Afraid

**Who am I in your eyes?**

 

**Leeteuk’s P.O.V.**

 

I sat home and watched TV with my thoughts in full war around two topics.

First: Eunhyuk, he has been avoiding me since the day at the club. Did his parent find out that he lied and don’t let Eunhyuk be with me again? But then he should tell me, not just avoid me.

Second: My….boyfriend…..Is this really right? Dating you own student? If people find out that, the other teachers will think I favourite him or worse. Thinking that Kangin sleep with me to get grades, but that is not true, we haven’t done it.

The doorbell rang.

“Leeteuk! Can you see who it is?” My little sister Taeyon shouted from her room.

“Do it yourself!” I shouted back.

“Damn your lazy!” she shouted angry and opened the door in the entry.

“Who are you?” I heard her ask.

“I am Kangin, is Leeteuk here?”

‘Oh, that’s right Kangin and I was going to see a movie today’ I stood up and walked toward the door.

“Just wait a second..OPPA!” she shouted without seeing that I stood behind here

“I’m right here!” I shouted back, but a little lower.

She just laughed, but asked “Is this your friend?”

I felt muted, I couldn’t tell her. The first thing she will do after that is to tell mom and dad. Okay I am a grown-up, but telling your parents that you’re gay is still a problem.

“Yes I am” Kanging answered and I looked at him.

“Okay, I am Taeyon, Leeteuk’s sister” Taeyon said and walked away.

-

“So that’s your sister?”

I nodded “Annoying right?”

“I don’t know her. I haven’t seen her at school before is she older than you?”

“No. She is my little sister, she is 19 just like you, but she goes to another school”

Kangin became a bit silent before he careful asked “Does she not know...”

I shook my head before he was done “My parents who don’t live here don’t know either, I’m afraid of how they will react”

He nodded “I understand, my parents don’t know either”

Since we still had 1 hour until the movie actually stated we walked in to the store to buy something for the movie. By the chocolates Kangin tried to take my hand, but I took it fast back “Not here”

He sighed disappointed. Actually were we all alone by the chocolate right now.

“Sorry” I apologized and gave him a hug “I’m just so afraid that someone will se us”

“But for how long? When shall we tell people?”

I looked at the floor ashamed “I don’t know”

-

We took a little walk in a bit awkward silence sometimes interrupted by a few words. By Eunhyuk’s house I heard familiar voices yell at each other.

“I can’t believe this! You don’t know him that well at all! You are being cheap!” A voice said, and that was Yesung.

“Cheap! Don’t know him! I have been in the same class as him in all my school years!” the other voice said, and that was Eunhyuk.

‘What were they talking about? And who?’ I though and Kangin looked weird at me “What is it?”

“Sheee” I said and took a finger in front of my mouth, maybe I could fin out why Eunhyuk avoided me.

“But you guys haven’t been friends!” Yesung continued

“But now we are!”

“Of course, after he got you drunk and f…” Yesung started, but got interrupted by Eunhyuk “Don’t start with that! It was not only his fault!”

Yesung became silent, and Eunhyuk continued “You say I don’t know him! Fine! I have known Leeteuk a long time, but you guys still hate him!”

“Well he hasn’t done things with you as we know!” Yesung yelled back.

“But you guys still think he will! I’m not allowed to be with him!”

“Well…If you tell our parents the truth maybe you will be allowed again”

“I cant, they will hate me, kick me out of the house for sure!”

‘What the hell?’ I though

“They won’t kick their son out of the house, but you won’t be allowed to be with Donghae”

Then suddenly it sounded like Eunhyuk cried.

“I…I can’t…I can’t choose Donghae away, and I don’t want to avoid Leeteuk”

Then suddenly the voices were gone, so must probably is Yesung talking low to Eunhyuk.

“Let’s go” I said to Kangin, and long away from the house he asked “What was that?”

“I just wanted to see if I could find out why Eunhyuk avoid me”

“Eunhyuk?”

“Yes, my friend”

“I know” he said, kinda disappointed before he continued “Have you guys…..one time…been more?”

I looked shocked at him “no, why?”

“Well…someone said they saw you and Eunhyuk one time….well…making out in front of a hotel”

My eyes got big “What? No! That has never happened!”

“Okay” he said, but looked happy.

“You are my first boyfriend, and I have never had a girlfriend. Eunhyuk is my best friend, nothing else”

Kangin gave me a fast lighly kiss on my mouth and hugged me “I’m happy to know that”

‘But if someone finds out it won’t last long’ I though sadly to myself

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kiwicolada
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Chapter 33: Finally. Teuk is so cute with Kangin. They're an adorable couple. Hope no one will ruin what they have. I like how supportive Heechul is. The best buddy. But it's sad he feels lonely. Wish him to get a new boyfriend before Sungmin XD Chul deserves to be happy. Thank you again ❤️
kiwicolada
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Chapter 32: Henry is an adorable twin. But I don't know what to think about Kyuhyun's letter. His final action on Wookie was so horrible, he can consider himself lucky if Wook agrees to stay friends with him. I mean they seem to keep a special place in each other's hearts forever, that's nice if this is ok for them. But staying friends with an ex gives me weird chills. Just saying. But thank you for writing ❤️
kiwicolada
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Chapter 31: I would understand if Wookie never wants to talk to Kyuhyun again. Yeah, it was not fair he was falling for someone else, but Kyu's action in the end was really cruel. So Wookie is right ignoring all his calls. I'm curious what Yesung would think about the entire mess, if he had all informations. Would he punch Kyuhyun in return? Thank you for sharing ❤️
kiwicolada
1614 streak #4
Chapter 30: Oh Hyuk is s carefree about it. Not having in mind his buddy could get fired. Oh Teuk, Hyuk told you about Donghae, the same afternoon you later denied that you and Kangin have a connection, when he came to your apartment. Seems like he forgets somethings at times ...
Thank you for writing ❤️
kiwicolada
1614 streak #5
Chapter 29: I doubt that Hyuk is telling lies. Before he said Teuk was drunk on that day and obviously won't remember that. So here we're with a confused Teuk, who really believes he never touched his bestie. I'm curious how they will solve this XD Thank you ❤️
kiwicolada
1614 streak #6
Chapter 28: This was cruel. Kyuhyun was hurt, ok. That he may wanted one last kiss, fine. But what he did was so unfair. It feels like he wanted to break Wookie on purpose, so no one else could have him. This was really against all rules. Now I'm convinced that Wook would be in better hand with Yesung. Hope Wookie won't do anything stupid. Please hurry and find him, Yeye.
Thank you as always ❤️
kiwicolada
1614 streak #7
Chapter 27: I would like to hug Kyu. He's suffering but still wants the best for Wookie. Letting him go shows how much he loves him. Even being a big Yewook shipper I feel pity for Kyuhyun. Hope Yeye takes good care of Wookie and never makes him cry. Thank you for this chapter ❤️
kiwicolada
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Chapter 26: I feel sorry for Kyuhyun. But still I'm thinking Hyuk wasn't in the right to spill the tea. And it was silly from Donghae to expect that his new boyfriend doing such things for him. It feels like Hyuk was getting used. But what about Kyu and Wookie now? Will Kyu hate him? Thank you for sharing ❤️
kiwicolada
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Chapter 25: Poor Kangin, he must feel betraited and rejected. Can't wait for Teuk's explaination and if his boyfriend will forgive him. But I can see why he's so damn insecure. Kangin is still his student and as teacher he risks his job. Thanks again ❤️
kiwicolada
1614 streak #10
Chapter 24: A mess. So much chaos. Hope Hyuk won't show the video to Kyuhyun. Yeah, he saw something spicy but it's something Wookie should tell his boyfriend himself. Hyuk shouldn't have spy on his hyung anyway. This is so disloyal. Yesung wouldn't have betraited his baby brother like that. But thank you for writing ❤️