"I miss you, but how you are acting makes me think that you don't care."

I miss you

There's a not a day I see a picture of your smile

Replay your laugh

Remember conversations we had

And wish I could go back

To the days I sat next to you

When I looked forward to your face in the hallways

Back when the words you let escape carelessly from your lips

Hadn't reached my ears

The days before my immediate reflex

Turned from a wave to hugging myself

Before my dreams erased you from their images

I remember your words 

How you believed that I could do so much

That I would achieve being accepted instead of rejected

How the letters of your words went through my head

The day the came true

And that's why I turn away

That's why you think I don't care

Because I'm trying my hardest not to

The scars you brought on me still burn

I cannot forget about the object you think I am

But sometimes I remember the days when you treated me as an equal

Sometimes I still care 

Sometimes I almost stop acting like I don't

Sometimes my courage builds where I can almost reach out to you

All the time, I miss you.

[A/N] The quote is from a confession blog, so this not an actual conversation and stuff, just speculation of a conversation XD