Yunho POV

I keep chatting with Donghae, Yoochun and Changmin at the cafeteria. Mostly about our coming soon tournament. Everyone seem

to looked very excited about it including our lectures. Basketball is the main sport in our college and it was really famous among the

students. And it actually makes me very nervous even though I had never lose since I been a captain. Then, my eyes wonder

around searching for her. Honestly, I rarely saw her since that day. What's wrong me? It couldn't be I missed her!

I was ready to fetch Jaejoong and casually walked toward my car. But suddenly, my ears caught the sound of someone screaming

for help. I am absolutely recognise that words. Ara! I quickly run toward that voice. I was so shock to see three boys were standing

around Ara. She was crying in fear.

"What the are you doing?!" I yelled causing three of them to jump in surprise.

"Yu-Yunho!" They all went shocked seeing me. I approached them causing they to tremble in fear.

"Yunho!" Ara run over me and snuggles against my body. Without realise, I wrap my arm around her body.

"What are you waiting for?" I yelled to those boys and they are quickly running away.

"I was so scared, Yunho -ah..." She sobs.

"It's okay, I'm here. I will protect you." I caress her back gently. After that, I take her toward her home.

"Thank you." She said as I drop a glass of hot chocolate on the table. She was living alone because her parent still at America.

"Drink it before it turn cold." I said. She looks at me, smiling warmly. The smile that I had been miss so much.

"I...should go now." I said and stand up. It's already late and I'm sure Jaejoong must be waiting for me now. Suddenly she hugs me f

rom behind, stopping me from going any further.

"I hate it..." She said so sudden.

"I hate it when people touch me other than you. It reminds me of that day." She continued and I know so well what she meant.

"After that day, I can't forgive myself for letting him touch me. I just need you. I just want to feel you." She said and I gulp down. I

push her away.

"I need to go." I said and quickly walk away her house. I can't let my emotion take over my control.

Jaejoong POV

Where is he? It already 7.pm. It almost gets dark and the weather is so cold. I rubbed my hand against my arm, trying to heat it up

because I can't stand the cold. Yunho, where are you? Please come faster. Maybe he was really obsess with his practice? Maybe

Ara has ever being in my situation? No...no!

"Jae!" I lift my head up to see Yunho who was standing in front of me. He was panted for air, seem like he just running around.

"Oh damn it, Jae! Are you okay, baby?" He walked toward me and pulled me into his embrace. My body automatically feel

comfortable with the warmth of his body. But then, I was frozen when my nose caught the smell of his body. It was definitely not his

scent because it was not so familiar to me but I think I ever smell it before.

He pulled away and cups my face with his palm.

"Oh gosh Jae, you are so cold baby. I'm really sorry." He asked with full of guilty written on hi face.

"It's okay." I put a smile. Maybe I was just thinking too much! He really loves me.

I was happily helping Aunty's cooking. I did realise I rarely help her cook recently. She seems so happy with my presence.

After finish with dinner, Yunho went toward his room while Uncle watching the television at the living room. Now, Aunty and I were

busy cleaning the table and washing the plates.

"Hmm...Jaejoong -ah, you are really a miracle to this family." She suddenly said.

"Aunty, it's not like that." I uttered, feeling a bit embarrassed.

"But I do think like that! Especially for Yunho." She said making me startle a bit. But I just keep washing the dirty plates.

"He...changed so much." She confessed.

"What do you mean?" I asked, suddenly feel interested.

"He...used to hang out around at late night. Sometimes, he was drunk." She suddenly sounds sad.

"After he broke up with that person, he seems so devastated and broken." She continues and it's make my heart beat beating

furiously against my chest.

"That person?" I asked even though I knew so well who was that.

"Yes...his first love, Go Ara-shi." She answered and I already expected it.

"He loves Ara so much and he was so happy at that time. But then, everything turned upside down when Ara left to America with

her parent. He was not himself anymore and I was so hurt to see him like that." She added. I gulp down my saliva.

"Did...Go Ara always came here?" I asked.

"Yes. She was close with this family and she likes to hang out here. She is cheerful person and that time, I knew she was the best

person for Yunho. She gives him happiness that no one can ever give him." She said and I don't know why heart aches so much.

"Really...he must love her so much at that time?" I force words to get out from my throat. My hand is no longer washing the plates.

"Yes and I know he still can't forget her. Honestly, I never saw him smile like the smile he was with Ara before. The smile that full of

love and happiness." She answered and I can feel the corner of my eyes sting. Oh no, please don't cry Jaejoong -ah!

"You know what...I knew he was trying so hard to replace Ara within his life." She said causing me to startle.

"Replace?" I asked back. Suddenly remember about my conversation with Ara last few days.

"Ehmm...I mean he like to go out with many girls and ugh, he was such a playboy. But no one last long because actually he never

loves them. He was using them and I really don't like his attitude, playing with people's heart!" She answered and I knew I can't hold

anymore.

 The single tear falling down from my left eyes.

"Jaejoong -ah..." Aunty called, maybe because she feels weird for my sudden silent.

"Ah, sorry! The soap bubbles accidentally enter into my eyes." I said and cover my eyes with my arm.

"Jaejoong, are you okay dear?" She was quickly rushing toward me.

"Sorry...please excuse me. I need to wash my eyes." I said, still looking down. So that, she will not be able to see my face.

"Ah, it's okay. I will wash the rest." She said with so much concern.

"Thank you." I said and quickly run toward my room. I bet she probably stares at me weirdly because there is also a bathroom

behind the kitchen but I don't care anymore. I just want to cry. I go inside my bathroom and locked the door. I quickly turn on the

shower and letting the sound of water drowning my crying voice. It hurt, it hurt so much!

After a while, I take a bath and trying to relax my emotion. I bounce on my bed and lying emotionless on my bed. I don't care about

sleeping with him tonight. I just need space. But, I was wrong. I heard the sound of door open and I know it was him. He approach

me and lie beside me. I close my eyes, faking a sleep. Then, I feel his hand sneaked around my waist.

"Are you already asleep?" I heard he whispered but I just keep silent. I afraid I might broke in front of him.

"Good night baby, sweet dream." He kiss my back hair. After a while, he is already sleeping peacefully. I turn around and caress

his hair.

"Yunho -ah...you really love me right? Those things that you said to me were true right? You love me right?" I whispered slowly and

kiss his forehead.  I was so desperate and afraid. I don't know what happened to me if he leave me.

Yunho POV

I don't know what happened with Jaejoong but he looked different this morning. He looked so sad and avoid to looking at me.

What's wrong? Ugh, maybe it just my imagination! I choose not to think about it anymore because I don't want to make our

relationship becomes bad. Maybe he was just tired.

"Yunho -ah..." I was a bit shock when I heard Ara's voice. I turn around to see she was smiling nicely with a box at her hand.

"Ara?" I said.

"I...want to say thanks for yesterday and this is my little treat." She hand the box in front of us and it was full of delicious food. All of

my favourite.

Donghae, Changmin and Yoochun turned to look at me curiously.

"It's okay. I don't need it." I said, trying to sound serious. She looked sad and I hate to see it.

"It's okay. I will take it!" Changmin exclaimed happily.

"Yah, shut up!" Yoochun smacked his head.

"Yunho -ah...is there anything I can do to make you forgive me?" She asked with hoarse voice. Oh crap, please don't cry. It's my

weakness!

"Nothing!" I blurted causing her to startle.

"I...I get it." She nodded her head and run away and I swear I wish I could stop her and pulled her into my embrace. Oh Jung

Yunho, what are you thinking about?

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