it was never easy

In the Rain, Stars Align
Say what you want.

That I’m naive, inexperienced, green on the edges,

Fine.

Maybe I listen to my heart way more than I should,

That I falter in logical judgements,

Even my gut is confused on how to react.

But the mixed signals you give

Are enough to deter anyone.

Your cold goodbyes,

Always sitting away from people,

Are enough to negate your smiles.

You don’t have to do more than what you do,

But it’s enough to tell me that you are

Uninterested.

And so I shall do the same.

Put on that stony visage,

Remind myself I have a life without you.

I will prevail,

I will be strong,

As long as that irresistible laugh of yours does not ring the air.

 

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Wushupandabear #1
Chapter 11: Yeah, since no one is watching....
miyako1747 #2
I don't know if you can still remember me but I just want to say that I have recovered from my depression and reading your poems and stories help a lot. Thank you!
icy_summer
#3
Chapter 68: I love this.
ohmygoshwhy
#4
Chapter 68: Wow, that was really nice. Well done Xia!
missterious
#5
Chapter 49: i love this one. i have a 'twin' too (but she lives in my town, so...kinda different than your almost-twin)
BunniesOnTheMoon
#6
Chapter 5: You have a powerful way with words! Loving everything so far
miyako1747 #7
Chapter 44: WE LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU! <3333333
michinki
#8
Chapter 39: I've loved reading it since the first chapter ♥♥♥♥ and I always can relate to so many things!
ohmygoshwhy
#9
Chapter 32: GURRRLLLL. PSH. YOU DIDN'T TELL ME HE WAS AN 8 GIRLS KINDA PLAYA. I was thinking lil' lover boi here was the 4-5 girls kind of a playa. DODGE THE BULLET. GURL. DODGE IT. (Unless you really like him....)
LokiCraze123
#10
Chapter 30: That girl is smart :) I mean, it's hard to trust a guy after what they do to another girl. You just feel that insecurity, wondering whether he'll repeat the same cycle with you.