Tired of pretending

**Who am I in your eyes?**

 

**Leeteuk’s P.O.V.**

 

I stood outside the store and waited for Kangin. Yesterday I talked to Heechul and today I asked Kangin out. He doesn’t know that I have talked to both Eunhyuk and Heechul, so today I am gonna surprise him. I am not going to be shy, or at least I am going to try, but I was able to come one hour too early because I though I was too late. I sighed and while I waited walked Eunhyuk and Donghae past me, they didn’t notice me. They held hands and I saw Donghae kiss Eunhyuk on his lips, and Eunhyuk become red as a tomato while jumping back. Donghae laughed and other people looked weird at them, but they didn’t notice them either, and Donghae just took Eunhyuks hand again and started to walk again.

‘I wonder if Eunhyuk’s parents know about Donghae. I know they are against gay people.’ I though before I remembered that Eunhyuk’s parents think he was with me that night, and if they noticed that Eunhyuk had slept with someone, they will think its me. I stood a long time wondering about what was going to happen next time I met Eunhyuk’s parents, because I hadn’t met them since that day. And while I stood and thinking I didn’t notice Kangin who suddenly stood right in front of me.

“You look like you’re in deep thoughts” he said and I looked fast at him.

“Hi Kangin.” I smiled “No, I wasn’t in so much deep thoughs, I just waited for you”

He smiled and we started to walk. And in the park I took the first step. Without looking at him I took his hand.

 

**Kangin’s P.O.V**

 

I looked confused at him, but he avoided my eyes and blushed, and I started to smile. He mostly looked at the gorund and ignored all the looks we got.

“Is something wrong?” I stopped and asked when I felt his hand started to shiver.

He lightly shook his head “No…It’s just that…I am not used to this…So im kind of scared”

“We don’t have to tell the world that we are together if you don’t want” I said. Forcing him was the last thing I would do.

He shook his head again “I am tired of pretending”

And by that he turned toward me and to my surprise he kissed me on my lips in front of all the people in the park. First I was in shock, but it didn’t take long before I returned the kiss, and there we stood, making out in the middle of the park. And it felt good.

 

**Heechul’s P.O.V**

 

I had followed Leeteuk and Kangin a while without them knowing, and now I watched them making out together with Donghae and Eunhyuk that I had met. Eunhyuk had asken me why I was walking around like I spied on someone, and I told about Leeteuk, and he wanted to join so Donghae just had to come along.

“Good job Teukie” I smiled

“It didn’t take that long” Eunhyuk said.

“Well, the problem isn’t actually that the world knows that you’re gay. The biggest problem is the family” Donghae said.

“Can I ask you something” Eunhyuk turned to Donghae “Do your family know that we, you know, and that you are gay right now?”

Donghae laughed “No”

“Arent you afraid for them to find out? You don’t actually hide it”

Donghae shrugged his shoulders “I take it as it comes”

“Me too, and my parents are against gay people” Eunhyuk added then we turned to Kangin and Leeteuk.

They sat down at the grass, held hands and smiled at each other and Leeteuk layed his head at Kangin’s shoulders, and suddenly I got really jealous. I want a boyfriend too, but I don’t find anyone good looking and kind.

Now Leeteuk had layed himself in Kangin’s lap while Kangin his hair. I want that too. I sighed and though about that time I was with Sungmin. It was a great time…When we were alone. Iwas too afraid back then to do anything in public. More scared then Leeteuk was. I wonder if Sungmin will find someone when he moves here. In that case I will become jealous. Not about that the other guy gets Sungmin, no I am over Sungmin, but because Sungmin gets a new guy before me. Yeah, I know that sounds childish.

 “Eunhyuk, Donghae…You will get a new classmate in a not long time” I said

“oh, who?” Donghae asked.

“A friend of mine, his name is Sungmin. He was visiting me a little while. Then he went home, and he will be moving to this town later.”

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kiwicolada
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Chapter 33: Finally. Teuk is so cute with Kangin. They're an adorable couple. Hope no one will ruin what they have. I like how supportive Heechul is. The best buddy. But it's sad he feels lonely. Wish him to get a new boyfriend before Sungmin XD Chul deserves to be happy. Thank you again ❤️
kiwicolada
1614 streak 0 points #2
Chapter 32: Henry is an adorable twin. But I don't know what to think about Kyuhyun's letter. His final action on Wookie was so horrible, he can consider himself lucky if Wook agrees to stay friends with him. I mean they seem to keep a special place in each other's hearts forever, that's nice if this is ok for them. But staying friends with an ex gives me weird chills. Just saying. But thank you for writing ❤️
kiwicolada
1614 streak 0 points #3
Chapter 31: I would understand if Wookie never wants to talk to Kyuhyun again. Yeah, it was not fair he was falling for someone else, but Kyu's action in the end was really cruel. So Wookie is right ignoring all his calls. I'm curious what Yesung would think about the entire mess, if he had all informations. Would he punch Kyuhyun in return? Thank you for sharing ❤️
kiwicolada
1614 streak #4
Chapter 30: Oh Hyuk is s carefree about it. Not having in mind his buddy could get fired. Oh Teuk, Hyuk told you about Donghae, the same afternoon you later denied that you and Kangin have a connection, when he came to your apartment. Seems like he forgets somethings at times ...
Thank you for writing ❤️
kiwicolada
1614 streak #5
Chapter 29: I doubt that Hyuk is telling lies. Before he said Teuk was drunk on that day and obviously won't remember that. So here we're with a confused Teuk, who really believes he never touched his bestie. I'm curious how they will solve this XD Thank you ❤️
kiwicolada
1614 streak #6
Chapter 28: This was cruel. Kyuhyun was hurt, ok. That he may wanted one last kiss, fine. But what he did was so unfair. It feels like he wanted to break Wookie on purpose, so no one else could have him. This was really against all rules. Now I'm convinced that Wook would be in better hand with Yesung. Hope Wookie won't do anything stupid. Please hurry and find him, Yeye.
Thank you as always ❤️
kiwicolada
1614 streak #7
Chapter 27: I would like to hug Kyu. He's suffering but still wants the best for Wookie. Letting him go shows how much he loves him. Even being a big Yewook shipper I feel pity for Kyuhyun. Hope Yeye takes good care of Wookie and never makes him cry. Thank you for this chapter ❤️
kiwicolada
1614 streak #8
Chapter 26: I feel sorry for Kyuhyun. But still I'm thinking Hyuk wasn't in the right to spill the tea. And it was silly from Donghae to expect that his new boyfriend doing such things for him. It feels like Hyuk was getting used. But what about Kyu and Wookie now? Will Kyu hate him? Thank you for sharing ❤️
kiwicolada
1614 streak #9
Chapter 25: Poor Kangin, he must feel betraited and rejected. Can't wait for Teuk's explaination and if his boyfriend will forgive him. But I can see why he's so damn insecure. Kangin is still his student and as teacher he risks his job. Thanks again ❤️
kiwicolada
1614 streak #10
Chapter 24: A mess. So much chaos. Hope Hyuk won't show the video to Kyuhyun. Yeah, he saw something spicy but it's something Wookie should tell his boyfriend himself. Hyuk shouldn't have spy on his hyung anyway. This is so disloyal. Yesung wouldn't have betraited his baby brother like that. But thank you for writing ❤️