse, maybe she was crying. Maybe she feels guilty that's why she's trying to sound pathetic so i'll forgive her instantly.

"What do you want?" I harshly answered back, ignoring her muffled cries from the other line.

If only I hadn't met Tiffany Hwang that day, if only I didn't agree on Sooyoung's bet, if only I was smart enough to admit that it was Jessica who cheated on me, none of this should have happened. I should have been living my own peaceful life without users and a bestfriend who betrayed me.

"Please let me explain."

I sighed as I sat up, my hands making it's way towards my shoelaces which I forgot to untie, "I don't have time for this and I have heard enough."

"Just listen to me, Tae."

"Why don't you cal your stupid girlfriend and ask her for attention! Quit bugging me because you don't care about me! You only care for yourself, you and your butthurt girlfriends leave me alone because I don't want to see a single trace of you girls anymore!"

I lost it. I threw the phone against the wall and watched as it fell into tiny pieces and tiny chips. I shouted at her. I just did the thing I never thought I would do to her. It made me feel good, although I don't know about her. My father told me that shouting at people is degrading, it makes the people shouted at feel smaller. I don't think I did wrong though, I have been the little one to them, I want to be the bigger one this time.

A knock on the door got my attention, I sighed and laid back down, "It's open, dad."

I heard the door creak open and saw my dad's calm face and warm smile. With all the force I have, I forced a smile although it came out as a sarcastic smile, i'm sure dad would understand. He sat beside me and playfully hit me with a pillow.

"Your phone is expensive, why did you destroy it?" He asked in a joking manner. I playfully rolled my eyes at him then chuckled, "A prank caller called, she told me she wanted to explain some things so I shouted at her and threw my phone, thus the debris." I pointed at the small wires near the television.

He cocked an eyebrow, "A prank caller or Tiffany?"

I sighed and sat up, burying my face in my palms as I think of a good explanation as to why i shouted at her. I'm sure dad would get mad at me, "I'm sorry for shouting at her--" I was cut off when dad interrupted.

"I understand. I know you must have had a good reason why you did that. It's okay to shout sometimes but don't do it too often, it kills." he joked again, and I thought he was gonna get serious. He gave my head a pat then smiled.

I know that smile, he gives me that smile whenever he has good news. Although his good news sometimes turn out to be bad ones for me, for example, my mother coming to town. Well, he must be happy, but.. I am not that ecstatic with my mom.

"What?" I inquired.

He chuckled, "Your mom found a nice match for you Tae."

I rolled my eyes. She still hasn't moved on from that talk. She has been setting me up with different dates every other month and all the 'matches' were all... burn-worthy. If he isn't that funny, he's a ert, if he is that gentlemanly, he's gay. And I swear to my dookongs fifty percent of the blind dates turned out to be gay and I outed them infront of my mom.

"This time it's different Tae."

I turned and looked at my father, "What's different now? Is he going to be a