Yunho POV

I keep glance at him along our ride to his school. He didn't say anything and keep looking at the window. I'm sure he must be so shock

because of incident last night. But, I can't blame him. It was so sudden. I remember about my plan last night. It was perfect until she

came. I really don't expect to see her there and ready to face her. I was supposed to tell Jaejoong about my first love and that's why I

bring him there. I want to tell everything and I want to let go off everything. I just want him in my life. I want to let go off my past at where

it was started but everything turned upside down when she came. I can't control emotion and Jaejoong was the victim. I was so sorry.

We finally reached at his school.

"I...will go now." He uttered and turns to open the car door but I stopped his hand.

"I'm sorry." I apologised causing him to look at me.

"I...really don't know she was there. I'm so sorry." I said but to my surprise, his eyes soften and his lip curved a beautiful smile.

"It's okay." He said.

"I...know she was your first love but Yunho -ah, it really doesn't matter to me. She was your past and I was ready to accept her

because I didn't have any right to throw her away from your memories. The most important to me is you love me." He explains. Oh God,

he was so nice and kind.

"Thank you, Jaejoong -ah!" I said. Then, he leans forward until our lip just an inch apart.

"I love you so much, my first love." He whispered and caught my lip. I was gladly returning his kiss.

"Donghae..." I called as we are in the class. He turns to look at me.

"I...met Ara last night." I said and his eyes go widen.

"What?! But how?!" He asked.

"I...brought Jaejoong to the place where Ara and I had our first date and...she was there." I answered.

", no!" He cursed. I let out a heavy sigh.

"How's Jae?" He asked.

"He...okay. He was so nice and understanding. He gladly accepts my past and don't make any fuss about that." I smiled.

"Whoah...I didn't expect that." He said.

"Me too...but I was very glad that he did." I confessed. It was such a relief.

"So, how's now?" He asked.

"It doesn't matter anymore because I love Jae. And that's the most important." I said confidently.

"Glad to hear that, friend." Donghae smiled. Yeah...I should just let go off my past. This is my new happiness and I should keep holding

on it.

"Okay everyone, stop chatting." The whole class immediately keep their mouth shut as soon as hearing Madam Yoobin's voice. Well,

she was indeed scary.

"Today, we are gonna have a new student." She said.

"Girl or boy?!" One of the students asked but automatically went silent seeing Madam Yoobin's furious glare.

"Girl." She answered sternly.

"Please come in." She looked at the door. My body froze and I can feel my blood rushing throughout my body as I saw her. She is Ara.

"Hi, my name is Go Ara and I just come back from America. Nice to meet you all." She introduced causing most of the boy's eyes open

widely. Some of them practically whistle happily. But, I clearly can see she was glancing at me.

"No , she was in you class!!" Changmin cursed. I just keep silence, unable to think or saying anything. My mind goes blank.

"Well...it doesn't matter right?" Donghae forced a laugh.

"Of course it is, she is Yunho's ex girlfriend." Yoochun interrupt.

"So what?!" I rose from my seat and yelled madly causing all of the students in the cafeteria to look at us.

"Whoah...Yunho, calm down." Yoochun said.

"!" I cursed and turn around. I just need to disappear from here. I need to calm myself before I broke Yoochun's face.

"Yunho?!" My body froze as I feel someone hold my hand. And I knew so well it was her. I shot her a glare and shrugged my hand from

her grip harshly. She looked a bit shock. I walk away.

"Yunho -ah..." She rush over me.

"Don't you ever dare call my name!" I hissed and leave her in shock. Oh gosh, why this so frustrating? Why did she have to appear in

front of me again?

All of my teammates already looked very exhausted but I ignore it and still continue on practice.

"Yunho -ah..." One of them panted heavily and bowing down, holding his knee to support his weight.

"What? You can't continue anymore?!" I shot him a furious glare causing him to gulp down.

"Yunho -ah, just stop. Most of your teammates already tired like a hell. We don't want any of them to fall sick before the tournament,

remember?" Coach approaches me and patted my shoulder. I take a deep breath and nod my head.

"Practice is over for today but please keep it up. You all can dismiss." I said sternly and most of them sigh in relief. But, I don't really

feel at going home yet. So, I grab and the ball and throwing in in the net.

"Yunho -ah, don't want to come home yet?" I turned around. Changmin, Yoochun and Donghae were looking at me.

"Not yet. I want to play a little more." I said.

"Okay. See you tomorrow." Donghae said and walked away with Changmin and Yoochun. Now, I was alone.

"You had always been like this." I let the ball fall from my hand as I heard that voice.

"What are you doing here?" I pick up the ball again and throw it, still not looking at her.

"I come to meet you. We need to talk." She said.

"We don't have anything to talk and just shut the off." I said sternly and I know she was startle. I let out a heavy sigh and turn

around.

"Get out from here." I said, a little soft.

"No. Not until we talk." She said, staring deeply into my eyes.

"!" I cursed and throw away the ball before walks away.

"Yunho -ah, please listen to me!" She managed to grab my hand, stopping me.

"Don't touch me!" I yelled and pulled away my hand harshly. She seems surprise and honestly, I hate to see that.

"Ara, what do you want?" I asked, getting irritated with her persistent behaviour.

"You." She answered, startle me. How dare she?

"You definitely won't." I walk away.

"Because of him?" She asked causing me to stop.

"It is because your new lover?!" She asked and that's struck me in shock.

"Don't you ever dare talk about him!" I hissed and walk away leaving her alone. I totally can't accept if she ever talks bad about

Jaejoong. He was nothing in this fight.

"Sorry, I was a bit late." I apologised and he get into the car.

"It's okay. It must be tough for you since the tournament is next week." He stated.

"Not really." I said.

"Because I have you." I continued and peck his cheek. He quickly looked down, blushing. Yes, I already have him and it's more than

enough for me.

Jaejoong POV

I'm was very happy and our relationship still going well. He was still the same, romantic as usual. I get inside his room and bounce on

his bed. I smile when my nose caught the scent of him. Of course, his bed smiling like him. It was a manly scent and always makes me

going crazy for him. It was an full of aura. He was in his bathroom. Why everytime I come into his room, he always in his bathroom?

Why I never saw he studying? Suddenly, I get an idea. I get up from his bed and walk toward his study table. I go through the aisle of

all of his book. Mostly about engineering study. It must be boring. And suddenly, I remember about the small purple box in his drawer?

What's in that and it get me curious. I open his drawer and there is it, a small purple box. Slowly, I open it case and my mouth open in

gasp as I saw numerous picture of him and Ara. They looked so happy together and they still look young at that time. Both of them still

in their high school uniorm. So, they must be lover for a long time. I take one of the picture and I can't help to feel jealous when I saw

Yunho was smiling happily with Ara in his arm. To be honest, I had never saw Yunho smile like that before. He must be so happy at that

time but why they did break up? I put down the picture on the box and my eyes suddenly caught somthing shiny inside it. It was a

beautiful ring. I take it and and I gulp down as I read the name curved on it. 'YUNARA'. My mind automatically remember about the 

necklace he gave me at Bora-bora Island. I put down the ring and close the box and also the drawer. I take a deep breath, trying to

remove the bitter feeling inside me. Whatever it is, I'm still the second one.

"Hey, what are you doing there?" I jumped in surprise when I heard his voice. I didn't even realise the sound of door. I turned around

and faked a smile.

"I'm just looking at your books. I never know about your study." I said. He smiled and walk toward me.

"Believe me, it's really boring." He said.

"Believe me, I already knew that." I said.

"Really? How did you know?" He steps forward and stop just a few inch from my body.

"Why do you want to know?" I whispered and he comes forward, lift me up on his study table.

"Because...I was curious everything about you." He whispered and stare at the my face.

"This skin...why it was so smooth?" He caress my cheek.

"This lips...why it was so soft?" He trace his thumb over my lip while my eyes practically follow his moves. Then, he let out a chuckle

and pulled away before leaning forward, slowly, putting lie head on my shoulder. I caress his back, suddenly he looked like an adorable

child.

"Yunho -ah..." I called.

"Hmm..." He hummed.

"Can I ask something?" I asked, asking for his permission first. I don't want the same thing to happen again.

"What is it?" He asked back. I take a deep breath.

"Why did you break up with Ara?" I let the question come out from my mouth. His body automatically stiff against my body. He let out a

heavy sigh and pulled away.

"Yunho -ah, please tell me." I grab his hand before he manages to walk away. I have a right to know it and he can't always run from it

forever.

"Why do you want to know?" He throws back my words.

"Because I want to know everything about you!" I said, rise my voice a bit. He stares at me for a while.

"Please...I am your lover, right? So please don't treat me like a stranger." I plead.

"I know this is hard for you but you can share with me. Just let it go from your mind." I caress his cheek tenderly. His eyes went soften

and he lifts me up from his table, carefully putting me down on his bed. He takes a seat beside me. I reach for his hand and squeeze it

gently, giving him a little strength.

"I...love her so much." He begins and I gulp down. I have to be strong. It was all his past.

"We are being a lover since we are in the high school. Honestly, I feel like it was a paradise to me. Being in her embrace, kissing her

lips. At that time, I swear she was my happiness and my future wife." He stated. Be strong, Kim Jaejoong!

"We graduated from high school and enter the college. I was selected as our college's basketball captain and I was so happy at that

time because I really love basket ball. She was happy for me but then, she started to nag at me for abandoned her. But, I don't! It's not

my intention to abandon her." His voice started to change. I caress shoulder gently, trying to ease his anger.

"The tournament is just around the corner and it was my first ing game!" His body start to shaking.

"We have a big fight and I rarely meet her because of my practice. During my game, she was not there. I won but I feel not happy. I left

my group and searching for her but later I know, she was ing with our enemy's captain." He clench on his fist tightly. Slowly, I take

his hand and kissing it tenderly. He look at me and force a smile.

"I break up with her and she follows her parent to America. We lost contact. But, now she comes back Jaejoong -ah." He looked  

broken. 

"It's okay, you already have me remember?" I said. He stares at my face for a while.

"Don't ever you dare cheating on me, Jaejoong -ah." He said. I pulled him into my embrace and caress his back smoothly. This is my

first time seeing him broken and it hurt my heart so much.

"I will never do that, Yunho! I will only love you forever." I whispered againts his ear. Now, I understand why he got so mad when I was

getting closer with Siwon especially when he start his practice. He was afraid. But Yunho -ah, I'm not her. I was different because I love

you so much and I never think of cheating of you. Please believe in me....