Jaejoong POV

He really love Ara back then, maybe more than he love me. My mind still can't get over our conversation last night. He looked

broken and in so much pain. He must be so hurt over the separation and it seem like he still can't fully accept it. But why Yunho?

You will feel so relief if you let go of those past. You just have to forget about her but it's looked like you still not ready to let her go

from your heart.OMG Kim Jaejoong, what are you thinking about?!! Get a hold of your self!! Stop being like that and try to

understand him. You are not in his place so you will never be able to fully understand him! It's true, maybe I will also being like

Yunho if I caught Yunho was cheating on me. No, no! I will go crazy. I will definitely going crazy!

"Hey, stop being crazy! You are creeping me out!" I was jumped in surprise hearing Heechul's sudden voice.

"Oh! Where's everyone?!" I looked around, finally realise there is only Heechul, Yoona and I in the class.

"The class is finally over and they all already went home." He blurted.

"Oh really...why didn't I realised it?!" I whispered.

"Well, since you are busy saying you will going crazy just now!" He mocked and it surprises me.

"I did?" I asked back. I thought I was talking inside my mind.

"Yes, Jae. What are you thinking about?" Yoona interrupt. Both of them stare at me curiously.

"Ah nothing. I’m just having a little dream." I lied.

"Yeah...whatever." Heechul said and stand up from his chair with me and Yoona follow him after.

As usual, I sit on the bench and swing my leg freely while waiting for Yunho.

"Waiting for your brother?" I quickly turned around. It was Siwon, on his motorbike.

"Eerr…yes." I was stuttered.

"Well, see you tomorrow. Good bye." He said and rides his motorcycle away. I waved my hand toward him, seeing him disappeared

from my sight. Lately, Siwon is not persistent as before and that's makes me enjoy being friend with him.

"Hey..." I flinch a bit hearing a girl voice. It must be Yoona but I thought she already went home.

"Yoo-!" My worst stuck in my throat while my eye goes widen as I saw the person in front of me. It was her.

"Are you...Jaejoong?" She asked but my words got stuck inside my throat. I was too shocked.

"Hi, I'm Go Ara. I'm pretty sure you already know me." She reach her hand in front of me.

"H-Hi, I'm Kim Jaejoong." I reached for her hand and I can feel my hand tremble when I touch her hand. She put a smile and takes a

seat beside me. What is she doing?  I'm suddenly got nervous. This Yunho's first love we talked about!

"So, you are Yunho's new lover?" She asked. I nodded my head slowly.

"Had he ever ed you?" She asked causing me to gasp.

"What are you talking about?" I rose up from my seat and look at her. She just calmly looked at me.

"So, it's mean he had done it." She smirked. Suddenly, she looked so evil.

"What are you trying to say?" I asked, finally getting irritated with her attitude.

"Leave him alone." She stated sternly and it really surprise me.

"What? No!" I almost got heart attack.

"It's better before you get hurt." She asked.

"What do you mean?" I narrowed my eyes.

"It had always been like that. Since we break up, he keeps using people to release his tension. He still can't get over the break up

thing." She explained.

"No! He's not like that and I knew he love me!" I blurted confidently.

"How did you so sure of that? Right...because he must be telling you numerous times and you on his bed? Or he even give

you give you a gift that have combination of both of your names on it?" She asked causing me to startle. She was right.

"Listen Jaejoong -ah..." She let out a heavy sigh.

"You are not the first person he ever did that and I'm sure there were a lot before you." She gets up from the bench.

"It doesn't matter for him because he still trying to replace me in his heart. You know....the first person he ever did." She continues

and I feel like I was stabbed by a sharp knife.

"I know him...better than you. So, I was asking you to let go before you get hurt." She said and walks away. I clench on my fist

tightly.

"Never." I blurted causing her to stop on her walks and turned around.

"I'm sorry to disappoint you but I will never let go off this relationship. I will never leave him like you ever did to him!" I said

confidently causing her to stare at me with speechless expression. Yes, I will never let him broke again.

"Hey, it's everything okay?" Yunho whispered against my hair, probably because I didn't said much since I came back from school.

Well, the truth is I still can't get over what Ara's said before. Even though I was so confident telling her that Yunho love me but the

part of my heart still unsure about it. It is true that I'm just like his another victim?

"Hey...you are ignoring me." He nagged. I let out a sigh and turned around, staring at his handsomely small face.

"Sorry." I apologised.

"What's wrong? Anything happened?" He asked with a concern. I shake my head, not have any mood to tell him about my meeting

with Ara.

"I'm just a bit tired. So, how the practice?" I asked, caressing his hair gently. He seems to love it when I did that.

"Much better. Everyone seems to be excited about the game." He said.

"Glad to hear that." I smiled.

"You will come?" He asked.

"Where?" I asked back, not understand.

"To my tournament." He said causing my jaw to drop.

"I can come?" I asked excitedly. It had always been my dream to see him in his basketball jersey, playing around on the court.

"Of course. It was an open game." He answered.

"I will come! I definitely will come!" I exclaimed happily. Oh my God, finally I can see him playing basketball. He must be greatly

amazing! I can't wait about that. He let out a laugh seeing my reaction causing me to frown. Am I really funny?

“You are so cute, baby. I love you.” He pecks my lip. His kiss really make me melt.

“I love you too.” I said.

Yunho POV

"Yunho, we really need to talk." I let out a heavy sigh as I heard her voice. Can she just ing stop making the thing become so

difficult?! I turn around to look at her. She moves forward and stops in front of me. I can smell her scent that I had loved so much

before.

"Then talk!" I ordered.

"Here?" She looked around the court. There are only two of us in the gym.

"Yes. I don't see any wrong about that." I said sternly. She takes a deep breath.

"I...still in love with you." She confessed. Damn it! I quickly turn around.

"Yunho, wait! I'm not lying!" She holds my hand, stopping me.

"I...was never forgetting about you since that day. You always had been in my heart for all the time." She confessed.

"Stop lying." I hissed.

"I do not!" She forced me to turn around and buried her face against my chest. I was startle and unable to do anything.

"I was...so devastated when you broke up with me. So I left to America with my parent hopping I will forget about you. But, I was

totally wrong because I realise I was wrong! I can't forget about you and I can't even live well without you. I need you." She sobs

against my chest.

"Then, why did you with him? Do you know how much it broke me?!" I hissed.

"I'm so sorry. I was so immature at that time. It is because I feel like you already lose interest on me and start to abandon me." She

said and it really makes me mad.

"But I don't!! I was just busy with my practice." I push her away from my body and stares at her face. Somehow, a part from my

heart is hurt seeing her crying.

"I know but it's my fault that I really need your attention and that time. I guess it because I love you so much and I can't stand with

that." She confessed. I was unable to say anything yet to do anything. I was confused and feeling lose.

I don't know how many times I let out a sigh today. But, I still tired of this thing. I still clearly remember her crying face before. She

looked so sad and miserable and it makes me feel like I just want to comfort her. I realised it was not entirely her fault. I admitted I

got obsessed with basketball and abandoned her. But, I really didn't notice she was suffered because of that. She was a nice and

cheerful girl back then. She always manages to make me laugh and happy being with her. I walk toward my drawer and take the

purple box inside of it. I bring it toward my bed and open it. They were still there. Pictures of us together. We looked so happy. I

couldn't help but curved a smile seeing her adorable face. Her cheerful personality really attracts me the most. I was jumped in

surprise when suddenly I heard someone open the door.

Instantly, I close the box and push it under my pillow.

"Yunho -ah, what are you doing?" Jaejoong was smiling nicely at me with his elephant doll.

"Ah nothing. I'm just lying on my bed." I lied. I'm so sorry, Jae.

"You didn't come into my room." He pouted and sits on my bed beside me. I get up and wrap my arm around his waist from behind.

"Sorry, I'm just have a little work." I kiss his exposed shoulder.

"It's okay!" He just smiles and turn around to peck my cheek. Oh God, what I am doing now? I already have Jaejoong and I should

stop thinking about Ara. Oh God, please help me!!

Hi ~~

Sorry for late update....I am reall sorry....

Please enjoy this chapter and sorry for any mistakes ~~~