Our Song

In the Rain, Stars Align

I once thought that I couldn't forget any of them

That any time my heart had been snatched away

I would remember

That it wouldn't be easy to walk away

 

And then I opened an old notebook

Another feeble attempt to try to record everything down to remember

And I saw a name I hadn't seen for years

My eyes widened as feelings flooded back in

 

When I said he wasn't worth thinking about

I never knew I was going to convince myself

And until that very moment

I had forgotten

 

Maybe it had been best left that way

 

Some bittersweet memories are painful

But you want to keep them close

Because you can smile through your tears

And remember the times you laughed

 

And now I am afraid that I will lose another

Another face

This one, I hold close to my heart

The mischievous blinking that still sears through my heart

 

Maybe it was the promise of tomorrow that keeps me holding on

Or the way it felt so right

I can still hear the words that passed our mouths

With no thought whatsoever

 

"I used to sing all the time."

"And then I grew up and went through puberty."

"My voice started cracking. So I stopped."

"The songs make me miss my childhood."

 

We could have our own song

Where you would be singing again

And I would try to sing along in my hoarse, out of tune voice

Hoarse because you make me laugh so much

 

It would have been our song

It would have been perfect to our ears.

 

I just need to write down the lyrics.

As long one of us is still singing,

The words will never fade to oblivion.

And let our song play forever.

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Wushupandabear #1
Chapter 11: Yeah, since no one is watching....
miyako1747 #2
I don't know if you can still remember me but I just want to say that I have recovered from my depression and reading your poems and stories help a lot. Thank you!
icy_summer
#3
Chapter 68: I love this.
ohmygoshwhy
#4
Chapter 68: Wow, that was really nice. Well done Xia!
missterious
#5
Chapter 49: i love this one. i have a 'twin' too (but she lives in my town, so...kinda different than your almost-twin)
BunniesOnTheMoon
#6
Chapter 5: You have a powerful way with words! Loving everything so far
miyako1747 #7
Chapter 44: WE LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU! <3333333
michinki
#8
Chapter 39: I've loved reading it since the first chapter ♥♥♥♥ and I always can relate to so many things!
ohmygoshwhy
#9
Chapter 32: GURRRLLLL. PSH. YOU DIDN'T TELL ME HE WAS AN 8 GIRLS KINDA PLAYA. I was thinking lil' lover boi here was the 4-5 girls kind of a playa. DODGE THE BULLET. GURL. DODGE IT. (Unless you really like him....)
LokiCraze123
#10
Chapter 30: That girl is smart :) I mean, it's hard to trust a guy after what they do to another girl. You just feel that insecurity, wondering whether he'll repeat the same cycle with you.