Eunsae’s POV

I don’t know where to go, where to hide and how to keep my tears from flowing down.  It hurts. It is too much for my fragile heart. I wanted to burst and cry but not now, not in this place. I hope that no one is in here and that no one could see my tears.

I was so stupid to believe in his lies. I was too naïve and blinded by love, blinded by his actions. Why did I believe him? Am I really that stupid?

I wanted to slap him across his face and yell at him. I wanted to hit him hard and tell him how much I hate him. I wanted to tell him how stupid I am to believe in his lies but I know I’ll end up crying in front of him and run away from him. If I did that, will he even chase me? And tell me that everything I have heard is not true?

But here, I end up crying and hiding from everyone. Am I that easy to get?

“Where did she go? DAMN IT! Cho Kyuhyun, why did you make her cry?” Donghae blurted out in frustration.

Good thing no one is around that time and no one heard what he said.

“If you just let me in your heart maybe this thing won’t happen.” Donghae whispered.

He did not find Eunsae. He thought that maybe she wants to be alone and so he stopped, finding her anywhere is impossible. He thought. He decided to just go home but he thought that it is better to stay in a sauna because going back to the dorm will give him more tension just by seeing Kyuhyun around. He was