Talk to him!
**Who am I in your eyes?**
**Leeteuk’s P.O.V.**
“Have you seen Heechul?” I asked one of the teachers, but he shook his head “no”
“Ok” I said and walked away.
It wasn’t Heechul to be this late…
I took up my phone and tried to call him, but no answer…I tried many times…
“Aish, brat” I said to the phone, but then someone answered, or picked up the phone without saying anything.
“Hello?” I said
“Mhm” Heechul mumbled back
He sounden a bit weak.
“Heechul? Are you ok?”
“Sure…Life couldn’t get better” he said, and I heard his voice were sarcastic.
“What is it?”
“Nothing”
“It doesn’t sound like nothing”
He sighed, but kept silent.
“Does this have something to do with the hot guy you liked…Hankyung wasn’t it?”
He kept silent, but then he said “Can you come over after school?”
“Sure I can”
“And just tell people im sick today ok?”
“Ok”
“Thank you” he said then he hung up.
‘Wonder whats with him?’ I though, then I had to walk toward second grade’s class room where Heechul’s ex boyfriend Sungmin had started…maybe Sungmin had done something…
“Excuse me” a voice said and I turned around, and saw a guy I hadn’t seen before.
“Yes?”
“Emm…Is this school Heechul works at?”
I nodded “Yes it is”
“Can I talk to him?”
“He is sick today”
“Oh” he said sad, and went away.
I looked after him ‘whats was that?’ but then I went to the classroom.
-
The school was over and I hurried over to Heechul’s house, and knocked at the door, but no one opened, and the door was locked.
I took up my phone again and rang Heechul, and when he answered I told him to open the door.
I heard the ‘click’ after he locked up, but I had to open myself.
Heechul were still in his pajamas and we went in the living room.
“What is it?” I asked
He looked down “I met Hankyung…at Saturday, and Sunday”
I became a bit confused “And isn’t that good?”
“Saturday was good…but…” he swallowed “I wish I could forget yesterday…”
I sat myself closer to him because his voice began to get really low.
“Why? What happened?”
“I kissed him…”
“What?” I said and was really confused “And why is that a bad thing, I though you like hime?”
“He is not gay”
“Oh…then why did you two kiss?”
He sighed and started to tell me everything…slow, but he told me.
“Oh…I see…and you are supposed to meet him today?”
He nodded “But I won’t go…I can’t…”
“Mayeb you should…” I started, and then I remember the guy that came to school. “Heechul?”
“Hm?”
“Someone was looking for you at school today, a guy…most likely at our age…” then I described him, and Heechul’s eyes wided “That sounds like Hankyung”
“See! If it is, that means he wanna talk to you…” I started, but Heechul cutted me off by shouting “But I don’t wanna talk to him!...” then he calmed down “Sorry…I mean I wanan talk to him, but I…I just can’t...”
Then his phone made a sound, and he took it up.
As he read the SMS his eyes wided “How did he get my number?”
“Who?” I said confused.
“Hankyung sent me a SMS…”
“Oh…what did it say?”
He gave me the phone, and I read.
I know that you aren’t sick…I am not stupid…can you meet me at the park in one hour? We have to talk.
-Hankyung
I gave the phone back “At least we know he was the guy that asked after you”
Heechul sighed, and I just had to ask him “Are you angry at Hankyung?”
He shook his head “Why should I be? Because he don’t like guys?”
I shrugged my shoulder, and he continued “I am not angry or anything…I’m just…everytime I find someone I like…their not gay, and they avoid me bcause I am…and this time I really messed it up by actually kissing him without knowing if he was gay or not…”
He sighed “The only guy it have been working out with is Sungmin…but not anymore”
I didn’t know what to say…then I carefully said “But the guy you messed it up with…he doesn’t avoid you…”
He nodded “For now…”
“I think you shall talk to him…”
He kept silent, and I stood up “But that’s my opinion…I have to go now, but if I were you I would get myself dressed and go to the park…” then I went out.
**Heechul’s P.O.V.**
I looked at the phone again…wondered what he would be saying…then I stood up and got dressed like Leeteuk said…, but when the time came I got nailed to the floor right in front of the door with my hand at the door handel.
‘I don’t wanna hear the speech about that he don’t like me that way, and that we can still be friends…’ I was about to turn around, but then I though a bit, and walked out of the door.
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