**Kyuhyun’s P.O.V.**

I lay at the floor in my room, and looked at the ceiling.

Why must choices being so hard? I sighed, and the scene that just happened appeared in my mind.

**Flashback**

“I will never be able to make you forget about Ryeowook…” Sungmin said.

“What are you talking about now?” I had asked confused

“You know pretty well what I mean” he said a bit annoyed.

I sighed “It is not that easy, but I am trying, and I think I am doing better than before”

“I can’t actually say that keeping that book is helping you with saying: I am doing better” he said, wided his eyes, and looked down “Sorry”

“You saw the book under my pillow?” I said a bit annoyed.

“Sorry, I know I shouldn’t have done it” then he looked up at me “but isn’t it kind of weird having that kind of book in your room…especially without a lock?”

“Have I ever seemed that normal to you?”

“Not really” he admitted, and I shrugged my shoulder “Then it is not weird”

“Anyway, that was not the point, it is erted anyway” Sungmin said.

I kinda nodded in agreement “But I think it is normal having pictures of your boyfriend…”

He cutted me off “Yeah…your boyfriend…not the guy you broke up with”

That hurted a bit because it was true.

“I know, but I promise you I haven’t looked in that book in a long time”

“That doesn’t make any different, that you keep it like that is the point…I know if you don’t wanna throw it away, you have the child pictures there too, but can’t you take them out, Or something?”

I looked away.

“See, you can’t, and do you know the reason? Because you just can’t get over Ryeowook!” Sungmin seemed angry, and then he turned around “I’m going home”

I grabbed his arm “No, don’t go”

Now he looked angry at me “Why? Do you think I will ever surpass Ryeowook?...I don’t think you even see that as a possibility!”

I kept quiet, and looked ashamed away and let go of his arm.

“But just you wait” he then said, and I looked confused back again.

“I know I can make you to get over him”

Then he suddenly took his arms around my neck, and kissed me…first I was a bit surprised before I suddenly got into it, and kissed back, but he pushed me away at once, and looked at me with a smirk and glaring eyes at once “You see? You only need to tell yourself to get over him”

Then he turned around, and walked away, and left me behind…

**End of flashback**

It had felt good…

The kiss had felt really good, even if it was just three seconds…

I sighed again, and someone knocked on my door.

“Come in” I said, and mom came in.

“Are you ok Kyuhyun?”
“Why do you ask?”

She came in and sat down beside me “You seem to have a lot in mind, anything I can help you with?”

I sat up “I don’t think so?”

She smiled at me “How can you know?...is it about the guy you just went on a date with?”

I nodded slowly.

“Can you tell me what happened?”

“It is kind weird telling this stuff to your parents”

“Just tell me” she smiled, and I just started to explain the situation about me not getting over Ryeowook…and it felt good to just let it out…but of course…that about the book, and the kiss with Sungmin…I kept quiet…

“Hmmm…” she started “Two easy questions…Do you like Sungmin?”

I wided my eyes…and surprised myself…I couldn’t say no…

“Kinda” I said while nodding.

“Ok, do you like Ryeowook?”

“I don’t know…I can’t get over him”

She ignore my answer, and continued “Do you like Ryeowook?...think…”

“I don’t know”

“You don’t know, or you don’t wanna answer?”

“Both…I think…or”

“Think about it, think about both of them, and find out…who do you like the most?”

She stood up “I am sorry, but that is all I can do…the rest you have to find out yourself” then she left my room…

‘Ok….Kyuhyun…think…do you like Ryeowook?...you don’t know…Do you like Sungmin…kinda…’

I smiled again ‘I do…I do like him…you cant deny it’

Then I sighed again ‘Do you like Ryeowook? You still don’t know…’

“But that is only because you can’t get over him!” I shouted to myself, then I started talking to myself “If you only were over him…you would have like Sungmin’