4/25

Had a check up at the hospital today. Apparently every four months I need to see my doctor just to make sure I’m still doing alright. Something that Soohyun forgot to tell me and so I had to rush to my appointment.

The doctor is somewhat impressed that he hasn’t seen anything alarming on my arms, or well my whole body. He was a bit concern on the small bruises on my ribs but I lied and said I had fallen. Of course I didn’t have any cuts since Yejun has helped me stop that habit.

For how long, I’m not sure but I been doing well so I’m happy for once.

Other then that the doctor said that if I kept this up, I would be able to enjoy six months without a visit and if I keep it up for a year Soohyun would be able to leave. Something I want to happen as fast as possible.  

Since I was able to makeup with Yejun, I texted him to tell the news and he was really excited to hear of this achievement. For once in my life I feel like I’m finally doing something good. For myself and for someone in return. I think that if I keep going like this I will finally be able to move forward and handle my horrible life. I just need to keep working on improving myself and I will finally be good with myself.

I’m being optimistic for once and that scares me. I just need to keep taking steps and listen to what Yejun recommends me. Kevin of course has said nice things here and there as well and have helped too. I’m giving it my all guys!

A/N: Okay I'm so sorry that I haven't updated but I have one last chapter to write and I'll be finish with the whole thing.~~(There are a few chapters left!) That means do you guys want and update twice a week or once a week?

Thank you all for reading and I hope that I finish this story in a good way..(?)