CHAPTER TWO

"What's wrong, hyungs?" Seungri asked G-Dragon and Seven. Seven sighed and shook his head. "She's always like that. She refuses to make friends all the time." G-Dragon furrowed his eyebrows and asked, "Why? Is something wrong?"    Seven looked at his dongsaengs and weakly smiled. "Ani, it's just.. nothing. I'll just go after her. Go back to practicing. I'm sorry for interrupting." Seven waved at his other dongsaengs and walked out of Big Bang's practice room.   The room fell silent, it got everyone thinking what happened to Eun Ae. Especially TOP and G-Dragon. TOP, however, wanted to shake off what he was thinking. "Aish, TOP. Stop thinking about malicious things. Seven hyung can't do that, can't he?"  He shook his head and just sat down on the bench. G-Dragon on the other hand, kept on thinking what he said earlier. "Did I say something wrong? Or is it just the mere fact that she really doesn't want to be friends with me?"  He sighed and decided to go back to practice.   "Ok, guys. Let's go back to practicing!" G-Dragon yelled and everyone stood up and got back with what they were doing.   On the other hand, Seven kept on searching for his younger sister. "Aish, where have you gone you babo?" He muttered. Suddenly, he heard someone muttering incoherent words from behind. He looked behind and saw his sister bowing her head down while muttering things.    "That Seven ahjussi. When is he going to stop making me meet his damn friends? And when is he going to realize that I'm not a normal person who just can be friends with someone?! Aish! So annoying!" When Eun Ae looked up, she wasn't surprised to see Seven, but was happy that he heard all the things that she said.    "I guess you've heard all the things I've said already?" Eun Ae asked and Seven nodded.   "I don't have to say the things I want to tell you because you've already heard the obvious things." Seven rolled his eyes and said, "Oh come on, Eun Ae. Can't you just do this for me? You never do anything for me and I do everything for you." Eun Ae rolled her eyes and said, "Ok, tell me. What have you done to me?"    Seven thought of a lot of things, "I cook for you. I take care of you when you're sick." Eun Ae cut Seven off by saying, "Ya Ya! Stop! You're getting cheesy. Fine, fine. I'll go and apologize to your damn friends." Eun Ae turned her heels and walked to the Big Bang practice room. Seven smiled and said, "Seven, job well done." He patted himself on the shoulder.   Eun Ae's POV   I sighed and turned my heels back to the Big Bang practice room. I don't even know why I volunteered to apologize.. but what I did was rude though. I guess it's just right for me to apologize for turning my back on them. I sighed once again and knocked on the glass door, even though I know that they won't be able to hear me. I opened the door slightly and saw them working hard. I smiled because I was once a hard worker.   I don't even know why I gave up on my dreams, but it seems like everybody in YG has their dreams granted. Dong Wook oppa's dreams were granted her as well and there is no doubt about that. He became successful and I'm proud of him. However, I wonder when my dreams are going to be granted, but I could careless. I've already given up on writing, there is no point in continuing it.   I sighed and went inside their practice room. I cleared my throat and everyone stopped dancing. The music was still on, but someone turned it off. "Oh, noona, you're back!" Seungri exclaimed and I slightly smiled. G-Dragon, or Jiyong walked closer to me and asked, "Are you alright?" I hate how nice he is. I don't want to fall in his trap and give my trust all to him. I just can't. Yes, I have trust issues. I just don't trust anyone and I don't want people trusting me back that easily. Why? Because I'm a compulsive liar.   I don't want to waste their trust on me when I can't even control my lying spree. "Uhm, I'm alright." I cleared my throat and looked at each of the Big Bang members. Seungri was anticipating what I was going to say, same as Daesung. Taeyang had his hands inside his pockets and smiled at me slightly, while TOP had his arms crossed with a poker face on.    "I would like to apologize for being rude earlier. I didn't mean to turn my back on you guys. I just.. I just.." I really didn't know what to say. I possibly can't reveal my disorder, can't I? No, I can't. They'll prolly think of Seven wei