Bleeding into Dust

In the Rain, Stars Align

I stand here, hugging myself

As I see love seep through the cracks in the ground.

Why?

Two couples who seemed to have the world in their hands

Falling apart, pulling themselves into pieces

Why?

I thought loving someone meant being by their side,

Through sickness and health, through success and failure.

Why?

How can two people that pledged to be together forever

Suddenly become two strangers with a wall separating them?

Why?

But there is no answer to my desparate cry in the wind

As Fate laughs and does as she pleases

 

But perhaps I should say nothing

Only to silently walk towards the people who find themselves stranded

To let them know that we were all born alone in this world

We are kindred spirits in that sense.

We need no soulmates to keep us warm,

WE ARE WARM BLOODED MAMMALS AM I RIGHT?

 

And so for now my dreams of finding someone to grow old with

Are tucked away in quaint drawer

Waiting for me to remember

And clutch them with hope again.

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Wushupandabear #1
Chapter 11: Yeah, since no one is watching....
miyako1747 #2
I don't know if you can still remember me but I just want to say that I have recovered from my depression and reading your poems and stories help a lot. Thank you!
icy_summer
#3
Chapter 68: I love this.
ohmygoshwhy
#4
Chapter 68: Wow, that was really nice. Well done Xia!
missterious
#5
Chapter 49: i love this one. i have a 'twin' too (but she lives in my town, so...kinda different than your almost-twin)
BunniesOnTheMoon
#6
Chapter 5: You have a powerful way with words! Loving everything so far
miyako1747 #7
Chapter 44: WE LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU! <3333333
michinki
#8
Chapter 39: I've loved reading it since the first chapter ♥♥♥♥ and I always can relate to so many things!
ohmygoshwhy
#9
Chapter 32: GURRRLLLL. PSH. YOU DIDN'T TELL ME HE WAS AN 8 GIRLS KINDA PLAYA. I was thinking lil' lover boi here was the 4-5 girls kind of a playa. DODGE THE BULLET. GURL. DODGE IT. (Unless you really like him....)
LokiCraze123
#10
Chapter 30: That girl is smart :) I mean, it's hard to trust a guy after what they do to another girl. You just feel that insecurity, wondering whether he'll repeat the same cycle with you.