Kevin

A Blog of a Hopeless Person

3/20

 

I want to quit this right now. Oh god I feel like I’m going to throw up.

 

Kevin knows about the blog, I’m not sure how long he has been knowing. Oh god I don’t know what to do. He read everything I never wanted someone to read. Oh please don’t tell me that he was the one who asked me about why I didn’t walk to some one.

 

I don’t like the form he even came to me and talked about it. He acted as if I was pathetic and it just made me mad and insecure about the form I write. You should have see that stupid face he showed me. Telling me that everything will be okay and how he was going to be there to help me. How sorry he was that Kibum and Eli always were the ones hitting me.

It just was an endless rows of apologies which doesn't help me. Why is he sorry for? Why did he have to even point out my flaws again and again.

Why did he have to point out how weak I am for not being better. How this was my choose to look at life with a negative view.

 

! ! What do I do? Feeling like isn't something I want!

He even waited for me after I meet with Soohyun and to top everything off he kissed me!

WHY? I was never wanted him to do this to me! He came into my life just to mess with me and I’m going to keep thinking that because, why would he kiss me! There was no point for him to do it other than pity for me.

I feel so sick.

 

How can I even face him tomorrow...

 
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jackytomboy96
I have the biggest writers block, I have three more chapters before getting to the one I'm stuck on.
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Taekaiful111 #1
I love this ❤
Kyungsoos_yoghurt #2
Chapter 28: ;_; Whyyy? ._.
I hope Kiseop doesn't do anything to himself...
Thanks for updating ^^
aiag08 #3
Chapter 27: aww no, poor Kiseoppie ㅠㅠ
Thank you for updating <3
Kyungsoos_yoghurt #4
Chapter 27: I feel so sorry for Kiseop, he's been doing better then this happens ;_; At least you'll update soon ^.^
Why are Eli and Kibum such ._. Just stahp.
Thank you for updating~!
aiag08 #5
Chapter 26: I like how Kiseop has improved :)

And about the updates, twice a week would be great!
Kyungsoos_yoghurt #6
Chapter 26: Updates twice a week would be great *u*
It's interesting to see the changes that Kiseop has been going through with the help of Kevin and Yejun.
Thank you for the update~!
kpoplover1618 #7
Chapter 26: NIce update!
aiag08 #8
Chapter 25: So cute, finally a VinSeop moment <3
Kyungsoos_yoghurt #9
Chapter 25: That's the problem with friends. If you have more than one you can't keep them equally happy without them being jealous of one another and then having to apologize for nothing. That's why I'm happy that I only have one friend. It really saves a whole lot of trouble.
StillMeadows #10
Chapter 21: I like how you portray Soohyun as a therapist. People seem to think that since they're helping others that they're nice and kind. But the reality is, even if most may have good intentions, they say like that, mock you, look down on you, and are just basically major ing s. You're lucky if you get a therapist that's not like that at all. And I wish people could see that.
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