I used to be able to hang around JungKook while holding in my feelings, but now it was too hard. A simple school girl crush had turned into love and I couldn’t hold it back anymore. Seeing him made my heart beat faster, and I’ve been unable to say a straight sentence to him for at least a week now.

“Yah _________-ah, didn’t you say you would come over?” JungKook asks me, slinging an arm over my shoulders playfully. We are best friends, and skin ship like this was normal for us.

“You w-want me to?” I ask him. He doesn’t notice me stumble on my words, or the rising blush on my cheeks from the skin ship.

“Nae, Kaja” He says, smiling and dragging me by my hand. It was the end of the school day and his dorm wasn’t too far from the school. When we get to his dorm he drags me instantly to the couch, V shouting a hello as we pass.

He sits down, pulling me down with him and wrapping arms around me. As he watches TV.

“JungKook….” I protest, pushing his arms away, embarrassed. He constantly does this, but my feelings made it a problem. I didn’t want him to find out I like him then feel awkward for the skin ship…

“You’ve never complained before” JungKook says back, wrapping his arms around me again. I sigh, unhooking his arms again and moving away slightly, so that he can’t reach me. I lean back on the couch and refuse to look at JungKook.

“Yah” JungKook says, looking at me, confused.