Afraid
**Who am I in your eyes?**
**Leeteuk’s P.O.V.**
I sat home and watched TV with my thoughts in full war around two topics.
First: Eunhyuk, he has been avoiding me since the day at the club. Did his parent find out that he lied and don’t let Eunhyuk be with me again? But then he should tell me, not just avoid me.
Second: My….boyfriend…..Is this really right? Dating you own student? If people find out that, the other teachers will think I favourite him or worse. Thinking that Kangin sleep with me to get grades, but that is not true, we haven’t done it.
The doorbell rang.
“Leeteuk! Can you see who it is?” My little sister Taeyon shouted from her room.
“Do it yourself!” I shouted back.
“Damn your lazy!” she shouted angry and opened the door in the entry.
“Who are you?” I heard her ask.
“I am Kangin, is Leeteuk here?”
‘Oh, that’s right Kangin and I was going to see a movie today’ I stood up and walked toward the door.
“Just wait a second..OPPA!” she shouted without seeing that I stood behind here
“I’m right here!” I shouted back, but a little lower.
She just laughed, but asked “Is this your friend?”
I felt muted, I couldn’t tell her. The first thing she will do after that is to tell mom and dad. Okay I am a grown-up, but telling your parents that you’re gay is still a problem.
“Yes I am” Kanging answered and I looked at him.
“Okay, I am Taeyon, Leeteuk’s sister” Taeyon said and walked away.
-
“So that’s your sister?”
I nodded “Annoying right?”
“I don’t know her. I haven’t seen her at school before is she older than you?”
“No. She is my little sister, she is 19 just like you, but she goes to another school”
Kangin became a bit silent before he careful asked “Does she not know...”
I shook my head before he was done “My parents who don’t live here don’t know either, I’m afraid of how they will react”
He nodded “I understand, my parents don’t know either”
Since we still had 1 hour until the movie actually stated we walked in to the store to buy something for the movie. By the chocolates Kangin tried to take my hand, but I took it fast back “Not here”
He sighed disappointed. Actually were we all alone by the chocolate right now.
“Sorry” I apologized and gave him a hug “I’m just so afraid that someone will se us”
“But for how long? When shall we tell people?”
I looked at the floor ashamed “I don’t know”
-
We took a little walk in a bit awkward silence sometimes interrupted by a few words. By Eunhyuk’s house I heard familiar voices yell at each other.
“I can’t believe this! You don’t know him that well at all! You are being cheap!” A voice said, and that was Yesung.
“Cheap! Don’t know him! I have been in the same class as him in all my school years!” the other voice said, and that was Eunhyuk.
‘What were they talking about? And who?’ I though and Kangin looked weird at me “What is it?”
“Sheee” I said and took a finger in front of my mouth, maybe I could fin out why Eunhyuk avoided me.
“But you guys haven’t been friends!” Yesung continued
“But now we are!”
“Of course, after he got you drunk and f…” Yesung started, but got interrupted by Eunhyuk “Don’t start with that! It was not only his fault!”
Yesung became silent, and Eunhyuk continued “You say I don’t know him! Fine! I have known Leeteuk a long time, but you guys still hate him!”
“Well he hasn’t done things with you as we know!” Yesung yelled back.
“But you guys still think he will! I’m not allowed to be with him!”
“Well…If you tell our parents the truth maybe you will be allowed again”
“I cant, they will hate me, kick me out of the house for sure!”
‘What the hell?’ I though
“They won’t kick their son out of the house, but you won’t be allowed to be with Donghae”
Then suddenly it sounded like Eunhyuk cried.
“I…I can’t…I can’t choose Donghae away, and I don’t want to avoid Leeteuk”
Then suddenly the voices were gone, so must probably is Yesung talking low to Eunhyuk.
“Let’s go” I said to Kangin, and long away from the house he asked “What was that?”
“I just wanted to see if I could find out why Eunhyuk avoid me”
“Eunhyuk?”
“Yes, my friend”
“I know” he said, kinda disappointed before he continued “Have you guys…..one time…been more?”
I looked shocked at him “no, why?”
“Well…someone said they saw you and Eunhyuk one time….well…making out in front of a hotel”
My eyes got big “What? No! That has never happened!”
“Okay” he said, but looked happy.
“You are my first boyfriend, and I have never had a girlfriend. Eunhyuk is my best friend, nothing else”
Kangin gave me a fast lighly kiss on my mouth and hugged me “I’m happy to know that”
‘But if someone finds out it won’t last long’ I though sadly to myself
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