Chapter 8

My feeling is not a bet!

 

 

Jaejoong POV

 

It's been three days after the incident at the beach. I had been avoiding him as much as possible. I always tried to ignore him when he intends to talk to me. I still do not get over the fact I had let him embrace me at the beach last days. I was so ashamed to face him. However, I can't avoid him when we are in car. Anyways, I still have to go to school with him.

"Hey." He called, causing me to startle.

"What?!" I asked, still looking at the window.

"Are you...avoiding me?" He finally asked. Oh god, what should I answer?

"No. Of course not!" I choose to lie.

"Well...we rarely talk after the day at the beach." He said and obviously he was right.

"I thought we are." I replied, trying to sound normal.

"Apparently it's not!!" He snapped a bit louder causing me to flinch. I turn to look at him and notice his eyes went darkened. The atmosphere between us suddenly went silence and I can feel the tense there.

"It is because I was hugging you at the sea?" He asked and I know I was dead. I keep silence, unable to answer anything.

"I'm sorry...I thought we are having fun. I thought you are enjoying it. I didn't even realise you hate it." He said, causing me to look down.

"I just wanna be your friend." He continued and I can tell he was sincere.

"Sorry...I just...not being used." I uttered slowly.

"Then, what are used at? Tell me so I can know." He snapped and I keep silence. I truly don't know.

"Sorry...I got carried away. Perhaps I was not a suitable friend for you. Maybe I should go away from you so you will be comfortable." He said.

"Please don't!" I was shocked with my own words.

"I...like to be your friend…" I quickly looked down and played with my finger. My usual habit whenever I was nervous. I can see he was smiling beside me.

"Well, I also love you. I mean I love to be your friend." He said, immediately correcting his words. I swear I can hear my heart beat. It was beating so fast like it gonna jump off my chest. Those words affect me so much!

 

 

Yunho Pov

 

"Yunho!" I was jumped in surprise when suddenly Changmin shouted against my ears.

"What the hell?!" I yelled a bit mad.

"Well, I did call you many times before. I thought your ears went deaf." Changmin mocked. I saw Donghae and Yoochun were staring at me in wonder.

"Sorry guys...I was spacing out..." I apologise.

"What's wrong Yunho?" Donghae patted my shoulder.

"It's nothing." I lied.

"It is because of Jaejoong?" Yoochun suddenly asked causing me to startle. How did this guy manage to read my mind?

"No." I replied. I don't have any mood to tell them.

"Tell me, did you already him?" Changmin asked, shocking me.

"What the ?!" I yelled. I don't know why I was angry?!

"Whoah....take it easy man!" Changmin blurted, probably shock with my sudden burst.

"Sorry..." I apologise and wipe my face with my palm. I just can't tell them.

 

"Jaejoong -ah..." I called.

"Do you ever have fall in love?" I was shock with my own question. I don't know why but I was scared of his answer. Afraid if already have one.

"Nope." He replied shortly and I feel so relaxed.

"Do you believe in love?" I asked. He keeps silent for a while.

"I do. I do believe true love." He said. I do realise how pure and innocent his heart. And the bet is already long forgotten. I just want to know about him more.

"True love?" I asked. I admitted it sound non-logic to me. There is no such love at nowadays.

"Someday, I will meet that person and that person will be the first and the last person I had loved." He answered and it struck me. I lost my words.

"Do you...already meet that person?" I asked. My heart was beating faster, waiting for his answer.

"Not yet but I know I will." He turn to look at me give me a smile. A smile that makes me lost.

"What will you do when you meet that person?" I asked.

"I will tell that person I that I love him so much and I will do anything to make that person happy." He answered and I smiled.

"What if that person suddenly cheated on you or he just wanna play with your feeling? What will you do?" I asked. Why I was asking that?

"I...don't know." He looked down and it makes me startle.

 

He was so ing innocent and pure and I don't know why it distracts me so much. I should just focus on my bet. Makes him fall in love with me, him and breaking up with him after that! But, why it was so difficult and complicated. I just can't...can't imagine if I was that person! How bad he will cry and most importantly how horrible it must affect him? Ugh, what must I do?!

 

 

Jaejoong POV

 

"Jae darling, I miss you so much!!!" I was suddenly got pulled into someone embrace as I was stepped in the class.

"Jae!" That person pulled away and it was Heechul, no surprise!

"Let's go to your seat!" He pulled my wrist and drags me towards my seat. Then, he quickly push my body down on my chair.

"Heechul, calm down okay!" Yoona snapped.

"Tell me! Tell me! Tell me!" He asked me so eager, like a child who want a piece of candy.

"About what?" I asked even know I knew so well.

"Oh gosh Jae, of course it's about Jung Yunho! Why would I want to know about you?" He blurted. I let out a heavy sigh.

"He's fine." I answered shortly.

"What? Tell me more details!!" Heechul asked, clearly not satisfied.

"Heechul, cut it off! Jae, are you okay?" Yoona snapped and turn to look at me. She give me a warm smile.

"I'm fine." I smiles back at her. Truthfully, I don't have any mood to tell them anything.

 

"Are you...avoiding me?" He finally asked. Oh god, what should I answer?

"No. Of course not!" I choose to lie.

"Well...we rarely talk after the day at the beach." He said and obviously he was right.

"I thought we are." I replied, trying to sound normal.

"Apparently it's not!!" He snapped a bit louder causing me to flinch. I turn to look at him and notice his eyes went darkened. The atmosphere between us suddenly went silence and I can feel the tensed.

"It is because I was hugging you at the sea?" He asked and I know I was dead. I keep silence, unable to answer anything.

"I'm sorry...I thought we are having fun. I thought you are enjoying it. I didn't even realise you hate it." He said, causing me to look down.

"I just wanna be your friend." He continued and I can tell he was sincere.

"Sorry...I just...not being used." I uttered slowly.

"Then, what are used at? Tell me so I can know." He snapped and I keep silence. I truly don't know.

"Sorry...I got carried away. Perhaps I was not suitable friend for you. Maybe I should go away from you so you will be comfortable." He said.

"Please don't!" I was shocked with my own words.

"I...like to be your friend…" I quickly looked down and played with my finger. My usual habit whenever I was nervous. I can see he was smiling beside me.

"Well, I also love you. I mean I love to be your friend." He said, immediately correcting his words.

 

I can't help but keep thinking about our conversation in the car before. He was right. He just wanna be my friend but I makes it become so complicated. What's wrong with me? Why can I be friend with him as I did to Heechul? Why can't I let him hug me but I can accept it whenever Heechul did? What makes him different from other person? Ugh, I don't even know anymore. I was never like this before. Nanny, please help me!

 


 

"Ah, welcome back you two!!" Aunty yelled happily as we stepped in the house.

"Mom, you are so noisy." Yunho snorted and walks to his room. He was a bit different. The entire ride on the way back home, he was so silence.

"Oh, stop there dear." Aunty speak up and he stop.

"We are gonna watching movie at the living room tonight." She squeals happily. Oh my goodness, she was so hyper!

"Have a fun. I'm not interested. I'm not!" He said sternly and walks away.

"What's wrong with him?" She turns to look at me and I shake my head.

"I guess it's okay. Now, take a bath and change your clothes, Jae. Then, come here at the living room okay." She ordered.

"Okay, Aunty." I smiled and walk away towards my room.

I close the door and bounce on my bed. What's wrong with him? It is because of the conversation in the car before? Suddenly, I feel so guilty and depressed. I should take a bath and relax myself.

 

 

Yunho POV

 

Oh great Yunho, now you are acting like PMS woman?! I shouldn't care about this any feeling anymore! I should just care and focus about my bet. Yes, that's what the Almighty Jung Yunho should do! Wonder what they might watch right now? I open my door and walks away, heading to living room. Whoah...it's really dark. I  notice mom and dad was sitting on the floor beside each other while Jaejoong was sitting on the couch alone behind them. He was busy munching the cookies in his hand while his eyes staring at the television. He looked absorbed. It's was adorable sight. Yunho, how many times you did call him adorable? I walk slowly and take a seat beside him. He looked surprise.

"How was the movie?!" I asked and stepped closer to him, intend to takes one of the cookies on the bowl at his hand. To my surprise he didn't move away.

"It was great." He answered and I turn to look at the screen. Oh yeah, it's Twilight third sequel, Eclipse. Fantastic love story, I guess.

"Do you like this movie?" I asked, eyes still looking at the screen.

"It's great! I had never watched it before." He answered surprising me.

"What? Don't tell me you didn't ever hear about Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse and Breaking Down?" I stated in shock.

"Nope. What are them?" He asked and I couldn't help but smile.

"Jae...you are really amusing me." I shake my head and he turn to look at me. His expression was very cute.

"What do you mean, Yunho?" He asked, curiously.

"Yunho, you are here?!" Dad suddenly turns to look at us.

"Yup!" I answered, still munching the cookies.

"Ugh, I think we are gonna go to sleep first. Well, your mom..." He turns to look at my mom who was sleeping comfortably on his lap.

"It's already expected." I blurted.

"We are gonna go. Good night both of you and have a fun." Dad lift mom in his hand and walked to their room leaving us alone.

"Good night Uncle." Jaejoong managed to greet.

 

 

Now it's just both us here.

"She always likes that. Asking us to watch movie with her but fell asleep in the middle of movie." I stated.

"Maybe Aunty is tired. She should get a rest." Jaejoong replied.  Eventually, the atmosphere between us went silence. I turn to look at him and notice he was playing with his finger. He was nervous.

"Jae/Yunho?" Both of us speak simultaneously and looked at each other in shock.

"What?" It's happened again and both of us couldn't help but smile.

"You first." I suggested.

"Emm...you know...about our conversation in the car this morning, I was so sorry. I shouldn't act like that towards you. I shouldn't have negative perspective towards you. I am...really sorry." He said causing me to startle. Both of us went silent. I take a deep breath and release.

"It's okay. I understand. In the first place, I admitted it was my fault. You and I...were different. You are from the place, far from this modern city, opposite from me. I should take notice of that instead forcing on you." I said but what surprise me is I can feel I was sincere.

"Yunho -ah...you still wanna be my friend instead of this different?" He asked.

"Of course. I wanna be your friend, more than that." I answered and he keeps silence, probably shock with my words.

"Jae, I mean your best friend not just an ordinary friend. Look, we live in the same house...shouldn't we be more close?" I said, immediately correcting my words.

"Sure!" He looks at me and gives a wide smile causing me to fluster a bit.

 

 

Both of us turn to watch the movie. Everything went back like before. We chat with each other, mostly about school and my college. Of course, there was countless lie.

How can I tell him about my usual self, clubbing, spending night with different girls at hotel, skipping, drinking...never! Suddenly his eyes were glued at the screen and it makes me wonder. I turn to look at screen and saw the scene where Edwward and Bella was kissing passionately on the bed. He quickly looked down and I smirked.

"Have you ever kiss?" I asked and he abruptly lifting his head, staring at me.

"N-no!" He blurted and I turn to look at him.

"You are sixteen." I said.

"I know and what's the problem with that?" He snapped, a bit embarrass I guess.

"It's not normal." I smirked, teasing him.

"Shut up, I want to watch this movie peacefully." He said and quickly looks at the screen. Unfortunately, the kiss scene still not ended.

"Yeah...keep watching people kissing, learn how to do it baby." I mocked.

"Ugh, I'm going to bed. Good night!" He abruptly stand up, walking pass me.

"Hey, it's still not ended. You will regret it." I pulled his wrist causing him to stumble on my lap.

"Yunho?!" He gasped in shock at our position now. He was sitting on my lap while I was wrapping his waist from behind.

"Yunho, let go off me." He struggle to release but I hold stronger.

"Sshshhh..." I whispered against his ear causing him to stop.

"Look at that. You want me to teach you?" I blow a hot breath over his ear. I can see his skin hairs were standing out on his neck.

"You are sick!" He nudges me with his elbow making me to let go off him.

"Never!" He stuck out his toungue and quickly running away to his room.

"We will see about that, baby." I smirked arrogantly.

 

 

Jaejoong POV

 

"Stupid! Stupid Yunho!" I curse furiously as I close my door room. How could he? How dare he do that to me?! I stomp my foot on the floor harshly and bounce on my bed, staring at the ceiling above me."Look at that. You want me to teach you?" Oh my god, how ashamed!! Kim Jaejoong, don't ever you dare to think about that!!!

 

 

 

 

 

 

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jjliss #1
Chapter 39: I came back hoping an update T_T we miss you author ssi
meechan35 #2
I am back again.
kamali
#3
I really hope you'll continue this fic someday author ssi...... this is one of my favorite yunjae fic..... and thank you for your hardwork so far..... hwaiting!
meechan35 #4
I really miss this story. Plz come back.
meechan35 #5
Plz dont abandon this story.
faithot5 #6
i reread it!!!and i still miss this fic~
faithot5 #7
Chapter 39: i miss this fic soo much!!! please come back,author nim~!
aenkr28 #8
I know you are busy and such, but please come back soon and update this story. It's been JUST over a year since you updated, and I didn't notice until I choose to re-read it. I really missed it, so come back please. Of course no pressure.
meechan35 #9
This is a good story. Please.do not abandeon it.
hyeonjungie #10
Chapter 39: I read this story up to this point like 16 times now ㅠ.ㅠ plz update