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I sit outside his doorway, sobbing.

Suddenly,

The door opens and I'm scrambling like an idiot, going to take my leave because hell, I won’t let him see my puffy eyes.

But a hand grips my wrist, prevent me to go, in fact it pulls me into the room instead; I wanted to runaway, because if somehow Donghae demands any good explanations I think I won’t be able to speak clearly.

“We need to talk Kyu!” I see he’s already gain his conscious and I smell the after shower fragrance. He’s already taking the bath I presumed.

Omo! Exactly, how many hours I sit at his doorway??

Donghae sits on the bed, seems feels lost and confused, I pursed my lips, I have made my brother in law in daze. “Kyu, I’m sorry, it was my fault, I’m sorry, I don’t know what was I thinking.” He rubs his face, looks frustrated.

I sit next to him, “Hyung, c’mon, this is not your fault, it was me who kissed you first and I know that I shouldn’t do that.” Oh boy! What have I done? I don’t want to ruin our good relationships even only as brother in law connection.

He looks so cute by rubbing his face with his both hands like that.  Obviously, Donghae is not a drinker but he drank too much than he could handle. I stop him from rubbing his face and I grab his wrists while look him in the eyes, “hyung!”

“Kyu, are you crying?” He asked.

Ah! Yes! I forget my puffy eyes, Ugh!! Embarrassing.

“I- Uh!!!” You know, Donghae’s shower fragrance sure smells nice especially in the short distance like this, no more that unpleasant beer and vomit scent.

I gulped in nervous and once again my eyes can’t focus, they’re more interested to those thin pink lips. I think I can’t breathe well before I taste them once more, just let me taste that once more please!!

I don’t care,

I lean forward and captured those yummy soft lips and this time I it, feels like chewing the sweet candy and boy! I want more the yummy sugar candy, so I pull him closer and rub our lips passionately; definitely I’m out of my mind right now, maybe the feeling of hunger for his love.

I think I can’t stop, I just want more of Lee Donghae, so I kiss and nibbling his neck and his collarbone, but the weird thing is that Donghae let me do all of these.

Wait!

This is strange.

Err. . .!! Why he let me do these to him??

I let him go because I want to see the real reactions which I found a bit shocked when I’m seeing Donghae is closing his eyes, “Hyung! Naya! This is me, do you know this is me? Kyuhyun?” I don’t want this to be the same mistake, no I don’t want that.

He opens his eyes and he trembles and without saying a single words he grabs me closer to him and kiss me back.

Is this real?

I am not dreaming, am I?

Yah! Jeongmal??

It’s my turn to become silent and do nothing while Donghae keeps kissing me and when he stops, he says, “ I know Kyu, I know this is you, I wanted to say it I know it was you, but I- I-, Oh My Gosh!! What have I done? I am so sorry, this is wrong Kyu, you’re my brother in law, this is so wrong.” Donghae stands up in confused and about to leave when my brain quickly punches my nerves to wake me up, to make me realize that this isn’t a dream at all and that I have to act fast before I lose my chance.

That maybe, maybe Donghae has falls for you too, Kyu.

No more doubts left in me, after years of hiding and placing that crucifying true feeling in the darkest and the deepest of my heart, it’s time for me to let it go. Just let it go, Kyu! Let it go!

I grab Donghae and I push him to the bed and slowly I kiss him, no need the words to express my feeling to him, instead I wanted to show him. He’s trying to get up while saying, “ I’m sorry Kyu, this is wrong, I’m so sorry, I shouldn’t Mmmppphhh. . .” I’m not going to let him speak because he’s just going to mention my brother Hyukjae.

He tries to pry my hands which are busy to the last button of his shirt. I parted our lips to breathe some air before back to abuse his lips again prevent him to say anything.

I look at his beautiful rounded pink and I it, he shivers and tries to get up when I push him back, “Kyu!” He whimpers.

Again I stop to see his swollen lips and then I grab his necklace and pull it off, hold it tightly in my palms. He widens his eyes in horror and makes the efforts to take it back, “You still have me Donghae, look at me! I know you want me too and you need to let go the past! It doesn’t mean you’re going to forget my brother if you move on, so please! Let me help you to move on, please!!!” I beg and I beg, my tears start to fall down to his cheek; Donghae stops to fight and his eyes begin to teary too.

We both cry.

Do you know how it feels when you’re deeply in love with someone and you think that person might loves you back only he scared to confess to you because he thinks that his feeling is just wrong, I think that’s what we are. Without any single word I have found out Donghae’s feeling towards me, from the way he looks at me, from his trembling lips and that’s just killing me so, why?

Because I know all this times, he suffers as much as I am.

This means, Donghae’s hiding it too well, until this moment.

To be continued,

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