**Leeteuk’s P.O.V.**

I woke up in the morning and looked at the clock. 6 Am. The feeling of warm arms around me was wonderful, but at the same time it felt wrong. I slowly and careful released me from those arms and stood up without waking him up.

Then I stood a time and just looked at Kangin, it had been 4 days since our first kiss, and since then I have been sleeping over at his house. His parents where on vacation, but are coming home this night.

Right now my brain was full of thoughts.

I got myself a big shock when he confessed to me, but I got over it and gave him a chance, he is a nice guy. But yesterday, Sunday, when I suddenly layed at the bed with him, , and felt his hand touching me. I felt my whole body shiver, and before I knew it we was about to have …It was my momemt of weakness,I remember how scared I got and Kangin noticed it and stopped, he comforted me and told me that it will be okay, but I just couldn’t, I was too scared and in the end Kangin said that we didn’t have to do it if I didn’t want to. But I guess he got disappointed when I said no.

At least we didn’t do it, but the though that angers me now is that I was a bottom for my own student!

I sighed and walked out of the room, took a shower, got dressed and sat at the table and ate breakfast before I heard the alarm clock wake Kangin up. And soon he stood in the door entry to the kitchen.

“Good morning” I said

“Did you wake up early today?” He asked

I nodded “Yes, I have some work to do before I can have classed”

“Like what?”

I stood up, and cleaned up after me as I answered “The second grade is going to have project work and I am going to split them into groups”

“Okay” he said and stopped me when I was about to go out of the kitchen.

I looked at him “Is it something”

Then he kissed me lightly on the lips “I just wanted a kiss……and maybe to know how the test today is going to be like”

I laughed and pushed him lightly away “No, I am still a teacher and I won’t tell you, and if I did and they found out, I would be in trouble.”

“Okaaaay” he said in a vice that was supposed to be disappointed.

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At school I met Heechul in the hallway washing.

“Hello”

He looked up from the floor “Hi Leeteuk”

“So now you are back at work” I chuckled

“Yes, back at washing the school. Well it’s not really anything I can do about it.”

Then he started to wash again and said at the same time “I wish I could find myself a nice boyfriend I could come home to after this tiring work”

I chuckled a bit and just had to ask “Don’t you every care that you are gay?”

The he stopped again and looked at me and smiled “Why should I? Do you care?”

I shook my head “Of course not”

“If you friends begin to hate you because you’re gay, then they are not really your friends, when I told the world that I was gay, I found out who my real friends was”

Those words gave me even new thoughts.

‘What would happen if people found out that not only am I together with a student, but the student is a boy’

‘What would my friends think of me? Well Heechul wouldn’t care, but what about Eunhyuk for example? And what about my family?’

'I dont know'