Chapter 33

My feeling is not a bet!

 

 

Jaejoong POV

 

He seems happy lately and that's also makes me feel so happy. Seeing him smiling, it's like a blessing to me. I swing my leg freely at the bench.

Sigh, he was late as usual. Recently, he always fetches me at school a bit late than usual. I really don't wanna think more but I know, he always

been hanging out with Ara. Her scent had always lingering on his body. I will just keep telling myself that I had to be patience. I can't get mad and let

out relationship destroyed. I had to remind myself that they are just a friend.

"Sorry baby, I was a bit late." He apologised. I get inside the car and my caught the scent of Ara in his car.

"It's okay. It must be tough for your practice, right?" I forced a smile even though it’s still hurt so much.

"Yes!! Coach asked us to practice harder since the game is just in few days." He said but I don't even sure he was lying or not.

"Owh...I hope everything will be fine." I said. I don’t want to argue anymore. Its exhausted.

"Sure! You will come, right?" He asked.

"Of course!" I replied, smiling widely at him. My lovely Yunho.

 

 

I smile happily as I finish my homework. It's almost 12.am and I was so sleepy. Yunho didn't come to my room. Lately, he always stays at his room.

What is he doing?

I get up and pack up my book before going to my bed to take my elephant doll. That's mean, I am the one who should go to his room. I walked

outside my room and stop in front of his door. Then, I open the door and slightly peek inside. He was happily chatting through his phone at his

balcony. He seems so happy. Who is he talking with?

Slowly, I get inside his room and close the door. Luckily, he still does not notice my presence. I tipped toe and approach him. He laughs happily at

the phone. I pout a bit, he was so happy.

"I miss you too, Ara -ah." He said causing me to stop on my track. So, he was talking with Ara!

"Good bye, sweet dream. Okay my dear!" He hangs up the phone and turn around. His eyes open widely seeing me.

"Jae?!" He gasped.

"I...just come here." I lied.

"Really?! Did...you..." He stuttered, feeling so nervous.

"What's wrong, Yunho -ah? Who on that phone? Is that Donghae?" I pretend do not know.

"Err...yes, it's Donghae! He love to play a joke." He lied.

"Owh...he's must be funny." I said.

"Hahaa...kind of." He let out an awkward laugh. Yunho -ah...why did you lie to me?

 

 

I let out a sigh. I can't sleep. I roll my body and stare at his sleeping face. He was sleeping peacefully. I trace my hand along his defined jaw lines.

He was very handsome and Ara was so pretty. They make a perfect couple together. Aish, Jaejoong -ah...you should stop thinking like that!

 

 

 

Yunho POV

 

I was so shocked last night! I really didn't notice when he came inside my room. Fortunately, he didn't know I was talking with Ara through the

phone. I don't want him to think negative about us. Ara and I are a close friend and I admitted I was happy being with her but I was not cheating on

Jaejoong! I truly don't! I was jumped a surprise when suddenly I feel a ball was throwing at my . I turned around to see Ara was laughing so hard

at me.

"Ara -ah!!" I pretend to be mad. She stuck her tongue out at me.

"I will catch you!!" I yelled and run over her while she happily run away from me. Eventually, I caught her and wrap my arm around her waist.

"Let me go!" She is still laughing so hard. Then, I tickle around his waist causing she to lose her balance and fall on the floor with me on top of her.

Both of us stares at each other in shock.

"Sorry!" I abruptly get up from her body.

"It's funny." She giggled.

"Why?" I asked.

"You are blushing!" She said causing me to startle.

"I'm not!!" I snapped.

"Yes, you are!" She argued. I let out a sigh. I can't win with her. That evening, I send her home. It already being my routine and that's why, I was a

little late fetching Jaejoong. Luckily, he didn't suspect anything.

"Yunho -ah...please come at my house tonight." I let out a heavy sigh when Ara asked me.

"Ara -ah..." I sighed.

"It is because of Jaejoong?" She asked. I stay silent. She was right.

"So, we can ask him to join us together?" She asked, startle me.

"Ara -ah...Jaejoong is..." I was unable to form any words.

"Please...please..." She pleads. Oh gosh, I can't refuse her.

"Okay, I will come tonight!" I said causing her to smile widely.

"But, I don't think Jaejoong will come." I said.

"It's okay!" Thank you, Yunho -ah!" She hugs me and I gladly return her hug.

 

 

 

Jaejoong POV

 

I look at my calendar and realise tomorrow is the day of his game. He must been so nervous right now. So tonight, I will make him his favourite

foods. I get inside the kitchen and greet Aunty.

"Aunty, tomorrow is Yunho's game right?" I asked.

"Oh, you are right honey!! I almost forget about that." She said.

"I think...maybe we should make his favourite food tonight." I suggested.

"Sure! He must be so happy!!" Aunty said causing me to smile. Yunho must be happy. After that, we start prepare dinner which is all Yunho

favourite.

"Mom...Jae!" He suddenly called causing us to stop our work.

"I...I...have to go to practice tonight. Since tomorrow is my big game." Yunho said surprising me.

"But Yunho, you should take a rest. Mom and Jae are cooking your favourite food." Aunty said. He turns to look at me.

"I know...but the couch...he was so nervous. And as a captain, I also can just stay at home." He explained.

"Aunty, Yunho is right." I interrupted. I knew him so well. Nobody can stop him right now.

"Okay then...but don't back too late at night." Aunty said.

"Sure mom!! Err...bye and don't wait for me." He looks at me. I nod my head slowly. Honestly, I was disappointed.

"He usually doesn't practice at night before the game." Aunty sighed.

 

 

I rolled my body on his bed. It's already 2.am but he still doesn't come home. Where is he? I was so worried if anything happened to him! Moreover,

tomorrow is his big day. He should take a great care of himself. I reach for the phone beside his bed and dialled his number. It's weird that he

doesn't pick up it. There is no way he still on practice or maybe he was driving. I dialled once again and he finally picked up it.

"Hello?" My body went frozen when I heard Ara's voice. Why Yunho's phone was with her?

"Who is this? But sorry, Yunho is currently sleeping." She said causing me to speechless. Then, I heard Yunho mumbling through the phone.

That's mean, he was sleeping with her!

Instantly, I hang up the phone. There is no way...there is no way...they are sleeping together! I suddenly feel like want to cry. I clenched on  

Yunho's pillow against my body tightly and to my surprise, there is a purple box below it. A box that full of his memories with Ara.

So it's true...he really can't forget Ara. He was still in love with her. My heart aches so much and I can feel my body tremble. I bite on my lower lip

hardly until I can feel my own blood. My tears were fallen shamelessly from my eyes but that night, I didn't let out any voice out. It was so painful. I

lay my body on his bed, staring blankly at the wall. I can't sleep.

Why? Why t must be like this? I thought he love me but I was wrong. He did not love me. I just a thing he use to replace Ara and apparently I was no

longer important because Ara is already back. Yunho -ah...why you did this to me? How could you? Whatever I did, I still can't match with Ara. I

clench on the pillow tightly. I don't know that it's hurt so much. I was jumped in surprise when I heard the sound of door.

He finally comes back. I pretend to be asleep. I was too furious to ask him. I was already exhausted to fight and I don't want to stress him more

because tomorrow is his big day. The bed is moving a bit when he laid his body beside me.

"Good night." He pulls me into his embrace. This scent!! So, it was true that he was with Ara. I bite my lip hardly, trying to supress my cry. I must

keep hold on.

 

 

Today is the game. He was kissing me, asking me to support him and give him strength. I fake a smile.

"You will come, right?" He asked, staring at my face. I nod my head slowly. Then, he pulled me into his embrace.

"I was so nervous, Jae." He said but I keep silent.

"But, it doesn't matter as long as you are with me. I promise you I will win today!" He caress my back. I stay silent. He pulled away and stares at my

face.

"Why didn't you say anything?" He frowned.

"Good luck...Jung Yunho..." I fake another smile. He looks satisfied. You might want me to encourage you but the true is I'm sure you are asking

Ara the same thing.

I'm just a thing.

 

 

 

 

Sorry for the short chapter...

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jjliss #1
Chapter 39: I came back hoping an update T_T we miss you author ssi
meechan35 #2
I am back again.
kamali
#3
I really hope you'll continue this fic someday author ssi...... this is one of my favorite yunjae fic..... and thank you for your hardwork so far..... hwaiting!
meechan35 #4
I really miss this story. Plz come back.
meechan35 #5
Plz dont abandon this story.
faithot5 #6
i reread it!!!and i still miss this fic~
faithot5 #7
Chapter 39: i miss this fic soo much!!! please come back,author nim~!
aenkr28 #8
I know you are busy and such, but please come back soon and update this story. It's been JUST over a year since you updated, and I didn't notice until I choose to re-read it. I really missed it, so come back please. Of course no pressure.
meechan35 #9
This is a good story. Please.do not abandeon it.
hyeonjungie #10
Chapter 39: I read this story up to this point like 16 times now ㅠ.ㅠ plz update