I've replied @kyuloveshae : ^^ fishy hae is my ultimate bias, obviously,

the reasons??

well, he looks so cute, not that super handsome or sort of,

the fact he's a good dancer too, even he's not

that good compare to eunhyuk, but i just love him, or even when he got nervous to a lot of interviews,

i still think that he's a very shy person, if you know what i mean,

or maybe, he's not, after all entertainer is still an entertainer, right??

and you won't need good reason to like your bias i think,

ahahahaha. . .

anyway,

here's the next chappie,

ENJOY!!! ^^

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Back at home,

I knock on Donghae’s door, no answer, silent; I sigh and twist the door handle which isn’t locked. Omo!! I startled, Donghae is changing, I can’t help but to look at his abs, Donghae may looks shorter and smaller but he has a nice and y body, Donghae doesn’t feels agitated with my presence, he totally ignores me while walks to the closet and finds the pajama to wears it.

Obviously, he’s still mad.

I pursed my lips nervously while ruffle my hair feel awkward, should I talk to him or should I not. “You know, you should’ve talk to me before you made the decision to talk to his father, Kyu!” Donghae talks without even looking at me; he’s still busy tidy up his clothes and throws the used one into the laundry basket near the door.

I hug him from behind and kiss his soft brunette hair, “Hyung! Please don’t be mad at me! Siwon’s father is a good man, but he doesn’t like someone lie to him and that’s why I need to be honest.”

He sighs and touches the back of my hands that cling to his waists. “I was nervous and so scared that his father will protect Siwon, even know his son has done the wrong thing, but luckily Mr. Choi is not that kind of father, and yes he is a good person. I’m sorry Kyu! It’s just that, I couldn’t even look at Siwon’s face just now because when I saw his face, the whole scary moments clearly popped up in my mind. The way he touched me, the way he kissed me, the way he ripped my clothes and yelling me over and over  and the way he-” “Hyung! Hyung! Hyung!”

I hug him tightly and placed my head onto his shoulder and cut his words, “Hyung! It’s all gone, it’s all gone, ssshhh!! It’s okay, I’m here, I was here, right? I’m here.” in this room, in his bedroom where the unpleasant moments happened, Ohh. . .Kyu!  You should’ve know that all of that still affected him, I thought he looks just fine but I guess he’s not, he still think about it, and I’ve forced him to meet that devil too. This is my fault, this is entirely my fault.

So much I hate to say this words but, “do you want to watch Nemo?” He chuckled and leans his back closer to my chest, “do you think only Nemo that can make me happy?” Donghae turns around and he hugs me and placed his head onto my chest, “and what did I tell you about calling me Hyung?” Oh yeah! I forgot, “Donghae!” I call him, he laughs while buries his face onto my chest.

Well, at least he’s not mad at me anymore.

“You know, sometimes I’m scared of you too, Kyu!” I frowned, “Omo! And why is that?”

“Well, you’re not so much a person who gives the expressions, unlike your brother Hyukjae, no offense, I’m not comparing you to him or anything, but I was kind of shocked that you had a feeling for me too, I thought, I’d better hide my feeling towards you, because you’re such a mystery for me, Cho Kyuhyun.” Donghae encircled his arms around my neck, I grinned.

“Am I?” He nodded.

“Well, mystery is an awkward statement, I’d rather to hear, Oh my Gosh!!! Kyu, you’re so damn hot!! Or Kyu, you’re such a handsome man, or maybe Kyu you’re adorable cutie pie.” He chuckled, I’m happy Donghae isn’t mad at me anymore, I can see it from his beautiful eyes.

“So, hiding your feeling you said?? Hmmm?? How long have you been hiding it from me, Donghae?” I whisper that to his ear, he shivers.

“Uhm, not long.” Omo! Omo! He’s shy; my brother in law is shy. Ekekekekk. . .

“Come on, tell me please!! Hmmm?? Pretty pweaasseee!!!!” I shake his body and I brush my face to his neck, he giggled.

“You’re always been there for me Kyu, whenever I feel down or stressed out because Hyukjae wasn’t around and I felt like I almost become lunatic but, you gave your affections and your attentions more than you used to. The old you, you’re not so much of a talk person, especially when you’re in classroom, I remember that well, I thought you hated me because of this gay marriage, sort of, maybe, I don’t know.” He sighed.

“And after I said I wanted to move on, I was still confused to my feeling, until you kissed me that night and it became more clear to me, but somehow, I hesitated, felt like betraying Hyukkie, and so, I didn’t respond or do anything, I became dilemma and I got drunk too, hmmmpph!!! The second time you kissed me, when I was drunk, you said you will help me to move on, and I gained my courage to say I am in love with you too, Kyu.” I was right then, these all means, it’s been months Donghae keeps this secret and hide it so well, but not as much as mine though, pity, for I would confess this to him.

“Well, indeed not for a very long time, Donghae ssi.” He pouted, “not as much as mine,” he winces his eyebrows in confuse, “I’m in love with you since high school,” he gasped, opens his mouth and widen his eyes in shocked, “but I need to pretend I’m not, so I won’t ruin your relationship, I adore and envy the both of you, you’re the most perfect couple I’ve ever seen in my entire life.”

“Kyu!!!” Donghae whines, “remember when I was a drunkard after your marriage?” he nods, “well, it’s because my heart was broken into pieces, I was deeply in love with you and still do, but in the other hand, I hate to wrecked your happiness with Hyukjae Hyung, how I wish that I was Hyukjae Hyung back then, Hyung was a very nice, cheerful person and a liable big brother too, he deserved you and so were you.” My eyes become teary, I cry, Donghae kisses me, the tears are falling, but the pain in my heart has slowly gone, Donghae has eased it and replaced it with his affections and his lovely touches.

I nibble his lower lip and he opens his mouth contented and our tongues are battling but he let me slip my tongue to be inside of him, traveling his sweet yummy Donghae candy bar and when we parted our lips, Donghae speaks between his panting breath, “you’ve suffer so much for me Kyu, I’m sorry for didn’t notice it and for being stupid thinking that you hated me and to our marriage too, I’m truly sorry, Kyu.”

I brush his lips again, “I don’t want,” Mmmmhhm. . ., “to speak,” uhmm . . ., “about the past anymore, Donghae.” I let him go and breath unevenly.

Abruptly,

I lift his body to the bed and I placed him onto bed, Donghae looks at me in nervous. I guess he knows what I want, but maybe he still hesitated that act to fast, but I want him so bad, I hope he won’t reject me this time, because hell, I’ve waited too long.

Still, I don’t want to force him, I kiss him and ready to ed his Pjs, asking, “can I?” he gulps, trembles and breathing harshly, there’s a paused for the next minutes before he nods and says with his smooth voice, “yes Kyu, yes.”

I practically jump onto him and brush our lips in haste.

I want Donghae for tonight dinner.

To be continued,

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