Hey~ FIRST OF ALL, Thank you to Kimyoojung94, 2407briana and PatriciaMaya for being so kind !!

This chapter might feel incomplete (because it actually is!) But I wanted to update because my arm it's feeling better! However tomorrow (today because its 1:30) I'll go to the army and I'm afraid of injuring myself again -.-''. Anyways~ Sorry for the mistakes!!   

"BRANDON?!" I shouted at the top of my lungs. “WHY ARE YOU CALLING ME?!” I said sounding mad. However I was everything but mad.

"Well…"

"WHAT TOOK YOU SO LONG HUH?! I HATE YOU!” I continued not controlling my tears as they started running down on my cheeks. I heard a sigh from the other side and a smile invaded my lips. “I’m joking you idiot! Ah~ I’m so happy!!” I chuckled.

"Well...Ahm… I'm sorry, but I'm not that Brandon…“Someone say from the other line and my body froze.

"W-What?!” My body shivered and all of my tears stopped as I didn’t know how to react, feeling confused. “What do you mean?"

"Well, I found this phone on a bench in the park..." My heart stopped as I slowly started to understand what was going on * so... it's not him * in matter of seconds my happiness had turned into disappointment and sadness. My eyes started watering again, this time, of course, not from happiness.

"Oh! R-Really?” I said with a shaky voice. “H-He must’ve lost it..." I concluded.

"Yeah… The thing is, I look for contacts however your number is the only one here... So... I decided to call you! Hope I didn't interrupt anything" Now I felt even more confused * How can he only have my number?! He knows thousands of people! Unless he wants to... no... He wouldn't!!* My heart ache in pain and huge lump started forming on my throat as I try to old back the tears. "Ahm... Are you still there?!"

"Y-Yeah..." I manage to say.

"Do you know where I could return his phone? Maybe I could give it to y-"

"You can't..." I started sobbing. "You-You should just throw that phone onto the garbage..."

"Excuse me?” He sounded shocked. “Are you Okay Miss? Did I heard it right?!" He replied. “Do you really want me to throw it?”

"Just... throw it! That's what he wants! He didn't lost his phone... he-he left it there... on purpose..." I said, falling onto my knees as reality hit me right in the face.

"Are you sure...?" I cried even harder, not being able to hold anything.

"JUST THROW IT!!!" I shouted in fury and hang up. * He left me! That son of a really left me! That's why he left his phone only with my number… He really doesn't care about me!! After all we’ve been through!! * With a blurted vision, I threw my cellphone into the ground along with some jars, that were decorating the little table near the sofa, and the necklace that Brandon gave me. My hands reached the floor and my head was hung low. * After all we've been through how can he just leave me?!! HOW CAN HE LEAVE ME LIKE THIS?!! * I cried harder and buried my face on my hands, only to notice the big and little pieces of glass that were stuck onto them. * Why did he do this to me?! Did he sent me here in order to get rid of me?! * Ignoring the pain coming from my hands, I kept on crying while my brain tried to answer all of my questions. Somehow, through my watery vision, my eyes caught something.

"YOU!!" I got up from the ground and headed towards the little teddy bear, who was placed on top of the mini sofa.

"I'm home!" I heard Kris shouting from the entrance. With my bloody hands from the previous cuts I grabbed the teddy bear. “The practice was cancelled, my coach had some things to do! I guess I really came earlier today, just like I’ve said!” He chuckled but the only answer he got was his own feet touching the ground as he walked through the house. “Violet?”

"YOU ING IDIOT!! AFTER ALL WE'VE BEEN THROUGHT HOW CAN YOU LEAVE ME LIKE THAT YOU PIECE OF !! YOU'RE JUST LIKE MY MOTHER!! YOU JUST WANTED TO GET RID OF ME!!" I shouted the loudest I could while ripping the toy. Just at that moment Kris entered the living room.

"Violet?! What are you doing?!" He quickly ran towards me.

"YOU STUPID SOON OF A !! YOU JUST USED ME!! HOW COULD YOU BETRAY ME LIKE THIS?!" I shouted in pain, both physically and emotionally. Kris grabbed the pieces of the toy that I was trying to rip and throw it far away.

"Yah! Calm down! It’s just a toy!" He said grabbing me by the shoulders, his face showed worry.

"It's-It's not just a ing toy!! HE LEFT ME!!" I sobbed. Kris didn’t questioned (which I was thankful for) and quickly pulled me into his embrace. I couldn’t help but just hug him tight and cry. However, we both whined in pain as soon as I pressure my hands on his back.

"The hell do you have there?!" He pulled me gently from the hug and grabbed my hands. "WHAT IS THIS?! VIOLET!! WHAT WERE YOU TRYING TO DO?!!!" His eyes went wide as he shouted while I just lowered my head and continued crying.

"He left me Kris" I mumbled.

"Look! I don't know who the hell left you! But I don't want you to get hurt nor trying to!" He said angrily while pulling me towards the bathroom. "I'm still here for you and I won't leave you!" He took the first aid kit and quickly started taking care of my hands. “So don’t you ever thing about cutting yourself!” Even though I didn’t cut myself on purpose, I couldn’t answer him and just kept my head down. I was touched with is words however, I couldn’t help the tears from escaping as I think about that jerk. After wrapping my hands with a bandage, Kris gave me some pain killers (or so I thought) and, with the side effects I started feeling sleepy and end up in bed. I opened my swallowed eyes and looked at the watch. *7:00 AM, Time to get up!* But that’s the less thing I wanted to do right now. A lump formed on my throat as I, once again, tried not to cry. *He doesn’t deserve my tears! He doesn’t!!* I kept repeating, encouraging myself. A soft knock on the door interrupted my thoughts and after my replied, Kris came inside.

“H-Hey! How are you feeling today?” He said, taking a seat next to my bed. *Like !* I didn’t reply but instead I looked away from him. I heard him sigh and swallowed that big lump.

“I-I think I’ll just stay home” I mumbled, loud enough for him to hear and he hummed.

“That’s okay, I understand. “ He said while getting up. “I’ll bring you the breakfast!” He then left towards the kitchen (I assume) and came back minutes later with some food and left it on my bed side table. He then proceeded towards the TV and turned it on, giving me the remote control. “Do you want me to stay?” I shocked my head.

“You can go” He gave me a pitiful look, not really wanting to leave me alone but in the end, he just sighed.

“Just eat and rest. I’ll bring you the lunch later!” I nodded and then he left. As soon as the front door closed, I turned off the TV, not in the mood to watch it, and buried my face between my pillows, finally crying. “Why Brandon? Just why?” I whispered between my sobs. It seems that I was crying for a long time now, as I only stopped when I heard the front door once again. My eyes widened as I glanced at the time. *Lunch time already?* Even larger they grew when I caught the food Kris brought for my breakfast. I quickly got up and hide everything under my bed, quickly laying back when he started to get closer to my room.

“Violet?” Kris called and I didn’t reply, pretending to be asleep. I heard him sighing and after a few noises, I felt the bed sunk. A soft hand starting caressing my hair. “I’m sorry I can’t help as much as I wanted to!” I heard him murmurer. “I really am…” He sighed and questioned himself for a few seconds if he should ‘wake’ me up or not. In the end, he did what he thought it was better. His hand reached my shoulder and started shaking it softly. “Violet, eating time!” He murmured. I slowly opened my eyes and yam, trying to convince him the best possible that I was really sleeping. He told me to seat and as soon as I did so, he placed a bowl with soup on top of my lap. “I’ll leave the water bottle here!” He said referring to the bedside table. “I’ve to go now before I get late!” I nodded and he kept looking at me. Seconds later I realize he was waiting for me to start eating and I immediately grabbed the spoon. Pushing it between my lips, I started eating and he smiled softly. “I won’t be late today!” Was the last thing he said before leaving. Once again as soon as the door closed I got up and threw the soup down the toilette. After placing the bowl on my bedside table, I proceeded with my crying. It seems I’ve been crying for ages now, but that’s the only thing I could do right now. I didn’t had strength to do anything, neither wanted to and so, I spend the rest of the day letting out everything I had to. The next day I got up feeling like a hurricane had hit me. After getting ready, me and Kris (who still didn’t questioned any of my actions) headed towards the school. We arrived right in time and I head towards my locker before going to the class. The class went really slow, slower than the usual (if that’s even possible) and I couldn't pay attention at all. Lowering my head, no matter how ridiculous it sounds, I still wasn’t over with it. I spent the whole time trying to forget what happened and hold back my tears. But how can you forget 13 years of what I thought friendship, and even consider family, in just a few mere days? Charlotte seem worried but she didn't questioned what happen. I guess Kris told her.When the class was finally over and I was fixing my things Charlotte came to hug me and tried to comfort me the best way she could, and her actions made me cry right there. After a few minutes, we parted and headed towards the cafeteria. Kris sat with both of us, now that he had the opportunity, he was making sure if I ate and, unfortunately, I couldn't do anything but just eat, even though I didn't feel like eating. Right when I finished my lunch. U-kwon caught my attention as he was walking towards me. However today was not a good day, I didn't had patience to deal with him and his mood changes. I excused myself and walked away. Leaving him confused as well as disappointed. As I walk around with no specific destination or ‘road’ in mind, four specific people caught my attention and If I thought my day couldn’t get worst then I was deathly wrong.  

“Oh! She’s here today!” Hyuna commented and the people around looked at me. I rolled my eyes and was about to turn towards where I just came, but at the last moment, I decided to just walk through) them, showing them they wouldn’t intimidate me.

“What happened to you Violet?! Looks like hit you right in the face!” Tiffany laughed. *You aren’t actually flowers so…* Even though I usually ignore their useless comments, they were kind of right. hit me and that little ’ name is Brandon. My heart ache.

“I know what happened!” Vitoria said, getting closer towards me. “She thinks she has friends but guess what?! She’s such a stupid and useless human being that her closest friend send her here to get rid of her!! He just left her like the little she is!” My eyes started burning and in rage, I raised my fist, punching her right in face. Vitoria collapsed onto the floor with a yell coming out of her moth. Hyuna and Tiffany stayed still, in shock with my sudden move, but after a few seconds proceeding what happened they went to Vitoria’s side, checking on her. I usually don’t use violence, but at this point it was my only option. *How does she knows what happened?! How could she say something so careless like that?! I don’t mind if they hurt me physically and mentally, but this kind of mentally wasn’t’ acceptable. How dare they making fun of something that hurts me so much?! How can these es be so heartless?! But then again, I should’ve known they would do it.*

"Omo!! Are you okay?!! Vi?!! Vi!!!" Hyuna’ shouting woke me up from my thoughts and I saw her shaking Vitoria’s body.

"Omo just look at what this girl did!! She's not only a but also a ing monster!! No wonder that guy abandoned you!! How dare you even touching her?!! Kai, do something to that ! Make her learn her lesson!!" Tiffany shouted angrily, and I quickly lifted my hand ready to punch her like my next target, but Kai stopped my fist and pushed me out before I could reach her.

"Yah! Just call the nurse!" He said before leaving. He kept his hand thigh on my arm and pulled me towards god knows where. For a few moments I actually fear for my life. *Would he actually knock me out? He wouldn't do that right?* I noticed we've finally stop in an empty hall and my back was against the wall. Kai’s arms were placed against the wall, between my neck, trapping me."What the is wrong with you?!" He said coldly and my eyes got teary once again, remembering what's actually wrong. “You think I’ll let you go after you punch her like that?!!" He continued but the only thing I could do was sobbing, and I’m not proud of that, at all! "YAH! CRYING ISN'T TAKING YOU NOWHERE! ANSWER ME!!” He shouted and I felt confused. *Do I really need to reply a question he clearly knows the answer?*

“N-No” I said between my sobs. “A-Are you going t-to punch me as well?” I continued and his face softened, I must’ve gone crazy.

“I’m not hitting you!” He made it clear and I sniffed.

“T-Then what do you want?!" I said, the rudest way possible.

“I want you to answer me!” He said and I looked at him confused. “What happened?” He continued.

“W-What? What do you mean what happened?! You saw what happened! I punch her!” I was totally confused now.

 “I ING MEAN, YESTERDAY YOU STAYED HOME! TODAY YOUR HEAD WAS HUNG LOW FOR THE ENTIRE CLASS, I SAW YOU CRYING JUST A WHILE AGO AND YOU’RE CRYING RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW!! LET’S NOT FORGET YOU PUNCH VICTORIA, WHICH IS NOT A NORMAL BEHAVIOR, NOT COMING FROM YOU! I HEARD KRIS TALKING WITH CHARLOTTE BUT DIDN'T UNDERSTAND HALF OF THE STUFF!! LET’S ALSO NOT FORGET ABOUT YOUR HANDS!! THAT PART OF THE CONVERSATION I GOT IT!! AND SO WHAT THE HAPPENED!?! WHY DID YOU CUT YOURSELF? ARE YOU TRYING TO DIE OR SOMETHING?" He shouted frustrated and I lowered my head burying it on my still bandaged hands.I heard him sighing and out of a sudden I felt some strong arms taking me into an embrace. I look up with my swollen eyes and saw what I thought it would be impossible and then, it finally hit me, and I stayed still, shocked. *Does he cares? He said it was not my normal behavior… so he’s been watching me? Did he missed me?* 

"Kai is just... he just faced too many things... you know... I’m sure you’ll like him, you just need to know the real him! He’s still that young and sweet kid I just told you about.” For some reasons, Charlotte's words invaded my mind. * So... Is this the real Kai? The Kim JongIn?* Slowly, I put my arms around his waist and cried harder against his chest while he tighten the hug. “You can talk to me!” He mumbled and I couldn't help but just nod.

"It's just-"

"OPPA!! WHERE ARE YOU?!" An annoying voice shouted, interrupting me. "WE NEED YOU TO CARRY VITORIA TO THE NURSE!!" At the sound of her voice, he quickly pushed me abruptly against the wall. 

"DON'T YOU EVER THINK OF TOUCHING VICTORIA EVER AGAIN! NEXT TIME I WON'T BE SO NICE! I'LL KILL YOU WITH MY OWN HANDS!" He shouted out of nowhere making me surprised.

"OH OPPA!" Hyuna shouted and ran towards both of us." Come please!!! We'll take care of this later!" She grabbed him and both left. I chuckled. * You're so dumb for thinking he actually cares!... If Brandon doesn't, then why wouldthis bastard? But... he seamed so worried! Probably was just trying to take advantage and find more things to make fun of-*

"Oh! Violet?! Hey, come here!" Tao interrupted my fighting thoughts. I started making my way towards him but slightly hesitate when I hear the guy next to him talking.

What are you doing?!"

"Don't worry! She's fine! Nothing like Kai said!" Tao made sure.

"Hey Oppa!" I said with a smile plastered on my face when I arrived next to them.

"Princess, you don't need to fake..." He said the nicest way he could as i lowered my head. " Hey! Don't be like that! Come here! " He pulled me close." We are going to have fun!" He said as he throwed his arm around my shoulder.

"Oppa, I really don't"

"You really don't want to refuse my offer! I know that don't worry! "