Yunho POV

It’s already afternoon. I blink rapidly at the strong dazzling sunrays. “Jae?” His beautiful face greeted my eyes causing me to instantly prompt my body

upward but failed as I fall back on the bed. I grunt at the pain of my headache. I turn to look again but he’s already disappearing. I let out a chuckle. It

was just a dream. I look at the clock hanging on the wall. It’s already 1 p.m. No wonder. I take a deep breath and slowly, lifting my body. My eyes

wandering around but I see no sign of him. I get off from the bed and walk toward the door. I have to search for him. I want to meet him. I want an

explanation. And utmost, I miss him so much. I am craving for him.

I drive my car to his school and waited in front of his school. Apparently, there is no one since its holiday.

 “Sir?” A voice appeared causing me to turn around.  He was wearing a blue uniform, a security guard. I stare at him for a second, suddenly loss of

words.

“Yes?” He said, waiting for my words.

“I’m looking for a student. Male student, Kim Jaejoong.” I said and he looked startle for a moment.

“But, it’s currently holiday.” He said. He looked confuse and no one can blame him. Everybody would if they are in his place. But, I don’t really care.

“I know. But, do you have address for each student?” I was really desperate.  I strongly believe Jae is at Heechul’s house. 100% because Heechul was

the last person with him.

“Sorry. We don’t.” He answered making me sigh heavily. I should already know.

“It’s okay.” I said and turned around. My body froze as I saw Jae sitting on the bench smiling at me. The usual place he used to sit waiting for me to fetch

after school. Waiting for me…

“Sir?” The guard called as he saw me unmoving. The image of Jae disappears.

“Sir, are you okay?” He patted my shoulder making my body jolted in surprise.

“Ah, sorry. Thank you.”  I said and rushed toward my car. I turn on the engine and glance at bench once again. Half of my heart wants it to be real but

nether less, it just my dream. My heart is aching painfully. I drive my car away. ! I miss him so much. I drive my car without any thought. I don’t know

where should I go? What should I do? I really don’t know. Jae, where are you?

“Damn!” I press the brake with full force. Oh crap, I almost bump into the motorbike in front of me. My body is trembling in fear. What happens to me? I

take a deep breath. Ignoring the noisy sound of honks from behind me.  I need to calm down. I turn the steering wheel and drive toward the side of the

road. I rub my face harshly and closed down my eyes.  He comes again, smiling beautifully at me. I lean my back against the seat. Jae…are you

punishing me…?

Heechul POV

I lean my back against the door. The mere sound of his cries breaks my heart deeply. He just keeps crying. Day and night. I closed my eyes, unmoving.

Jae, I have always by you side. Support you no matter what. I’m so sorry. This is all happened because of me. I hurt you Jae. Once again, I make my

bestfriend suffer. Once again I failed. I am the one who encourage your relationship with Yunho. I am the one who encourage him to accept him. I am

the one who was blind. I am the wrong one. I am sorry. Please….don‘t cry anymore. A tear fall from my eyes.  Suddenly, I was pulled into a hug. I don’t

have to look up. I know so well. I bite my lower lip and clench on his shirt.

“I’m always watching.” Hankyung tighten the hug. It feels so warm and comforting.

“Jae.” I called but as usual, he shows no response. He was laying silently on the bed while his eyes keep staring at the window. Mindlessly.

“Jae, I bought breakfast for you.” I said a bit louder. Slowly, he moves his body and face me. He put a slight smile but his eyes show me the opposite.

The pain. So much pain. And it’s hurt me too. I put down the tray on the table beside the bed and take a seat beside him.

“You have to eat, ne?” I said and caressed his smooth hair. It’s been 3 days and the only thing he did is laying mindlessly on the bed. He barely eaten,

just taking a few bites of food no matter how hard I forced him to eat.

“I’m not hungry.” He shakes his head slightly. I take a deep breath.

“Stupid!” I yelled out loudly. He stares at me in shock. My heart is beating faster and I can feel my chest heave up and down. I’m so damn mad right now.

“You are stupid Jae! Stupid Jae! Why you have to suffer like this because of that damn ?! Don’t you realise how pathetic you look now?! This is

what him want right? Making you suffer, damage and broken! So, why you still doing what he want?! Please open your eyes widely and stand up! You

are not losing everything! You have Yoona and ME! Why don’t you ever think about my feeling, your bestfriend?!” I burst out while my tears falling

shamelessly down my cheeks. I don’t care anymore. I just can’t stand anymore. It’s hurt too much. His eyes widen in surprise.

“Sobs…sobs…I can’t stand seeing you like this. It’s hard. Damn it!” I sobbed harder and rush out of the room. I just want to cry my heart out. I get into

my room and fall on the floor. I pull my knee against my chest and crying harder. I am so pathetic right now. Jae is not the only one. The touch on my

shoulder causing me to look up. My eyes greet that face and our eyes meet. His beautiful face already wet with tears. He lifts his hand and caress my

cheek.

“I’m sorry.” He said with trembling hoarse voice. I said nothing but cry harder. Jae sits down beside me.

“I’m so sorry. I don’t realise that I’m hurting you. I am so selfish.” He said, almost whispering.

“I…was too devastated in my feeling. I only think about my feeling.” He sobs painfully. I say nothing. I want him to release all the pain inside his heart. He

needs to let them go.

“He means everything to me. I don’t realise that I am too depending on him.” His tone changed. I know it’s hard for him to let them out.

“And…it’s hurt too much.” He hiccupped. I don’t blame him. Yunho is his first love.

“I don’t think I can survive. Everything seem empty to me. I see nothing more. I thought I had lost everything.”  He continued and truly, I feel a mad. He

still has me. If the world turns away from him, I’ll be there to support and protect him.

“But you are here.” He leaned his head on my shoulder.

“I almost forgot it. You are here beside me, from the start.” He continued and crying harder.

“Don’t…ever leave me. Don’t’ leave me alone. I’m tired of them.” He said painfully.

“Never Jae. Until the very end, I will never leave you. I will always be beside you. I promised.” I assured him. I don’t want to lose any friend more.

“Thank you.” He whispered slowly.

Donghae POV

I stop my car in front of his gate and press the honk repeatedly. I believe he is in the house since I can see his car inside the porch. But, I get no

response. It’s almost been 10 minutes but he still didn’t pick up the call. Damn it! What happened? My heart is beating anxiously. It keeps telling me

something bad had happened. I get off from the car and call out his name. I’m getting impatient but suddenly, he’s come out. The jerk Jung Yunho finally

comes out. But, my anger disappears as I saw his face. He looked so messy and different. This is not Jung Yunho.

“Donghae.” He said and press the remote. The gate is opening automatically. I walk toward him. He put a smile but anyone can tell it’s fake. We get into

the house and sit on the luxury couch. I eyeing him from toe to head. He looks completely different. What’s exactly happen to him?

“Why did you come here?” He asked. I stare at his face making him to look away. Avoiding my stare.

“I should know. I can’t even lie to you.” He sighed. This brat…

“Have you eaten?” I asked causing him to look at me in surprise.

“I’m asking you. You look like a homeless person.” I said and stand up. He really looked so messy with his unshaved facial hair.

“Nope.” He let out a small laugh. I let out a deep breath and walk toward the kitchen. Yunho, you are still the same. Not change even the slightest bit.

“Jae was gone.” He said, rather slowly making me froze.

“Where?” I asked calmly. I don’t want to makes him feel bad.

“I don’t know. ! I really don’t know!” He raised his voice. I know he was in hard situation.

“I…feel so blank right now. I think he is at Heechul’s house but I don’t know where it is!” He continued. He looked so desperate and angry.

“Since when? Do you and him had a fight before?” I asked causing me to startle a while.

“Yunho?” I called seeing his lost in his thought. He takes a deep breath.

“I…almost hit him.” He said making me startle a while.

“I know. I know. It’s all my fault. This is my punishment.” He raised his voice. I say nothing.

“If I make up my mind and stop hurting him, things will never turn out like this!” He continued.

“Then, let him be.” I said shortly causing him to stare at me in shock.

“What do you mean?” He asked.

“Let him stay at Heechul’s house as long as he wants. Give him space.” I explained. I believe Jae is having hard time twice than Yunho’s.

“I can’t.” He looked away.

“I miss him. I miss him damn too much. I want to meet him. I want to tell him everything that I had done.” He whispered. I stare at him for a moment.

“The bet?” I asked. He looked at me and his lip curves a smile. The sincere smile from Jung Yunho. I smile in response.

“You should be, bastard!” I raise my voice making him surprise.

“Did I told you to tell him before?! Just cancel off that ty bed and admit your lose. But Yunho, you are not losing anything. You have won. Jae is

yours.” I said making him smile wider.

“I know.” He nodded his head. I let out a sigh. When will he grow up?

Jaejoong POV

Heechul is right. I am so selfish. I only think about my feeling and I abandon him, my bestfriend. I’m just keep hurting him. I’m too blind to notice that. I’m

sorry Heechul. I take a deep breath and close my eyes. Then, he comes again. Showing his handsome smile. The smile that I had been craving so

much before. Damn it! I need to let go and push him away. Everything was a fake. I should wake up.

“You can’t push me away Jae. You are mine. Completely mine! Forever!” His voice appeared in my mind. His usual confident voice.

“Go away.” I throw the pillow harshly at the wall and breathing heavily. My body was wet with sweat. I have to push him away. No matter what!

I close my eyes again and it comes again. Smiling proudly at me.

“Go away.” I whispered, trying to be calm.

“Go away Jung Yunho. You had hurt me. You made me suffer.  I made Heechul cries because of you. And I’m not gonna repeat my mistake.”

“Jae?” The knob on the door making my body jolted in surprise.

“Jae!” Heechul comes while smiling happily. He must have something.

“Heechul.” I get up from my bed.

“I have big news for you. I mean really good news.” He exclaimed happily. I stare at him blankly.

“I’m gonna bring you somewhere. I want to you to meet that person!” He stated happily.

“Who?” I asked curiously.

“No time for that. Juts take a shower and be ready. I will be right back.” He said.

“But Heechul, I don’t have any clothes. I was just keep borrowing your clothes. Maybe I should…you know, get home.” I said slowly. The truth is I had

been ashamed to keep being a burden to him. This is my problem. And I am the one should solve it.

“Hell no! You are not going back now. Over my dead body.” He raised his voice. It’s sending shiver down my body as I saw his furious glare.

“Just get ready Jae. I will wait for you at living room. Be quick.” He said seriously and walked away leaving me blank.

“Ok…” I sighed. Aish…I’m so confused and tired right now.

Ara POV

I let out a heavy sigh. It’s been a week but Yunho still doesn’t come to class. It makes me so worried but at the same time, I was scared. Afraid to see 

him after that day. The image of Jae crying and Yunho’s sincere smile keep flashing in my mind. What happened to them after that day? Jaejoong 

already knew about the bet but how about Yunho? Did Jaejoong tell him? Argh, I’m so dying to know! But what if Jaejoong told Yunho that he saw me

last time? Oh no, Yunho will hates me! I’m so lose right now.  I look up to see Changmin, Donghae and Yoochun. Donghae must know something. He is

Yunho’s bestfriend afterall.

“Donghae!” I called as I saw him alone without Changmin and Donghae. He looked at me calmly. Somehow, it makes me scared.

“Are you looking for Yunho?” He asked making me froze. Why he looks so cold?

“Do you saw him? Why didn’t he come to class? It’s been a week already!!” I asked anxiously. His lips curve an evil smirk.

“Are you even worried?” He asked making me startle.

“What do you mean?” I can feel my voice trembling. He fakes a chuckle.

“I know you Ara. I knew you so well, Go Ara.” He stares at me furiously. I look away.

“I don’t know what are you talking about!” I said calmly even though my heart is beating faster. He approach me making me tremble in fear. He stops

only a few inches from my face. I can feel his hot breath against my face.

“Listen Ara! I don’t know what you did but if you ever make Yunho and Jaejoong hurting anymore, I will never let you go. I had never forgot what you had

done to Yunho before and will never forget it, Remember that!” He hissed and walked away leaving me in blank. I’m so scared.  I touched my chest with

my palm. My heart is beating violently like it gonna jump out from my chest. Lee Donghae…you are really something else!

Hi everyone ! Sorry for the late update. Truthfully, I was having a temporary mental breakdown because my most favourite and loveable anime, Naruto has ended. God, no words can express how much it affect me since I grew up with them. They were a part of my life. I watched them since I was in elementary school and until now, I can’t let them go. And honestly, I hate the ending. I can’t ever accept the fact Sakura finally got Sasuke. Damn no!! She is so hella annoying and don’t deserve anyone. She was just keep making Naruto suffer with her obsession toward Sasuke eventho she knew Naruto has a crush with her. I hate such kind of person. I wish I had superpower to kill her!!! Rin is zillion times better than her and that’s makes me understand how her death affect Obito so much. She was amazing. And Sasuke is my first love. I love anime because of him. He pulled me into anime world. My first love ever. Honestly, Sasuke is the first man I had crush eventho he was an anime character :D

I’m not exaggerated but honestly, for a few weeks I couldn’t get concentrate on my study.  To my reader who also Naruto fans, I think you understand my feeling. This anime left a huge impact in my life. Means a lot to me.

Once again, sorry for the late update. Please have a fun reading this chapter. The first step to the new Kim Jaejoong. Sorry for the any mistake since English is not my main language. Kindly correcting me.