I can’t believe he did that…
**Who am I in your eyes?**
**Taeyeon’s P.O.V.**
We parked the car outside our parents house, Leeteuk was so nervous, he’s body shaken a lot. I touched his hand “It’s gonna be ok”
We stepped out of the car, and Leeteuk took a deap breathe before we rang the door bell.
A maid opened and smiled “Leeteu, Taeyeon, goo to see you again, your parents is in the living room”
We bowed and went in.
“There is no reason to be so harsh on them” Our mom’s voice said to dad.
“But I don’t like it, they don’t have any shame”
“Who?” I interupted, and they looked at us and their smile grew big “Leeteuk Taeyeon!” they both said and hugge us.
“Sit down, sit down” Moms aid and pointed her hand at the sofa “It is no nice that you two wanted to visit us”
Leeteuk and I sat down in the couch, and between us and my parents were a little table.
The maid went to get tea.
“So what did you talk about when we came?” I asked.
“Oh…you dad annoy himself by thinking of a couple who lives just a few houses away form here”
“isn’t a couple cute?” I asked confused.
“Yes…but not those two…they are both guys” Dad complained and I saw Leeteuk’s eyes get big.
“But…emm…isn’t it good they found each other, and love each other?” I tried careful.
“Two guys shouldn’t be together, and thats that…it just don’t work that way…” Dad said specific.
Leeteuk started to choke.
“Is it something dear?” mom asked.
“not really” Leeteuk said and avoided looking at them.
“But dad…aren’t you overdoing it?” I tried again
He shook his head “It is disgusting”
Leeteuk’s eyes started to get a bit wet, and I suddenly got angry.
“What do you have against them?” I stood up and looked down at him.
“Taeyeon why so angry?” Mom said a bit scared. Leeteuk looked shocked at me.
“Seriously! They found each other! That is a good thing! It is nothing, and I reapeat nothing wrong with it!”
Dad stood up “They are both guys, that is wrong”
I shook my head “No it’s not!”
“Calm down Taeyeon” mom said calm and now she also stood up.
“No I won’t! What if someone in your family was gay? Would you react the same?”
Leeteuk almost jumped up and took my arm as for holding me back.
“None in my family is gay” Dad said…almost proud.
I looked at Leeteuk, but he shook his head, but I nodded, the anger talked for me without thinking.
“You have no idea at all!” I shouted, and Leeteuk suddenly took his hand and covered my mouth.
“Ehehe…sorry for that” Leeteuk said nervous.
I took his hand away “No! it is nothing to apologize! Tell them Leeteuk, just do it”
Now everyone looked at Leeteuk, and Leeteuk reacted a bit on that I didn’t say oppa thistime.
“Tell us what?” dad looked at Leeteuk.
“I…I…”
All eyes were on him.
“I…” he stemmed a lot “No…nothing”
“Tell them about Kangin” I said angry.
“Kangin? Who is that?” Dad looked suspicious.
“No..no one…just a friend…”
“I can’t believ you called your own boyfriend just a friend” I shouted.
“Your boyfriend?” dad looked a bit angry now.
Leeteuk sighed “Yeah…I’m gay…and…Kangin is my boyfriend”
“You are kidding right?” Dad moved away from the table and stoo right in front of Leeteuk.
Leeteuk shook his head “No, I am gay, for real”
SLAP.
Leeteuk’s cheek were red where dad had slapped him “Tell me you are kidding!”
Leeteuk’s eyes had tears but he shook his head “No…I am not”
Dad shook Leeteuk “You can’t be gay! I will not allow it!”
Leeteuk kept quiet.
“I won’t allow it, none in my family is allowed”
“Then I won’t be in this family” Leeteuk shouted and got himself out of dads grip.
Mom grabbed dad “Calm down Honey, let’s talk normal about this”
“No, he says he don’t wanna ba a aprt of this family, then fine.” Dad was angry and shouted to Leeteuk “Get out of my house, and don’t come back before you have dumped that guy!”
I dragged Leeteuk who was crying with me, and he drove a bit away from the house before he parked again, and his tears filled the whole face.
I bit my lips…”I…I am sorry Leeteuk…I…I shouldn’t have done what I did…I..I just got so angry, and…I am sorry, I am horrible” I tried to hold my tears inside, Leeteuk was the one who had a hard time now.
“No…It’s ok Taeyeon…No need to worry, he would react that anyway…” he sobbed…usually he didn’t let people see him cry, but me and his friends had of course seen him.
I hugged him “I promise you, I’m gonna make this good again, this was my fault, and I can’t tell you how sorry I am”
“I…I can’t believe he threw me out of the family” Leeteuk’s eyes looked at nothing.
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