Chapter 9

My feeling is not a bet!

 

 

Jaejoong POV

 

I keep looking at the window, watching random people outside. Some of the students are walking and chatting happily with each other along the way to school. Suddenly, my eyes spot a sight of a couple walking while holding hand each other. The girl was laughing happily as her boyfriend keep talking to her. It was so romantic and I couldn't help but feel a bit jealous. When will I experience such kind of situation? I know a part of my heart want it? Want to feel being loved! Want to feel the beauty of love? But who will be that person? Who will I love? Who will hold my hand? I closed my eyes and suddenly Yunho's image appears in my mind. What?! I abruptly opens up my eyes.

"Hey!" I flinch a bit hearing my name was called.

"What?" I asked, panted.

"Are you okay?" Yunho turn to look at me. Maybe because of my voice tone.

"Ugh, I'm fine." I lied and turn to look at window. Kim Jaejoong, what are you thinking? There is no way...no way!

"Do you mind?" He asked causing me to look at him in wonder.

"Do you mind if I turn on the radio? I don't like silence." He said and I nod my head. Of course, we haven't talked anything since this morning.

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"Love in the ice!!" I scream loudly causing Yunho to abruptly turn to look at me.

"Jae, what's happen?" He asked in horror. Perhaps, he thought something horrible happened.

"It's TVXQ, yunho! Dong Bang Shinki!" I squeal excitedly.

"What? What's that?" He asked curiously.

"Oh my God Yunho, you don't know about them?" I stare at him with wide eyes. Maybe I was a village boy, but I still know about the most popular group ever.

"I...don't." He answers bluntly.

"Yunho, you are so pitiful! Can I turn the radio a bit loud?" I asked and stares at him hopefully.

"Sure." He answered. His expression was blank, probably still surprise with my sudden burst.

I quickly turn the volume louder and smiling like idiot, hearing Uknow, Hero, Changmin, Xiah and Micky beautiful voice. These 4 minutes was really felt like a heaven for me. I had been admiring them for almost five year. The sad thing is I had never bought their album, poster, magazines or even any of their goodies. I only just hear their song from my old radio and saw their pictures at the shop. I slow down the volume after the song ended and keep giggling happily.

"You really like them?" Yunho asked me.

"Of course I am! I am their loyal fans!" I answered proudly and he smiled a bit.

"What's their name?" He asked.

"TVXQ! Makes sure you remember it!" I stated sternly.

"Hmmm...I will. TVXQ..." He whispered.

 

 

Yunho POV

 

"TVXQ...TVXQ...TVXQ" Without realise, my mind keep remembering their name. The lecturer in front is already long forgotten. I just don't want to forget their name. But, why should I? "TVXQ! Makes sure you remember it!" Jaejoong words suddenly flashing out in my minds and I couldn't help but smile thinking how adorable he is? I have never expecting this side of him.

"Jung Yunho!" I jumped in surprise when suddenly my name was shouted loudly. l look up and saw the lecturer was staring at me fiercely.

"Me?" I asked, a bit startled.

"Yes, you!" She pointed at me, lowering her thick glasses a bit.

"Mind telling me the answer of this question since I saw you keep smiling back there." She asked sternly. Oh crap, I'm dead.

"Err...what the question again?" I asked and I can see she was mad.

"What is the name of -?” Her words were cut off as I shouted TVXQ loudly. The whole hall is practically staring at me in shock. Girls suddenly went crazy, squealing happily. Apparently, I'm the only one who didn't know about them?

"Yunho, what's the hell with you?" Donghae hissed at me. He looked so ashamed with me.

"Ehem!" The lecturer cleared with loud voice causing everyone to shut up.

"Yunho, please makes sure you are not dreaming in my lecture. Keep that in your mind next time." She warned sternly and turn to look at the slide. I let out a heavy sigh. Oh my God, what's wrong with me?

 

"Yunho?! Yunho?!" Yoochun called my names repeatedly, annoy me. Can he see that I'm currently busy right now?

"What?" I replied lazily, eyes keep looking at my phone. Oh, so they debuted at 2003 and they were already 10 years old! How can I do not know about them?

"Yunho!!" Changmin called and I turn to look at them.

"Hey guys, do you ever heard about TVXQ?" I asked and they stare at me with wide eyes. Changmin, the first time in my life I see him choke on his food.

"Yunho, you are not joking right?" Donghae blurted.

"No, I'm not! Just tell me, have you ever heard about them?" I asked, getting irritated. It is only me who didn't know about them?

"Of course, they are the most popular group in from South Korean and practically over the world!" Yoochun answered and I let out a sigh. How can I?

"Yunho -ah...what's wrong with you? Why did you suddenly asked about them?" Changmin asked curiously.

"He did shouted TVXQ in the middle of class and it's Madam Hyori class." Donghae interrupt.

"Oh crap Yunho..." Changmin shakes his head dramatically.

"Well, Jaejoong told me to remember it!" I defended causing their eyes went narrowed.

"What?" I asked bluntly.

"It is because of Jaejoong that you suddenly asked about them?" Yoochun asked.

"Yes, he was squealing excitedly in my car when their song suddenly appears on the radio!" I answered.

"No wonder...this group is greatly love by their fans." Yoochun said.

"Are they...really great?" I asked. Suddenly, I feel bitter.

"Yeah, they know were really great doing performance and plus, they are so good looking." Donghae answered. Oh yeah...

 

"Baby!!" Four of us jumped in surprise when suddenly Tiffany comes out behind me. She casually sits on my lap and wrapping her arm around my neck.

"I love you so much, baby." She pecks my lip.

"Me too." I lied.

"I didn't know that you were too sweet. It is because of me?" She asked and I stare at her in wonder.

"Oh baby, don't pretend to be forget. I know you are suddenly shouted TVXQ in the middle of class because you miss me. You know I was a fan of them. I'm sorry I'm abandoned you for a long time but I really get mad at you for leaving me at hotel few days ago. I'm sorry, okay?" She pouted cutely. Oh crap, what I'm gonna do with this girl?

"You forgive me?" She asked cutely and I nodded my head slowly.

"Of course baby." I said and she squeal happily while Changmin, Donghae and Yoochun rolling their eyes annoyance.



 

 

"Baby, let's go home!" Tiffany once again suddenly popped out in front of me. I looked at her in wonder.

"Well, my driver couldn't fetch me today because he suddenly fall sick. He is already old and I don't know why dad still doesn't fire or replace him. You will send me home, right?" She fluttering her long eyelashes cutely. I take a deep breath.

"Sure baby. Let's go." I force a smile.

"Tiffany..." I called once we are in the car.

"Yes, baby?" She looked up at my face.

"Well...uhm, how about I take you to CD shop? Maybe I can buy you TVXQ's album for you? To payback because I did left you alone at the hotel?" I asked, thinking maybe I should buy for Jaejoong and Tiffany might be useful.

"Aww...so sweet!!! I like it!!!" Tiffany yelled excitedly. I smile wider.

 

We finally reached to the mall and Tiffany immediately dragging me to one of the biggest CD's shop in this mall.

"Here baby. They sell a lot of Korean's album and most importantly all of TVXQ's album." She explained eagerly.

"Oh great...maybe you should tell me a bit about them. About their albums." I requested and she stares at me in wonder.

"Well...I want to know about more about your favourite group." I winked.

"Oh baby, I love you so much!" She pecks my lip and smiling happily.

 

"May I help both of you?" Suddenly a female worker comes out.

"Oh shut up, we don't need you. Don't ever think of seducing my boyfriend." Tiffany snapped and quickly dragged me away. I turn to look at her and winked causing her to blush. Jung Yunho, nobody can refuse you! We finally get out of that shop after thirty minutes and I ended buying all their album from their first debut. Hearing Tiffany mumbling about them is really frustrating but that's the only choice I had and now, I can bragging proudly in front of Jaejoong.

"Baby?" Tiffany called and I turn to look at her.

"Why did you bought all their albums?" She asked curiously.

"Well, I wanna hear their song and watch some of their performance. I want to know more about them so that, I can be a good boyfriend to you." I lied and I know I was good. Of course because of Jaejoong. Jaejoong, you are really making me crazy.

"Baby, you are so nice." Tiffany smiled happily. If only she know...

 

I take a deep breath and fixing my appearance. I am currently standing in front of Jaejoong's room. Okay Yunho, time to act! I knock his door and get no response. Is he already sleeping? I knocked once again and waited of a while. Why he was so late? I reached for his knob and spin it. Thank God, it was not locked. I could die waiting outside. I walk inside his room and close the door. My ears caught the sound of shower in his bathroom and now I know why he was late. He was taking a shower. I bounce on his bed and looked around. His room was indeed clean and neat like a girl room. There were aisle for his dolls mostly of his elephant dolls. What is he? Elephant maniac? I lay my body on his bed and my nose caught the smell his scent hat lingering on his bed. It smells like vanilla and violet. It was so nice causing me to close my eyes, mesmerized it deeply.

"Argh!!!" My eyes abruptly open, hearing the voice of someone screaming. I jolted up from his bed and saw Jaejoong was staring at me in horror. He was with only towel wrapping around his waist, covering his lower part. His hands were crossing against his chest, probably trying to cover his chest. I don't know why but I was standing motionless watching him. I couldn't take my eyes from staring at his beautiful skin. It was still wet due to water dripping from his wet hair. And I gulp my saliva down seeing the pink s perking from his hands. My heart automatically is beating faster.

"Yunho, what are you doing here?!!!" He throws the elephant doll on the table toward me and quickly turn around, showing his delicious back view for me.

"Sorry...I am so sorry."  I quickly walk away to his door.

"Wait!" He shouted, still not looking at me and I stop my step.

"Is there something you want to say?" He asked.

"I...want to show you something. Will you come into my room after this?" I asked.

"Su-sure." He replied.

"I will wait for you in my room. Take your time." I quickly get outside his room.

"Holy crap..." I whispered and lean my body against the wall. My still do not stop beating faster. I closed my eyes and his images still clearly appear in mind. Jung Yunho, calm down. You have seen people countless times!

 

"Tuk! Tuk!" It's him! I quickly open the door and there he is. He was wearing a long T-shirt reached to his knee, revealing his beautiful leg. I quickly looked away.

"May I?" He asked.

"Sure!" I said and move aside, allow him to enter my room. He looked around and maybe he was shocked to see how clean it is compared to the last time he entered.

"Have a seat." I patted the empty space beside me on my bed. He looked up and walks to sit beside me.

"What that you want to show me?" He asked, swinging his beautiful leg freely causing me to gulp.

"Ah yes. Close your eyes." I said and he stares at me curiously.

"Jae, close your eyes." I said, a bit serious and he finally did.

I walk to my table and take off the plastic on it, revealing all the album I had bought.

"Open your eyes, Jae." I asked and he opens his eyes slowly.

"Ta da!!" I yelled happily and his eyes practically open wider also his mouth.

"Surprise?" I asked.

"Yunho?" He looked at me, still shocked. I take his hand and dragged him toward the table.

"It's all for you." I said and he looked at me in shock.

"Yunho...I...I..." He stuttered, he sure did not expect of it.

"Please Jae, it's my gift for you as a friend and I also want to apologise for my bad attitude toward you when the first time we met before." I said.

"Yunho...I...I...don't know what to say. Thank you so much!" His eyes are already glistening with tears.

 

"Ssshh...don't cry." I don't even realise that I was pulling him into my embrace. I hate to see those tears. To my surprise, he didn't pull back instead of letting me embrace him. He sobs silently against my chest. Maybe because he was too happy. I lead him towards my bed and lying him down gently. He didn't protest instead just watching my action. I lie beside him and face him. His eyes are already red and wet due to the cry.

"You like it?" I asked, pushing his hair over his ear that covers his eyes. He nodded his head and smile.

“I was always dreaming to own one of them. You never know how happy I am right now. ” He confessed with a hoarse voice.

"Glad to hear that." I whispered back. This situation was very romantic for me and this is the first time, I was lying with another man on my bed without any lust feeling. We practically just lying on my bed, staring at each other until he finally fall asleep. I put a comforter around us and stares at his face. I don't know what happen with my control but I did not jump on him. Seeing him sleep is already enough for me.

"Good night, Jae." I kiss his forehead and switch off the lamp. Maybe he was a little bit different compared to the others?

 

 

 

 

 

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jjliss #1
Chapter 39: I came back hoping an update T_T we miss you author ssi
meechan35 #2
I am back again.
kamali
#3
I really hope you'll continue this fic someday author ssi...... this is one of my favorite yunjae fic..... and thank you for your hardwork so far..... hwaiting!
meechan35 #4
I really miss this story. Plz come back.
meechan35 #5
Plz dont abandon this story.
faithot5 #6
i reread it!!!and i still miss this fic~
faithot5 #7
Chapter 39: i miss this fic soo much!!! please come back,author nim~!
aenkr28 #8
I know you are busy and such, but please come back soon and update this story. It's been JUST over a year since you updated, and I didn't notice until I choose to re-read it. I really missed it, so come back please. Of course no pressure.
meechan35 #9
This is a good story. Please.do not abandeon it.
hyeonjungie #10
Chapter 39: I read this story up to this point like 16 times now ㅠ.ㅠ plz update