Chapter 30
I lied... I love youThe sunshine shone through Jaejoong's glass window, waking him up. He yawned, gently pushed his bed covers off him, and rolled out of bed. He stood in front of the balcony's glass door, which was next to his bed, gazing into nothingness. He just stood there for how long he couldn't remember. He reached for his cell phone on the bed and read again the text message he received from Yunho when he was at Seungho's house.
"Baby, I'm coming home tomorrow. My flight arrives at four thirty in the afternoon. I can't get home earlier than that. Sorry. I'll see you tomorrow."
Jaejoong knew what he was going to do. What he needs to do. He was determined to do it, even if he knew that Yamapi was right and that he actually was overreacting. That he was freaking out for no reason. That he was actually frustated because the dream he built with Yunho will be shattered and pointless. The the reason for the sacrifises he and Yunho gave in twelve years ago to have Karam carry Jung's name won't have a meaning anymore. He knew how they were all going to react. His sons might hates him. But, despite that, he saw it as the right thing to do, because he felt that's what he needs to do now.
He let out a long breath and closed his eyes. After a long moment, he grabbed his bathrobe from the closet and walked to the bathroom. After he's done putting on some fresh clothes, he went out from his room to go down to the kitchen to prepare breakfast. The house is still very quiet and as he passed his sons room he noticed that both rooms are still in darkness.
In his room, Karam took his time to arranged his room neatly before he walked out and stopped by his brother's room.
The sound of his alarm clock woke him up. Changmin groaned swinging his arm to turn off the alarm. He tried to go back to sleep. If possible he didn’t want to wake up just to face his daddy. He was hurt he felt like everyone was against him. He was slowly drifting back to sleep when he heard his door creak and a sound of feet walking towards his bed side.
“Baby.” Karam called.
“Hyung, let me sleep some more.” Changmin mumbled half asleep.
“Baby, wake up.” Karam brushed the locks on his brother’s forehead. “You said you have football practice today.”
“Mmm? Oh yea right I do... Hyung, did you come to my room last night?"
"No. Why?"
"I was sure someone came to my room last night. I thought it was you, hyung."
"Maybe it was daddy checking if hyung could be sleeping in your room."
"Maybe..."
“Baby, better get ready now because it’s almost eight thirty now. Hyung'll see baby downstairs.”
Changmin nodded and slid out of his bed as Karam got out from his room and headed to his bathroom.
Jaejoong was sitting at breakfast table in the kitchen when Karam walked into the kitchen.
"Where's your brother?" Jaejoong asked, sipped his coffee.
"He's coming down shortly." Karam replied short without looking at his daddy. He sat in his seat and filled his late with pancakes made by his daddy. He poured milk into two glasses and started eating his breakfast.
As Changmin walked to the kitchen he smelled pancakes, and his stomach growled loudly. He noticed his brother sitting in the breakfast table eating his pancakes. Karam turned around and smiled when he saw Changmin, catching his daddy’s attention.
"Good morning daddy." Changmin said as soon as he entered the kitchen.
Jaejoong noticed Changmin walked in with his backpack on his shoulder. "Morning." Jaejoong replied. "Are you going out, Changmin?" Jaejoong asked after the boy took his seat.
"Ah, yes daddy. I have my football practice this morning. Kyu will come and fetch me later. I'll be back in the afternoon."
Karam pushed him a plate of pancakes and a glass of milk and they ate quietly.
Jaejoong was contempleted wether or not to tell his sons that their appa is coming back later that day. He looked at them and made a quick decision.
"Daddy needs both of you to be home this evening. Appa is coming back and we need to talk."
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Jaejoong fetched Yunho at the airport. The sun is already setting by the time Jaejoong and Yunho make their way to the parking lot. Jaejoong menuvered the car carefully out from the airport. He kept his eyes on the road. Well, at least he tried to. Jaejoong sighed and took a quick glance at Yunho, who was sitting in the passenger seat.
"Yunho, can we stop for a walk at the Han River before we get home?"
"Sure baby."
The were walking along the river bank hand in hand.
"Why don't we just sit there?" Jaejoong suggested. Yunho nodded at him and pulled his hand to sit down on the carpet of grass with him.
Jaejoong took a moment to put his thoughts in order. He doesn’t think he's wrong about this, but how do he best explain this to Yunho? "Yunho, I have something to tell you." He began uncertainly.
"What is it, baby. What is it that you are trying to tell me? I noticed you've been weird these past phone conversations..."
Ignoring the last part Jaejoong got straight to the point. "Yunho, do you still remember how we talked about how our future is going to be like? After Karam and Changmin have grown up and finish their schools and so on?"
"Of course I remember. Karam and Changmin will marry their girlfriend and they will go work together in our company. When they are good enough, I will hand over the company to both of them. So we can go travel the world and when we're not travelling, we just play with our grandchildren... I want them to give me plenty of grandkids. Maybe five from Karam and five from Changmin." Yunho said with a smirk.
"Don't you think that's too much to ask from them?"
"Why not? I have a small family since I'm the only child. And I'm so proud that I have Karam to continue to carry Jung's name after me. And Of course Changmin too will carry Jung's name." There's a bright smile on Yunho's face as he spoke.
"What if you- our plan can't come true?"
"What? I don't understand, Jae?" Yunho said slowly.
"Yunho, I love you, you know right?"
"Of course I know. love you too, Jae." He stared at Jaejoong and made a face. "Why with all the sudden?"
"Yunho, I've been keeping a secret from you for a while now."
Yunho brows furrowed together in confusion. "What do you mean, Jae? Tell me." He urged.
Jaejoong heaved a deep breath and looked straight in his eyes. "Yu
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