Chapter 20

I lied... I love you
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Karam closed the door and after make sure he locked it well, he slowly walked to the stairs. He walked up a few steps and peeked around the corner. He looked further up the stairs and saw his brother standing at the top of the stairs, looking down at him. Karam walked up to him and Changmin held out his hand to Karam. Karam took it with his smile on his lips.

"Hi..." Karam whispered with his beautiful smile.

"Hi, hyung. I can't wait for school to finish. School was bored to death today." Changmin said mournfully, not moving from where he stood.

"Me too. I'm dying to get home. To be with you." Karam confessed, feeling extremely awkward at actually voicing his not-so-secret desire. "Well, hyung is here now." He moved nearer and stood silently in front of his brother, with his brother's hands still in his. He had no conscious thought, just a rush of senses. He had no idea how long they stood like that. It could have been centuries and he wouldn't have cared anyway.

When they released hands, Changmin stepped back to lean against the wall. The two of them looked at each other awkwardly for a moment. Karam felt goosebumps spread across his skin like wildfire. Karam moved forward and stood in front of him. Changmin reached out slowly, placing his hand on Karam's arm. Karam swallowed at looked up at him.

Changmin pulled him into a hug. "Missed you," he mumbled against his lips and Karam hummed blissfully.

"Not as much as I missed you." Karam assured him, throwing his arms around his neck.

Changmin smiled and pecked him quickly on the lips. "Not possible." Another peck, just because he could. "I should've done this sooner, but hyung knew the truth now that nothing will stop me again."

"You better not." Karam replied.

"Let's go out for dinner tonight. As our first date. Real date. Real love." Changmin suggested with a gleaming smile, eyes sparkling.

Karam actually blushed slightly at the look in Changmin's eyes. Just as Karam was about to answer his phone vibrated in his pants pocket. He fished out the phone and check the caller ID, 'Seungho'  and his heart stopped. Karam's brain went in circles. Changmin obviously felt Karam stiffened, because he looked at at him in a confused way, eyebrows furrowed. Karam forced himself to breathe and realise that he should answer the call.

"Seungho." Karam said looking at his brother. "Hyung need to take this call." Karam picked up the call and walked to his room.

Changmin sighed. He let out a frustrated grunt as he walked into his room and sank down onto his bed. 'Damn Seungho.'  He rubbed a hand over his face and wondered just what in the hell he was going to do. He knew that Karam still love him but he wasn't really sure what it was that he could do. He smiled slightly as he thought about his brother but then he frowned. He wished that he had done so many things differently but he hadn't. However he was finally getting the chance to right wrongs that shouldn't have been done but he could only hope and pray that it wasn't too late.

Karam walked into Changmin's room few minutes later. "Baby, so sorry. Hyung cannot go out for dinner with baby. Seungho is coming to fetch hyung in half an hour."

"It's okay, hyung. I can just order for food delivery. We can go dinner in some other night." Changmin released an exasperated sigh. His face looked sullen, defeated even. He’s lost his spark, his…Changmin-ness. His lower lip was caught between his teeth, eyes downcast, posture upset. He’s just…not himself. He lay down on his bed.

Karam moved across the room and he could see the frustration clearly on his brother's face. He understood where it was coming.  He lay beside his brother propped up on one elbow. His fingers playing with Changmin's bangs. "Baby, don't show that kind of face to hyung. Baby clearly know that things are not the same anymore. Seungho is hyung's boyfriend now."

"Whatever," he scoffed and rolled his eyes. "But, hyung, you love me too, right?"

"Yes, of course baby. Hyung love you. Always."

Changmin smiled. He leaned forward and captured the pink lips in a soft and gentle kiss. He pulled Karam to rest on his chest. Karam closed his eyes feeling his brother's steady heartbeat.

"I swear, I'll never let you go again, hyung. No matter what, I will not let you go." Karam heard him said, to which he suddenly opened his eyes. His heart rapidly stammered in his chest. He just thought he would never hear that. Changmin had seemed so very distant in the past few weeks. It almost felt like he had put Karam into the… war zone. But everything had change since last night.

Still locked in his embrace, Karam peered up into his eyes, his expression stunned. "Do you… do you really meant that, baby?" he hesitantly asked, seeking sincerity in those orbs of his, as if expecting them to flicker from fact to fib upon his asking.

"Yes, hyung. I meant that. I was so stupid for

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Almachunsa #1
Chapter 48: Gracias!! Al final no me gustó, todo fue ilógico, no había razón para este final tan cruel, JJ tan manipulador, su hijo CM pago por lo que YH le hizo en el pasado
Heenim_trash
#2
Chapter 48: Anyway, Am I a trash if I preferred that karam died in that car accident than going back to seungho? Well my username says it ??
Heenim_trash
#3
Chapter 48: Just drop by to say that Yamapi is my favorite character and I am thankful to him for taking care of minnie. I love how both of them share the same pain so I am grateful that changmin has a shoulder to lean on who really understands him.
Kim_DongJun
#4
Chapter 49: i dont hate the author or anyone in this story but what's the point of doing a sequel just to break min's heart....? like.... what? i came here for a minram 's story though???
purpleangel #5
Chapter 28: LOL. anyway, I'm a real Yunjae fan so yeah, I don't really like them ending up with other people. And I also tend not to like people who get in the way of them being together - which is why I only read Yunjae fics where they end up together.
purpleangel #6
Chapter 28: I'm kinda annoyed at Yamapi for acting so highly just because he's "helping". As if Yunho owes him the world for taking Changmin in. Jaejoong really should not have asked for Yamapi's help. It's not like Yunho forced Jaejoong to choose him. Jaejoong chose Yunho because he loved Yunho. Yamapi really should just accept that. Besides what Yunho said is true anyway, Yamapi really did hide Jaejoong and Changmin from him, and he also tried to take them away, so Yunho's distrust of him is founded and appropriate. and yet Yamapi is acting mighty because what? Jaejoong asked him first before he asked Yunho; which I do not like by the way; the right thing to do was really to tell Yunho before anyone else - because its what married people should do. Eh, really hope Yamapi cut ties with them seriously- it's like he's waiting around for Yunho to mess up just so he could take Jaejoong again.
Su_Elfiie #7
Chapter 49: Ugh, I kinda hate the ending, poor Changmin... And I feel Karam was too unclear about his feelings. Sometimes I felt he loved Changmin, but then he suddenly doesn't feel a thing anymore for him.
As for Seungho, well I'm not a great fan of him. During the whole story I didn't really feel that Karam loved him. He did keep saying he did, but I felt he really cared about Seungho more in a brotherly way than romantic. And to be truthful, I didn't really understand Seugho's love for Karam. He hasn't talked once to him and he's already in love ! Honestly, even if I didn't really like him he deserved a lot better that Karam.
To be honest I really felt bad and sorry for Karam in the beginning, I was kind of expecting him to be the sad one at the end, but in the end he broke Changmin and Seungho's hearts a dozen times.
And about his engagement, he was miserable the whole time, or at least not super into it. He's finally free, he's about to go and see Changing then, he suddenly changes his mind !! The ending is very incoherent. I feel as if the author rushed into it to quickly, or they suddenly changed their minds about the ending. Seriously ! I wouldn't even have minded that much about Karen and Seungho if it had been logical, but this, it was totally unexpected and not in a good way, it's irrealistic wich is a shame because I loved the prequel..
I know this is kind of harsh but I'm really sad I disappointed, I was so ready to read about Changmin and Karangasem, happy together... In overall, this is a well-written fic that I'm sure hundred of people love it but it's really not for me. I kinda which I had not wasted my time reading this and instead skipped to the last chapter like I almost did around chapter 20...
bluelegacy
#8
Chapter 48: I love the ending. Seungho deserves this happiness. Karam is the one with less heartache in my opinion because he already had somebody to lean on, either Seungho or Changmin. But, I really feel sorry for Changmin. He is the one hurting the most. Even though, this was just a fic, I could still feel the emotions the characters were going through. I love the way you narrated the story. Great job author <3
bluelegacy
#9
Chapter 45: They could have just tried a relationship if Karam loves both of them. That would've been awesome, right?
bluelegacy
#10
Chapter 39: This is so unfair to Changmin. This made me sad that I am crying oceans T_T