Lost

In the Rain, Stars Align

Wrapped in Ice

An unseen Jack Frost has stolen my heart once more

Even as the sun finds my face

I am missing

My life sings like an acapella song

Full of soul, yet hollow

I scan through my notes that I wrote when my heart bled

But instead of finding a panacea, a diagnosis

Faces leave spots in my vision

Some familiar, some forgotten

Instead of finding my answer

I find paths that I had left

An endless string of crossroads

It's not about the path least taken

It's the path that will dry my unshed tears

The one that will hold me even when I've lost hope

When I've lost inspiration

It does not need to be an easy way

But it's one that will not let me turn back

As I stand here in endless contemplation

I shiver, rubbing my joints in an attempt to get blood flowing

The clouds are covering the light

Why does it feel like the world is coming to a close?

Perhaps it's because I thought I found my guide

My Gandalf, My Sacagawea 

To realize my hand wasn't being held

That I had followed a mirage into a winter storm

I know I will make my way out

As long as the flame of my desire burns on

But the question is

When will I find my way?

 

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Wushupandabear #1
Chapter 11: Yeah, since no one is watching....
miyako1747 #2
I don't know if you can still remember me but I just want to say that I have recovered from my depression and reading your poems and stories help a lot. Thank you!
icy_summer
#3
Chapter 68: I love this.
ohmygoshwhy
#4
Chapter 68: Wow, that was really nice. Well done Xia!
missterious
#5
Chapter 49: i love this one. i have a 'twin' too (but she lives in my town, so...kinda different than your almost-twin)
BunniesOnTheMoon
#6
Chapter 5: You have a powerful way with words! Loving everything so far
miyako1747 #7
Chapter 44: WE LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU! <3333333
michinki
#8
Chapter 39: I've loved reading it since the first chapter ♥♥♥♥ and I always can relate to so many things!
ohmygoshwhy
#9
Chapter 32: GURRRLLLL. PSH. YOU DIDN'T TELL ME HE WAS AN 8 GIRLS KINDA PLAYA. I was thinking lil' lover boi here was the 4-5 girls kind of a playa. DODGE THE BULLET. GURL. DODGE IT. (Unless you really like him....)
LokiCraze123
#10
Chapter 30: That girl is smart :) I mean, it's hard to trust a guy after what they do to another girl. You just feel that insecurity, wondering whether he'll repeat the same cycle with you.